Home For My Soul

208|I Know

We made love a few times, could it be that we were so excited that it hurt in a small? I really did not dare to move so let her clean my body, then help put on my clothes. All I can do is cry.

I'm really scared of losing this baby. I should have followed Theo's ban and not seen Chika or Nisa who rejected me. If this fetus were to fall, I would feel very guilty. I repeatedly intended to contact Mommy or Mama, but my heart was wry. They will worry or scold me.

“Don't think the no-no first. Lo will only make things worse lo,” scolds Theo. He took my body out of the room.

“How am I not afraid? I don't want to lose this baby,” my sobs.

“We won't lose him.” Theo kissed my head. “Lo should be calm or he's leaving. Psychic lo affects the physical condition lo.”

“I-iya.” He was right about that. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. Our baby will be fine.

I can't be swayed by Chika's bad words. Let him say anything, but I can't just believe it. My body, I know. My baby, I'll take care. I can only think of good things to stay away from illness.

His bodyguard drove the car as fast as possible to the nearest hospital. Arriving at the door of the emergency room, Theo came out first, then he carried me. The guarding officer pointed at the empty cot and hurried to take action.

I didn't let go of Theo's hand so he stayed standing by my side. The doctor examined me while asking me many things, then smiled as he wrapped the stethoscope back around his neck. But I still did not calm down to see that expression.

“Mother and fetus are fine. Pregnant women removing blood spots is normal. As long as you do not experience severe pain in your back, waist, and lower abdomen, then your fetus is fine.” He looked at the nurse next to him. “To make sure, Mom will be escorted to an obstetrician. Healthy always, yes, Bu.”

The woman did not lie. The little guy's fine. How relieved I was when the specialist confirmed the words of the doctor in the ER earlier. I used the opportunity with him by asking about our bed activities. How relieved I was when he assured us that we could still do it.

I walked leisurely, no longer afraid to hurt my little one. Because it was outside the hotel, we took the time to go for a walk and lunch at one of the branches of the restaurant owned by the Husada Family. The employees immediately recognized Theo and served us cordially.

“The money you gave me if we were divorced, a lot.” I put my head on his arm, as we sat enjoying the afternoon air on the balcony. “Are you not worried I'll be tempted to leave you for money?”

Since he didn't respond, I think he didn't hear that sentence. But he turned his head as I lifted my head, put his hand on my chin, and then covered my lips. Not getting there. He hugged me tightly, holding my body firmly fixed on his chest. Her lips did not stop my love which I gladly replied.

He stopped suddenly and silently looked at me, while I tried to catch my hunting breath. I still don't think, how could he do that? Why am I the only one who gets into trouble every time we get married?

“If you are ready to lose this forever, please leave me.” He brought his face closer. “And if you are ready to see another woman who is here with me, please divorce me.”

I grunt. “Confidence once.”

“When I was sick and my parents rejected me since we were married, you must have left me if only after treasure.” He raised both of his eyebrows arrogantly. “Lo addicted to my kiss, so survive.”

I laughed hearing that. “Honey, that's a very shallow reason.” I returned his embrace. “I survive, because I love you. Then I will not leave you, nor will I love you. I don't want to live this life without you.”

“Not because you wait until ten or twenty years to double the compensation you will receive later?” goda.

“Lo studied all the way to America, I paid it dearly, what is it for if you do not use it for the good of the crowd? I mending not spend all my savings if you just pendam talent lo it,” he said. I sneered. “Kat?”

“Ya?” sahutku.

“Never leave me,” whispered.

“You kicked me out though, I won't go,” my promise.

“Gue will not be able to expel you. If you dare to leave me, I must pursue, then I tie forever,” threatened. He always spoils the romantic atmosphere with his threats.

We were ready to go home in the morning. He took care of our luggage, while I was asked to sit back and relax. We had breakfast in the hotel dining room, not languishing in the room anymore. The good thing about vacationing on a normal day is that the restaurant is quiet as if it were at home.

Theo was still enjoying his coffee, so I didn't take him back to the room. I wanted to pee and decided to do it in the public toilet instead. He nodded as I paused. Daisy stood up and walked not far from me. They no longer look after me from afar, but from near.

“It turns out she's not as pretty as Ruth said, yeah.” The sound from the toilet stopped me. Was that Ruth my mother-in-law?

“Iya. He too exaggeratedly praised the poor woman in his social accounts. He looks like an oplas. The time of plastic is so beautiful? Theo was also stupid for mercy. There are many natural beautiful women, she does not want to escape from the village women pellet,” said the second woman cynically.

Ah, there seems to be some who are disappointed that her daughter was not chosen by my husband. A well-chosen one just couldn't hold onto his words, did he think his daughter would be better off? I'm sure he'll act just like Venny when Theo loses his memory and can't walk, leaving him.

I calmed down whenever I heard people's judgments about me just around their appearance, status, and suspicions I used black magic. At least, not one of my actions has tarnished Husada's reputation. So, I don't need to feel offended.

“We'll see. How long they will last. Children today, ‘kan, divorce mating hobby. At least their marriage was only corn. Who's been married for a long time, really. Moreover, the beginning of the marriage has been a lot of problems like them,” said the first woman.

My flat-heeled shoes made no sound, so I used another way to let them know something was coming. “Wait here only. I'm just for a minute.” I glanced at Daisy.

The two women stopped talking, so I went in and looked for the open door. Seeing them on my right, I turned my head, then nodded with a smile. Without saying anything, they pushed each other out of the women's toilet.

I think they are fierce people. Time to see me just back off? I immediately finished my business in the room, then returned to my husband. Both women had breakfast with their husband. There was also a family sitting together at a table. I didn't see him just now, maybe they just came.

Theo invited me to return to the room, then I nodded in agreement. I took my bag, and he took care of our suitcase. After checking out of the hotel, we headed straight to the airport. I was not surprised to see his mother also at home, welcoming our return.

It was only at night that we could both be in the room again. A three-day honeymoon is not enough to make out with her. Seeing that there was another suitcase near the clothing room door, I frowned. Will we travel again?

“Only me. You just here. Richo could be furious if you take a longer leave. Gino must have been very troubled to take over the task of lo.” Theo took off his clothes, then went into the bathroom.

After putting on the nightgown, I sat on the edge of the bed, waiting for her to finish taking a bath. He said nothing about going on our honeymoon. If this was just a business trip, he would have told me. Where is he going to hide this until we get home?