Trapped in the Past

Unforgiving

"Why should they? Obviously they are not here" he said, trying to put a small basket of his fruit on the table next to Kagami. The table was already full of small baskets of fruit that Asylum brought earlier until the souvenirs from him did not get a place.

"It's full. Bring the fruit home. Thank you for coming" said Kagami coldly.

Tirta's chest warmed up, she looked up at Kagami's face. "Lu really don't know thank you, yeah. Rera has bothered to come here for your beard, but here's the reply? Really trash. If that's what you want, let's go home, Rera."

As hard as possible Rera held back tears. He knew Kagami behaved like that because of his past mistakes. It is clear on the man's face that he has not forgiven the mistake that Rera made while holding Alita.

Rera placed the basket containing the fruit she bought onto the floor carefully. Then stared intensely at Kagami's face, even though the man avoided his gaze. Kagami gazes deep into the past, seeing Rera's crimes while holding Alita and giving her threatening letters.

"Lu haven't I sorry about Alita? Didn't you upset me at that time?" asked Rera, her manic glazed.

Without looking, Kagami answered. "When did I upset you? I was just telling you the truth."

Rera's chest felt tight, it turned out to be this sehina herself in Kagami's eyes. It hurts so much, he lost to a bad girl like Alita.

"If I apologize to Alita, will you excuse me?" Rera's getting ready to go.

"If Alita forgives you, I'm the same."

After getting the answer, Rera established herself to pass from there. Free to appear in front of people who do not want his presence. He looks like a clown, a neglected entertainer.

Rera's hand was about to hold the door knob, but someone opened it from the outside at the same time. They were flabbergasted and took two steps back.

"Eh, there's Rera. Hi!"

Alita greeted with her warm smile, with Mirai following behind without even glancing at Rera or Tirta's face. Their aura was truly frightening to gaze at.

Rera turned to look at the smile on Kagami's face as Alita invited her to speak. He looked completely different when he talked to her. Rera realized, that's called hate and love. Very clear difference.

"There is fruit. Two baskets?" Alita horboh.

"Another one was brought by Asylum, while the other one was brought by Rera," explained Kagami as she was. When he mentioned the name Rera, his face turned flat.

"Thank you very much, Rera. You know that Kagami likes salak. A lot of salaamnya," exclaimed Alita staring at the back of Rera who was slowly lost behind the door.

His voice did not get any approval from anyone, neither Rera nor Tirta. They just disappear and pass away.

"They've been here a long time, Kagami?" Mirai asked.

"No, just now. It just so happened that he wanted to come home you guys came."

"Kagami, keep your diet. Here I bring some more fried rice, keep eating this apple later, yes," Alita was busy preparing the apples on the table along with the provisions she brought. "Seek Mirai to help me peel the apple, I'll work first." He was ready to take a step.

"Who did you go to work with?" look at Kagami, there is a worry in his tone.

"Don't worry, you're eating!" he shouted again before running down the hospital hallway, hurriedly afraid that the motorcycle he saw disappeared.

"Alita is a mother to her child." Mirai held back her coolness, then stared out the window stalking Alita from there.

His eyes had grown to find Alita shaking hands with Tirta. "Kagami, Alita is in tandem with Tirta," he immediately said.

His facial expression was startled, but a few seconds later he looked relieved. "It's okay, after all, finding an offline motorcycle is difficult. I believe in Tirta, he's a good man."

Kagami drowns in daydreams staring at the food Alita has prepared for him. Truly the figure of a girl who has a motherly soul. Either because Alita used to take care of her two younger siblings, she did it also to Kagami.

The heart of the man with the undercut hair suddenly felt sore when his memory demanded Rera's expression as she said coldly to the girl. Actually, Kagami does not have the heart to say rude to a woman, but Rera is not a girl who can be spoiled, if he is not forthright with his emotions Rera will only feel victorious and not consider his mistake a fatal mistake.

"So you came here with Mr. Miko, that means Ruri is with you, right? Where is he now?" ask Kagami while taking a plate containing rice next to him.

"Said he left to grab someone first. I don't know who he's looking at in this hospital but you. I was curious, but Alita said Ruri would tell me about it in the near future" said Mirai, looking up at the sky at night and in the daytime it had become opium for her.

"What Alita said was right. Just be patient in a minute, Mirai." Kagami started his eating activities.

***

When he went to visit Kagami, Tirta had a conversation with Rera on his motorcycle. Then, unbeknownst to Tirta, it turns out that Rera has ordered a taxi online to take her home.

Tirta did not mind, he was airy to accept the decision of the girl. While he was still standing in front of the hospital gate, he accidentally went to work with Alita who was in a hurry to find the ojek. It turned out that the ojek he saw was gone, but only a few minutes later.

Tirta offers a ride. Due to the urgent atmosphere, Alita agreed. Tirta would drive Alita to the cafe on time and during the trip the atmosphere between them was very awkward. No one is talking.

The sound of the roar of the motor engine and the number of vehicles alternately passing through them into objects that divert awkwardness. They focused on each other staring at the streets, feeling the wind of the day hit their faces.

Tirta carries a motorcycle at high speed, in contrast to Kagami who is always relaxed. Alita began to feel uncomfortable, her hands continued to hold on to the iron behind the motorcycle.

"How is Gagas doing right now, Tirta?"

Suddenly Alita made a sound, asking what came to her mind. Tirta reduced the speed of his motorbike so that his voice could be heard clearly by Alita.

"He's kind. The wounds on his face had healed completely, there were only a few marks that had not disappeared. Why are you the state of the person who has hurt your friend?"

It seemed like Tirta was interested in this chat. Alita was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief, after Tirta reduced the speed of her motorcycle. It was stable and no longer made his body balance disappear.

"Thank God then. I'm just curious about the news because he's been missing for a long time. Since our position with him is a draw, I hope he never bothers us again." Alita was silent for a moment stringing the next sentence in her head. "Hey, Tirta. I think Gagas is a good man, why does he seem to force to be evil?"

"Eitherway. Since the beginning I met him, he's been like that" Tirta said, his eyes refocused on the streets and slowly increased the speed of his motorcycle. It was fortunate that Alita had held on to the iron back before her body again lost control.