
"Eh, that's ... I haven't told you yet. After all we are just friends, Ayu's mother is the daughter of my patient," Wira said, becoming increasingly misbehaved by now scratching her head as I looked at her.
"Yeah! I thought this was your candidate, beautiful. Fits great. You guys just make it up, both of you are adults. Wira is also well established, suitable Maak to hold a wedding this year—."
"Sorry, Ma'am. I just had a divorce hearing a few weeks ago. I still have no plans to get close to anyone else." Cut me to make the woman silent, now she's dumbfounded by what I'm saying.
"Eh?" He looked at Doctor Wira and Mbak Wanda in confusion.
"Mbak Ayu is the daughter of the patient Wira, and also the client Mbak yesterday. Just finished a divorce hearing. So maybe it takes a lot of time to rearrange the heart" said Mbak Wanda trying to explain.
"Eh, I guess. Sorry, Ma'am. Im sorry. I don't know" said the woman unpleasantly. I answered with a smile.
Doctor Wira asked me to sit down. After the incident I still think, if I feel cheated by him. Hero, Wanda. Ah .. oh my goodness. Why was my mind short at that time. I had no suspicions at all other than being fixated on their same smile.
"Mr Ayu, forgive me for this." Doctor Wira sat next to me after saying goodbye to the toilet, and just returned with food and drinks for me.
I looked at Doctor Hero, and he just lowered his head.
"Why didn't the Doctor just say that Doctor and Ma'am Wanda are twins?" ask me slowly, do not want to be the attention of others who have started very crowded here.
"Em, that .. I just don't want Mbak Ayu to feel awkward and finally refuse to accept my offer. I guess Ma'am Ayu is not the type of woman who wants to take help for granted, especially if she knows that the person I mean is my own brother."
I breathed out hearing her explanation just now. It's true what he said, if you know Mbak Wanda is Doctor Wira's brother I would think twice about accepting his offer.
"Thank you for helping me. I am very grateful to the Doctor for helping us all this time, but I beg you ... I just don't want to make the Doctor feel hopeless to me just because I've been receiving help from the Doctor all along."
Doctor Wira lowered his head.
"I need some time to myself, Doctor. After all this time what happened to me, I just wanted to calm myself down first."
This time he who sighed, sounded heavy.
"If I want to wait until that time comes, will Mbak Ayu allow me to approach Mbak Ayu?" ask him tenaciously.
I just kept quiet, how am I supposed to tell him again if I don't feel anything about him? I just want to set my heart alone, after the incident that made me slumped for being betrayed by my own husband. Oh, now he's an ex.
"I don't know" I said. Between being annoyed and not being able to say anything more.
"I'll wait," I glanced at him, his sweet smile on his lips.
I throw my face in the other direction. It doesn't feel right if he's still coming at me. What if I still have no taste with him? Wouldn't this make him feel more sorry?
"Mbak Ayu's. Please enjoy the food. After this we go home? It's already night. I promise you that Ms. Diah will bring Ms. Ayu home before midnight" he said with a smile.
I just nodded. The food he brought I enjoyed. But it doesn't feel like my expectation. It's delicious, but I can't enjoy it very well. Maybe because of that problem.
The night was getting late, but it was still quite far from midnight, we had arrived in front of the house. After almost an hour of travel we were silent in silence.
"Thank you for accompanying me, Ms. Ayu." Doctor Wira said before I got out of the car.
"Sama-sama, thank you also for taking me outside tonight." I said while opening the car door.
"Mbak" called. I turned back.
"Em, I hope Mbak Ayu can forgive all my mistakes about it," he said.
"On that?"
He bowed, "On Wanda," he said.
"Oh, no problem. I also apologize for overreacting to it" I said.
He raised his head and smiled happily.
"I go in first, yeah."
"Yes, be careful" he said. Movement ceased.
"Doctor should be careful. The doctor wants a trip home" I said.
"Eh, yes." He laughed awkwardly while scratching the back of his head.
The car was gone, and I got into the house after making sure it disappeared in the dark of the night.
I exhale this hard enough, tired? Nah! I just feel sorry for that guy. My feelings cannot be forced. Even if Mas Hilman did not fight hard to get my heart, maybe I could not move on. Uh, but what if this time I can't move on either? If Doctor Wira fought hard to get my attention ....
"Home home, Yu?" Mother's voice cut off my daydream. I who had just closed the door was somewhat surprised by the presence of Mom in the living room.
"Eh, you haven't slept?" my many.
"Wait for you" answered the mother. Mother's face looks not so good to look at. A flower basket is on the table. Very beautiful, and the smell is as fragrant as it is quite soothing.
"So that afternoon after you left there was a courier delivering this. From whom, Yu?" ask Mother.
"Eh? Wh who? Make Ayu?" ask me confused. Obviously if Mom's question was directed at me, but I answered her like that, surprised.
Mother did not answer anymore, just looking at me with a suspicious look.
"I don't know who it is from?" ask again.
"If you knew, I wouldn't ask!" answered Mom, her tone is a little taut.
I approached the flower basket and looked for a business card or greeting card, or whatever would give me a clue, but there was nothing I could find there.
"Who from, huh?" I muttered to myself, looking at Mother who was just silent while looking at me as well.
This white rose is very fragrant, also very beautiful in the eyes.
Who sent this flower?
White roses, flowers that symbolize purity and pure love. It is also often used as a symbol of eternal love.
Wh who? Who sent this flower to me?