Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

161. A Visit to Haifa Pusara

Arga drove me home early in the morning, after I received treatment from the doctor. Three more days check the controls back to see the state of the stitches. It was right on my wedding day. The doctor said I could come the day before.

"Yes, tomorrow morning I'll pick you up, yeah."

I scrunched my forehead. There's no other business tomorrow with Arga.

"Pick up? Where you going?" my many.

Arga turned his head from the street in front.

"I want to go to the tomb of Aifa, Gara's mother. Want to tell you something good," said Arga. The lights look timid.

"Yes, can. What'sthetime? Let me get ready" I replied. Arga's face that looked a little tense and unpleasant revealed a smile.

"Aren't you mad I took you there?"

"angry? Why should I be angry?" many confused.

"Ehm .. yes ... because ...." Arga's words stopped for a moment. I looked at him deeply. "Because she's Gara's mother" said Arga Lirih.

I'm laughing a little. "What do you mean you're talking about? Afraid I'm mad 'cause you took me there? Afraid I'm jealous? afraid I don't like it?" my many. Arga nodded his head slowly.

"Well, why should I be jealous of someone who doesn't exist. After all, with Aifa in your life, isn't it good?" Arga scrunched his forehead.

"With him I have Gara. It might sound evil to me to talk like this, but with Haifa and her destiny, instead of making me the perfect woman?" my many. Arga turned her gaze at me at a glance. He smiled and said thank you.

"God has predestined such a thing, humans just live and accept it" I said. Arga smiled, she stretched out her hand and rubbed my head gently.

"Thank you, Yu. It's not wrong for me to choose you for me and Gara."

I smiled as well, it felt so happy to be close to this man. Even though he seems evil because he never loved his wife, but how to bring feelings? Can't be forced at all. That was how I felt when Doctor Wira sincerely told me that she loved me. I don't know what to do with feeling guilty about accepting him when this heart has no vibration at all. Wouldn't being forced wouldn't be good either? Careful only each one knows.

"Hey, I asked you why?" tanya Arga pulled me from the depths of my thinking.

"Eh, what?" many nervous.

"Think what?" I shook my head.

"What did you ask?"

"I asked, would you like to buy some food?" His smile expanded, his hands pointing towards the food vendors lined up by the side of the road.

"No, I don't want to eat anything anymore" I replied.

***

The next morning, the air was very bright with the air still feeling cold. The sunlight is quite hot, but it has not been able to provide warmth to the body that is slightly bristling because of the wind that blows out there. I'm waiting for Arga inside the house.

"Are you sure you're out, Yu?" mother asked, looking worried on her face.

"Yes, Mom. Arga's on the road."

"The bride shouldn't be out of the house before her wedding."

I've invited Mom along, if Mom wants to come, but I can't go scared if our brothers and relatives come from the village today.

Not long after, Arga comes along with Gara. The boy smiled very widely, kissed the back of my hand and also hugged Mom. I am very happy with Gara's arrival. His smile was very wide, many times saying that Gara was the most handsome grandson of Mother.

We went with the driver. It didn't take long, with a smooth road this morning, it only took us an hour and a half to get to the public cemetery at the end of town. Arga took me to a tomb with a very beautiful look, beyond the tombstone around it.

"Mother!" Gara got ahead of us walking and then crouched down next to his mother's gravestone. His little hand immediately sprinkled a white rose on the ground of the mother's grave. "Mama, this is Garrlla's mother!" exclaimed the boy with a smile, not stopping the pace of his hand that continued to sprinkle the remaining petals of white roses there. I crouched down beside Gara and noticed the name listed there. Only then did I know that Haifa was of a far age under Arga. Different seven years.

Arga was the same, crouching on the side of Gara's other body, he rubbed the headstone with a beautiful name carving. A moment of silence, then Arga's voice sounded with greetings first.

Not long after we were there, Arga looked a little sad on his face as he spoke with Haifa's headstone. He told us that we were getting married in two days and that Gara had found a mother who was very dear to him. I just kept quiet, listening to Arga speak. There is no right for me to talk here, what else with the feeling of Arga who was sad and sad. Maybe Arga feels guilty with his attitude so far, I heard him say that.

We went home after almost thirty minutes of being there.

***

Since last night I can't sleep considering today is my most important day. Last night I slept with my mother because the next nights I would no longer be able to sleep with her. Mom has not stopped teasing me since the afternoon. I don't know, it wasn't my first experience, but I was really nervous tonight. What if Arga can't say well? What if I get nervous and even make an embarrassing thing in front of the guests? Although I used to have no problem with nervousness when I married Mas Hilman.

The wound on the back of my head is still waiting to dry, sometimes it hurts if I move my head a little hard, it has to be slow. Yesterday I went to the doctor with my mother, there was no problem, just cleaning the wound and changing the bandage. Also the doctor said it should not be exposed to water, even though my scalp already feels sticky, it really feels shampooing. Mother only helped as much as she could, wiping my hair slowly using a half-wet towel, avoiding the injured area so that I felt lighter and more comfortable.

"Duh, who wants to be a bride. Dong's smile, how tense is that?" Ina comes and hides behind the MUA that Arga brought home.

I'm tense right now. How not, MUA is famous for putting my makeup on. So pounding, how am I gonna be after this?

"What the hell, Na. You come here to disturb! Go to the kitchen with Budhe help you in the back!" titah Aunt. Ina scowled in protest at her mother's orders.

"Later by, Mom. Uhh! Ina tea curious to see how to make up this MUA Teteh, uh!" ina was upset. I saw Ina watching what this MUA was doing on my face. Too many applications that he installed, making my face feel thick. I rarely get dressed. If you also have to make up just wearing standard makeup, do not wear excessive so spend a lot of time in front of the mirror.

"Oh, Ma'am Ayu, it's getting pretty, huh." Ina raised her two thumbs with a smile that was very beautiful, very sweet. I couldn't smile, because MUA was rubbing my lips with lipstick.

"Okay, Ina. Atuh, lah. Neuronan room!" (Ouch, Ina. There you. Make room tight!) Aunty was getting angry, and it was a success to get Ina out of the way and no longer bother here.

Aunt came yesterday along with some other relatives. Aki - the grandfather of the Father - was also present at the sacred event today.

Not long after Mom came, brought me food and drink. Remember that after waking up and taking a shower, I haven't touched breakfast. Nervousness makes me not want to eat at all.

Mother feeds me bread, just force it said mother even though I did not feel hungry. Today's event is a contract that will be held in the mosque not far from this house. Mother who asked for a meeting to be held here, so that the surrounding community can feel happiness, after that continued buffet event for the surrounding neighbors, so that the community can participate, only tomorrow afternoon reception is held at the hotel for invited guests, even neighbors if they want to attend the event at the hotel tomorrow are allowed as well.

My chest is pounding very hard. I was very nervous when I was wearing the kebaya clothes I tried a few days ago, Ms. Yeni was very careful when she put the veil on my head, before she put something on the back of the head, I don't know what, he said to protect the area of the head that is still injured in order to have space and not be depressed by the veil.

"If the pain tells me, yes," said Ms. Yeni. Slowly she put the veil up and wrapped it around her neck.

Over an hour I dyed and put on the kebaya until it was over and got ready to go out.

***

Well loh, Ayu want to meet today, do not forget to prepare a sticky envelope yes 😁😁

Do not forget to also come later to the agreement, continue the buffet. There sate sata asinan 🤤🤤. Food that Othor always look forward to when going to kondangan😋😋