
Povs. Hilman
Tired that whack this body makes me immediately lay myself on the bed. A day of job searching makes me tired. Come here looking for job vacancies in newspapers and the internet. Damn it, come there and experience rejection. It's always like that. Is it possible that the video of that time affected my life?
Ah ....
I breathed many times.
This house has no people, Hana doesn't know where. He didn't say he was going outside either.
Ayu and Hana, two different women. If Ayu will obey to stay at home and always tell me if she will go. Unlike Hana, she never told me in the slightest even if it was just a simple chat. He was also always angry if I rebuked him. He said he was tired of staying at home, so he sometimes went to the house of neighbors who were his age to just visit and chat all day.
My throat was so dry, I was hungry too. A day did not get rice because Hana also woke up at noon until I only ate a piece of fresh bread, it was without jam or milk. The coffee was almost empty in the jar, as well as the white sugar that stayed last I was brewed with coffee. That's not sweet at all.
I came out of the room and walked towards the kitchen.
Holy hooch! The kitchen is very messy with the pring and dirty glasses that are in the sink. Pans and pans are on greasy stoves.
Again I breathed tired. I have to do the dishes again today.
Hungry that whack can't be appeased with rice. I'm not used to this kind of mess. It felt uncomfortable to eat while dirty things were plastered in front of me.
Almost ten minutes to clean the kitchen, this stomach can not stand anymore. I could get sick if I don't eat right away. With a tired step I approached towards the mejikom and took the rice, only a little stay. Let me eat a little first, let the remaining half be for Hana.
Eating with potluck dishes is now the dish left on the table. Just vegetable soup with salted and sambal. Often, like that now the food is in this kitchen. I've always emphasized on Hana to live frugally.
"Home home, Mom?" ask the voice that is heard now in the kitchen doorway.
"Where are you from? Already eaten?" ask her. I saw him wearing neat clothes and a little preening.
"Oh, have eaten at the same mall Nuri. Take a walk for the wind!" the thrill of saving Ayu's sandals on the shoe rack behind the kitchen door.
"Hana. You should save dong. Don't mess around. I am confused yet to get a job. Don't go out and spend money!"
Hana's movements stopped and turned her head towards me. The sharp look he gave me.
"spent money? Mas, I just took a hundred thousand money out and you said I'm out of money, right? I'm tired of staying home every day! You never brought me to play and shop outside. You never buy what I want either. Now I'm just eating out with Nuri you said I spent money!" asked Hana in a high voice. His face was angry.
"You're a stingy husband!" hana shouted as she passed from before me and heard the sound of slamming the door of the room.
I breathe tired. The food in front of me was no longer appetizing for me to eat, but I was still hungry.
"Hana!" I shouted from outside the room door while knocking on the door quietly.
"I'm sorry. I was wrong" I said giving up. Instead of him asking to go back to his house like a few days ago.
The door opened slightly to show a tiny figure hiding behind the door, Hana's face that pursed slightly.
"Promise?" ask Hana.
I smiled, unable to bear her adorable face like this.
"Promise, but you're patient, yes." I asked him. I pushed the door wide and entered the room. Pulling the head down until his face is now facing me. This sweet and cute face is very beautiful with blush and also lipstick that is not excessive. I kissed her lips and *********, even if she didn't reply. Sweet.
"Later, if I've worked and earned a salary, we'll go on a vacation to the sea." Promise him. That dim face was now sparkling with a sweet smile rising from his lips.
"Really?" ask Hana. I'm nodding.
"really. You said you were going to play sand yesterday, right?" Hana nodded quickly and hugged my neck with both hands. His feet are on his tiptoes until now he is taller. She quickly grabbed my lips and softly*matnya to make me lulled and forget my hunger.
After that .. we ...
I got up from the bed that was now a mess because of us. Tired after a day of looking for work and also hungry replaced with Hana treatment that is sometimes soft sometimes wild. He is now very good at getting me in bed. I never get tired of playing with him, because mostly I just sleep downstairs without having to do much. He is the one who moves up and down with agility to make the twins in front of his body rise and fall adorable.
Kulirik Hana who now raises the blanket to cover her chest. He looked tired of what we had done. I approached her and kissed her forehead gently.
"Mandi?" my many.
"Later, ah. Capek," he said. I let him to drive towards the dream.
I opened the wardrobe after a short shower. I was silent when I saw the key hanging in the drawer. I never had a key hanging there.
Immediately I opened the drawer, as soon as a bad thought flashed through my head. Could it?
Some papers I put away and I'm looking for something important that you don't want to lose from here. There ain't! I glanced at Hana who was still soundly asleep.
At night I asked Hana about Ayu's marriage book missing from the drawer. The woman only spoke casually if she had given it to Ayu this afternoon. So, he lied to me, He didn't come out with his friend, but met with Ayu to give him the book.
"Do you know that books are important to me?'' ask me with angry tone.
"I know, but I don't care! I know you don't want to split with Ayu, you don't think so, Mas! Ayu don't want to be with you! Ayu also said that she wanted to withdraw from this marriage! You should now look at me dong! I'm pregnant with your child!" hana shouted furiously. I can't argue with him. It feels angry to the crown. It was very desirable for me to squeeze her face that was staring at me by challenging me like that.
"Akh!!! Basic wife ...." I can't hold back my anger anymore. Soon I snatched the car keys and went to Mom's house.
At home, I did not support her. Mother even confirmed what Hana said earlier, Mother told me to divorce Ayu, but until anytime I did not want to!
The next day I went to Ayu's house. I saw she was on foot with Sinta. The neighbor kid that sucks to get me kicked out that night.
"Juice!" I held her hand and slightly pulled her as she was about to go inside.