Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

186. Feeling Not Good

"Sleeping in the afternoon" said Arga, then laying down beside me. She comfortably hugged me from the side closing her eyes.

"Hey, we just had lunch and you're going to bed?" many wonder. Was this really his habit all along?

"Why indeed? I'm going to take a nap with my wife is it wrong?" ask again.

"No, but yes ...."

"What, hem?" asked Arga again, still closing her eyes.

"Em, not really. But yeah, just wonder. You had lunch and slept."

"I just want to lie near you and enjoy my time with you. Yes ... Because I've been a widower for almost five years, now I don't want to waste my time with my beloved wife," he said, then tightened his embrace on my body, his shoulder made his head.

I was silent, thinking and at the same time enjoying what he did to me this time. It's true what he said. She may have been very lonely all along, despite her loveless marriage to Haifa, but hearing the story of Haifa's kindness to her made me believe that Gara's late mother was watching Arga well.

"Why silence?" arga asked, she raised her head and looked at me in confusion.

"It's okay." I shifted my sleep, now facing her, pinning both my hands under my head.

"I want you to tell me about the past. Do you want to?" my door.

"Which past?" She did the same, sleeping on her side facing me and also pinning her hands under her head.

"You were with Haifa first?"

"It's nothing, I just want to know how good he is, and I don't want to let you down either."

"Why do you want to know how good he is?" asked Arga, indeed from the tone of his voice he sounded dislike. I became silent. Is he angry?

"Just want to be the best for you. I'm afraid that I can't serve you well, Ga."

Arga was still looking at me with a cold gaze, making me feel guilty for asking that. I lowered my gaze so that I could only see his chest from behind the shirt that had been opened with two buttons. The feeling in the chest is no longer bad. What's gonna happen? He just kept quiet. Is he really angry?

"You only serve me as your wife, as well as Gara's mother. We just need attention and affection. You do not need to prepare food or clean the house, all that is already done. What I'm looking for is a wife and a mother for my son, not anything else. That's all, Yu. I'm sure you can give us that attention" he said long and wide.

"Hey, I'm talking why are you just looking down?" His hand took my chin and forced me to look him in the eye.

"I'm just afraid I can't be the best for you and Gara" I said.

Arga smiled thinly, he approached and kissed my forehead gently.

"Why afraid? You haven't done that, have you? I'm actually afraid I can't be a good husband and priest to you, but I'll try to do what's best for you, for us."

I smiled hearing his words. There's nothing wrong with that, it's not just me feeling it.

"Let's make a happy family" he said. I nodded slowly while giving a smile to him. Once again Arga brought herself closer and kissed my lips briefly.