Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

209. Where's Arga?

I realized in the morning. The sun was already high so the light was shining very strongly into the room. I was surprised by that.

Looking at the clock on the wall of this room was already very noon. It's almost nine in the morning.

Why didn't anyone wake me up?

I immediately rushed down from the bed and went to the bathroom. Arga was no longer in this room. I don't know where he went.

After the shower I went out of the room and met the housekeeper. They are busy cleaning the house.

"Arga went out early in the morning?" I repeat when the assistant says that Arga left in the morning. I was so unconscious that I didn't know if he was gone in the morning. He said nothing last night either. All I remember is I fell asleep while he was massaging me.

How bad I am to be a wife and mother.

"What's this because I didn't ask?" I asked the assistant.

"It's a question, but I know that my mother is still sleeping" he said again.

"You have breakfast let me prepare" the woman told me. I certainly nodded my head because it felt like this stomach was very hungry.

Meals were available and I had breakfast too late.

After breakfast I went to Gara's school, no matter if Arga forbade me to go there but I wanted to do it again. Just like yesterday I was waiting for him outside of school.

Before I left I went to see my mother-in-law first. Mother was in her room being bathed by Nira by way of her body.

"Have you eaten?" I asked Nira. The girl shook her head and said if Mama didn't want to eat at all. I looked at the clock on the wall. Mama should have eaten twice with porridge.

"Let me feed Mama, please bring her food yes let me continue this." I asked Nira. The girl nodded her head always going towards the kitchen to pick up mama's food..

I dressed my mother slowly. Dress that is very easy to use.

"Haifa, Haifa," said Mama calling the name again as she patted my arm.

I smiled at Mama. "yes, Ma?" Although it feels like I don't like the call but I can't ignore this old lady.

"What's wrong?"

"Later we go" he said, still gently beating my hand.

"Where to go?" That negligee I buttoned it right.

"Let's go" he said again.

Nira went into the room while bringing food for mom. I took over the bowl from her and fed her little by little.

"Why hasn't my mom had breakfast?" I asked him. This old lady did not reply just shaking her head and constantly mentioning Haifa's name.

"Grandma was waiting for Mom, so she did not want to eat," Nira told me.

I fell silent and took a small spoon of the porridge and blew it carefully. Thinking what if I'm not here, while every time you eat more often I feed.

I put the food towards my mom. The old woman happily opened her mouth and swallowed the food. I'm glad you can take this food.

"Mom should eat a lot to be healthy." Like telling a child, that's what I am now to Mama. It's no different with Gara. I love the people who are here. Although this is my father-in-law, without him there would be no husband.

"Let's eat again," I said then offered a second, third and so on until the porridge in this bowl was reduced by half.

"Have, already."

"Thank you" said the old woman. He raised his hand a sign for me to stop bribing him.

"Where's the cure, ma'am?" I asked Nira. The woman immediately took the medicine that was inside the drawer and gave it to me. My mother was not hard to take her medicine.

"Mama, Ifa pick Gara up first, huh?" My pamphlets to mama.

"Later to go home, yes" he said again still stroking my hand.

"Yes, ifa will come back here again, go first and be afraid late." I took the back of his hand and kissed him solemnly.

Mama nodded her head while moving her hand sign for me to leave immediately.

"Titip mama well, later after coming home from school I will take mama to the park" I told Nira.

"Good, Mom."

I left there in a hurry for fear of being late to pick up Gara at her school.

I was looking for the driver in the back house, but the man wasn't there.

"Where is the driver?" And I went to another assistant.

"So followed the father after delivering Gara."

"Yes, I'll pick him up now" I told the assistant and went to get the keys.

Luckily there were several cars in this house, I was handed one car for my activities to go to and fro. Although I rarely wear it.

At the speed I was driving this car. It has been quite a long time not to bring your own car, the SIM feels free there but often unused.

Arriving at school I was almost late not long after I got to the school bell ringing. Soon Gara and her nanny get out of there.

"Where's dad?" ask Gara to me.

"Aren't you Papa at work?"

"So he said he wanted to pick her up" said the boy, a little disappointed in the look on his face.

I don't know at all because of bad luck waking up.

"Did Papa say that?" I asked her again and was allowed by her nanny. It felt a little strange to also hear Arga who had promised but she was disavowed. What's up with that guy?

"Yes, we have a mom to go home to." Two of them got into the car. Immediately I put him on the street to go home.

It occurred to me what happened, until he broke such a promise. Does this have anything to do with what happened last night?

My mind was in a mess unable to concentrate, to the point that I was carrying this car at a slow pace. Because who called me too I could not hear it, only after the nanny patted my shoulder did I realize.

"Eh, what's wrong?" Ask him.

"Oh, where is it?" Ask her.

"After there, Mom," point the girl at the back.

I asked the assistant what Gara wanted, he mentioned a food cart that was already far away from here. I had to find a way to turn around.

The car stopped on a food cart. I don't know why they refrigerate the food. I don't even know if he's allowed to buy it or not. But for the sake of the smile the child is okay once in a while.

"After this we go home, yes" I told him after we got back in the car. Enjoy the food in his hands. He ate the food.

Arriving home until the afternoon Arga did not contact me at all. Where usually my husband at lunch will give news, or at least two hours once he will call. But this time, where is he going?

I was worried about getting a cell phone and calling her number. Not active at all. Time and time again I sent him chat messages and he didn't reply. I'm getting worried about her situation. Soon I called the secretary who was at the factory.

"Father from morning there was no one to the office" said the woman to my surprise. If Arga doesn't go to the office then where is he?

"Where did you go? Does Mama know?" I asked the woman.

"I'm sorry, I don't know because I called my father's number and it wasn't active at all. I was also in need of Father because there was a meeting with a contractor from the next city," he said making the shakes in my chest more felt.

I am really worried about my husband. The phone is usually dead and cannot be reached.

"Yes, thank you then. Please if you come to the office ask you to call me," I asked the woman.

"Yes, Mom. I'll let you know that you're back at the factory."

"Thank you" I said to him again.

I hugged my phone in front of my chest. The worry deepened when he heard he could not be contacted by his secretary.

"Where did he go?" I muttered slowly. I walked around in the room. Try to expel this taste in the heart, but can't at all these flavors go away.

I went to Mama's room, promised her I'd take her to the park this afternoon. And I don't know where else I mean mama said she was going this morning.

Mama is ready, with a scarf that covers her neck comfortably. Nira and I took Mama for a walk to a park near the house. We just walk, do not use the car this time because we can not bring Mama down if by only using the power of two women. The driver has not returned since.

Satisfied with the relaxing walk in the park, we returned home. There is still no Arga who usually has gone home at four in the afternoon, also with the presence of the same Driver has not returned.

I asked Nira to take Mama to her room and feed her. While I'll take care of Gara.

When I saw Gara in her room she was done bathing and getting dressed.

"What's the matter Mama?" ask Gara as I approach her.

"There is nothing just want to see you, it turns out that your son is very handsome once," I said with a smile at him.

The clock was showing by evening, I took Gara down to eat. However, Gara just stirring his food without intending to put it in the mouth.

I'm just like him, I don't feel like eating dinner, I feel like I lost someone who means a lot in my life.

Finished with dinner we went to our rooms.

I tried to contact Arga, but still the phone could not be reached at all. The chat message I sent from the morning he hasn't opened yet, still tick one hasn't turned blue.

I'm worried that he's been out and hasn't come back and hasn't been informed. The driver's phone was also from earlier not active at all. I was confused who to contact this time. I want to ask you the news but to whom?

The sound of the door being knocked from outside. Half-run I opened it, I guess it was Arga. But that is Gara.

"Hey, Honey. What's up here?" ask me to Gara.

She looked sad to enter the room and hugged me tightly.

"What's wrong?" ask me one more time.

"Why hasn't Papa come home yet?" I was silent at the question, actually confused as to what to answer.

"Maybe Papa is doing a lot of work in his office" I said, calming Gara down.

"But Papa doesn't usually leave until tonight like this" he told me.

It is true what Gara said. Arga never came home until tonight like this, especially with his cell phone that could not be contacted.

"You want to sleep?" ask her. For nodding her head and following me stepped onto my bed.

I put Gara to sleep alone. Without Arga who usually put this child to sleep. It feels like we lost the usual moments we take care of Gara the two are now alone.

"Let's get some sleep, it's night, '" I said as I stroked the child's back as usual.

After the blood fell asleep I called the number two person who I tried to call him. The two numbers are not active at all. I saw the clock on the wall of this room was almost ten o'clock in the evening. The heart is getting scared. There's a lot I'm afraid of. Sometimes I think something bad happened.

Astagfirullahaladzim apos.

Why would I be a suudzon like this? That feeling of fear made me think about something bad, the more likely it was an accident.

Nah!

Don't make. I hope nothing bad happens to my husband and the driver.

I opened the window of the room staring outwards, enjoying the cold night air. The air tonight is cold, if it's usually when the price is here he'll tell me to close the window and tell me to put on my jacket if I want to look out. But tonight I could not hear his voice and could not enjoy his touch.

I was confused, one thing that occurred to me right now was to contact papa. Why didn't it occur to me from noon to contact him? He probably knew where my husband was.

"Hello, assalamualaikum." I call Papa at curfews like this.

"Waalaikumsalam, what's up Ayu?" Asked a voice from across there sounded a little tired.

"I'm sorry Ayu has disturbed Papa's rest, but Ayu wants to ask if Arga is there or maybe Papa knows where he is?" I asked him.

For a moment there was no sound, but then when I wanted to say again Papa replied, "Don't know. Didn't you say where he was going?" Ask Papa to me.

"No! Arga has not told Ayu from the morning. Go to work Ayu was not awakened," I said honestly.

Papa not having an answer where Arga is now makes me even more confused where he is. I apologized to Papa for interrupting his break.

I again felt confused myself, not knowing who the person I should call was. Occasionally glanced towards Gara who was sleeping very soundly.

Where's she?