
I decided to go back home. The conversation with Ani was quite relieved, he will help me talk to the Goddess. Whatever the woman's decision will be I am expected to accept it well and without pain. Ani was very sure if Dewi also liked me, although I wished it was like that but not necessarily the answer that would be given by the Goddess. I just hope he likes me too.
My door opened slowly, and my mother and Vita were sleeping in front of the television. Mom looked at me when I closed the door.
“You've gone home Man? What the hell was it? Until you run away not with Vita nangis?” ask mommy. Vita is sleeping on the floor.
“There's a business for a while.”
“What were you doing at Dewi's house?” ask mother. Just realized when it said its name, it seemed like I was telling Mom where I was going.
“Nothing,” I then choose to go towards my room.
“Man you said same mother. What's going to the house of Dewi?” mother asked, her voice was clearly behind me and sure enough when I turned around Mother was indeed following me to the front of the room.
I exhaled, seeming to be talking honestly with mom.
“Goddess will be proposed to others. Hilman came there to ban him,” I said honestly.
“You mean? You like the Goddess?” ask mom later
I bow my head. “It looks so Mom. In fact I heard he had a lamar, Hilman does not like,” I said honestly. I was tired and chose to go into the room without waiting for my mother's response.
A tired body now I lay on the bed. Look at the ceiling of the room that has faded in color. What would happen if the Goddess accepted the man's proposal? Isn't my chance just until next week?
I don't know just waiting. The HP that was in the briefcase I picked up immediately I contacted him. The first call had no answer at all, so the fourth call still had no answer. I was disappointed that I did not get a definite answer to his words.
[Why don't you pick up my phone?]
I sent him a message, before long the checkmark turned blue. He read my message. I waited for a while, seen up there writing was typing, a long time ago but I was waiting for the message was not there as well.
I was still waiting until 10 minutes later, the message he had typed did not arrive.
[Why not reply to my message?]
I asked him, this time expecting him to send an answer.
Blue ticks are back there. And I'm waiting again too. However, it seems that he did not want to reply to all my messages.
Do I have to go through with this situation?
The sound of knocking on the door was clear, Mother also called my name asking for us to talk outside. I said, opening the door and now sitting on the couch.
“You really like the same Goddess?” ask my mother with a look of disbelief.
“Mom heard what I said, right?” ask my mother.
“Can't you be with the others?” Mother asked again.
“Because I've paired you with a friend's son mom.” I turned my head to look at my mother in disbelief.
"What does mother mean?" ask me confused.
"Actually last week a friend called Mom and asked about you. They say that you don't have a better candidate with their daughter. Mom says you don't have a candidate so mom agrees when they say they're coming here tomorrow," said mom, who made me look at her more in disbelief.
"Astaghfirullahaladhim's chat. Why don't you ask Hilman first? Do you think this is the time of Siti Nurbaya? Wear all matchmaking events. How could Hilman know about that woman? His name just doesn't know his face never saw. This mother how the hell? Hilman doesn't want to!" I said, refusing mother's request.
“But Man, I already know if they'll come here, you know. How's this?” ask mom confused.
“Yes only Mom told me the truth that Hilman refused, Mom. Don't make it. Our situation is difficult to make it difficult again? scientists don't want to be matched!” I stood up and went towards the room. My door closed violently. I forgot that Vita was with mom
***
The next day I went back to the house of the Goddess, looking for the real answer because in fact I was impatient and I did not want to wait for Ani.
The door I knocked quite hard, wanting to know if the Goddess would open the door for me or not, it turned out that she was right to open the door. But now it's not just him. I was surprised that there were also parents there.
I sat in front of the two old men who had given birth to the Goddess, not expecting that there was anyone else in this house. His mother is okay, looks friendly with her smile, which makes her father. HIS FATHER!
The goddess was not there, I don't know where she is. I don't want to just control the atmosphere. Maybe if there was him I wouldn't be too shaky like this.
“True you told the Goddess to cancel her meeting next week?” asked Uwak Hendro to me, I just lowered my head while pressing my fist on my knee.
‘True, Wak. I ask Mbak Dewi to cancel his meeting next week,”, I said. Resignation is now whatever this old man will tell me. Will I be expelled? Better than chopped!
“What right do you forbid him? Who are you?”
Jelbbbb!
It felt like there was a dagger that instantly stuck in this chest. ‘Who are you’. The question that made me also ask, who am I for the Goddess?
“Jawab. Who are you?” ask Wak Hendro in a firm tone.
I lowered my head, it felt like this heart had to be mentally prepared to be strong to face reality. I'm who?
“I am nobody to Ma'am Dewi, Wak. but I like Mbak Dewi and want to make her my wife. That's also if Uwak pleases,” answered me, really this chest pounded hard as if almost dislodged from its place.
“Means not yet someone right? Then why also you forbid him to meet his soul mate?”
Uhh! I told you I like the Goddess!
“Because I love the Goddess and want to marry her. I want to have Mbak Dewi to be my wife!” answer me with certainty.
“If I don't allow it?"