Home For My Soul

187|Relax Only

I felt my stomach churn at the name of the party they were doing in that house. I really didn't know they were acting that far. All I thought, they were just partying like young people usually do. Gathering, drinking, eating, and making out are just the effects.

It turns out they do more than that. Why is Nisa friends with people who have plunged her into such a dark world? Is it possible that Theo is right, Bastian is not as good as I thought? He was there, but silence did not help.

Ah, I forgot. He takes revenge on Nisa and wants to avenge her deeds that have insulted her since they were young. I am just a tool to achieve that goal. He didn't want his good name destroyed, so he needed the help of others.

Idiotically. I'm still naive about believing in strangers. What does this have to do with Jericho? What does he want from my brother? Let's just hope he has no ill intentions towards the person who saved him from falling.

“Lo okay?” ask Theo who has already grabbed my shoulder. “Face lo pale.”

“I'm good. I just didn't expect him to do that,” me.

“Why not? You feel it yourself. Who wouldn't want to experience that delicious taste every time?” He rubbed my back.

“That's why they need alkohol?” askaku.

“And also medicine to help them more satisfied. But not everyone needs that. Let alone you see for yourself, they are all still very young. I'm sure that if Nisa's semen is checked, not only the level of alkoholnya high, surely they also found there is a content of illegal drugs that he consumed. That's what makes bounty.”

Bizarrely. The one who touched Narkoba was Chika, not Nisa. We both saw the bad effects of the habit, then promised never to touch it. Why did Nisa forget that so quickly? Was he not afraid of dying in vain?

We missed the party because Edrich was out of town. We've seen what Nisa did on the show, so the next plan is just to show her fiance who the woman was when she didn't see it. Poor edrick. I'm getting sorry for him.

We attended an invitation from an important person on the weekend. Although there are not many people I know, I am satisfied to enjoy good food. Unfortunately, I can't choose the side dishes and vegetables as I like, especially the raw ones. Only fruits that can be raw, the rest, should be cooked.

Theo was indeed very fussy for every single thing that had to do with his son. I usually obey, but if it's too much, I don't hesitate to fight. The meal time of cucumbers, lettuce leaves, and fresh tomatoes should not be?

Twice Rahma was always there when I came to work, Jericho, so I decided to talk to her on the phone. I wish I could talk about it face to face with him. But the woman seemed to prevent us from communicating.

“Do not worry. Don't you believe me?” said Brother casually.

“I believe, but I don't want Brother to act stupid. Rahma won't just shut up if Big Brother decides she unilaterally later,” I said a little scared.

“What can he do? Spreading your identity?” He's laughing a little. “Most also people think he's crazy. Already, you calm down. Watch womb. You want to avenge his actions, then this is a painful retribution.”

“Did he offend Big Brother, so Brother accepted being his girlfriend?” manya suspect. “If Mommy gets to know—” I finally understand what it means to do all this.

“It looks like you've already got the hint. Goody. I'm gonna get ready for work. You also. Good job, yeah. See you later.” He ended our phone call. Waw. So, that means.

I can also calm down and go through the day without thinking about his stupid actions again. I glanced at the calendar. This month is June, my birthday and Theo's. He did not say anything about his plans on those two big days. Did I make the plan?

He always complained that we fasted for one week, but his work made us unable to just make out at night or just wake up in the morning. But I am happy, we take care of each other's marriage. Hopefully it will continue like this.

“Why do you smile so?” theo said in a dislike tone. “Lo Bastian's thoughts?”

I looked towards him. Want to get angry, forced to cancel to see how handsome he is with his work suit neat and fit on his body. “Where are you going? Any meetings with important people?”

“Lo haven't answered my question.”

“I thought would do what on our birthday.” I crossed both hands in front of my chest. “You've always thought badly of me.”

“No need to prepare anything. I'll be overtime on my birthday.” He walked towards the door, not taking me out of the room with him.

I sighed loudly, then stood up from the sofa and caught up with him. “Can't you delegate your duties to Matt? She still works at your family office, ‘kan?”

Theo waited at the top of the stairs, then took my hand as he went down. “Cannot. Can you hand over your duties to Gino?” I sneered. “If I'm free, we'll take a vacation. Wait for the condition of the content lo safe first.”

“Really??” askaku expectantly. He's nodding. “Hoorree ..!!”

He hugged my body, holding me back from jumping happily in place. “Lo can slow down, can't it? We're going down the stairs. Lo this often forgets being pregnant,” the nagging that does not stop until we finish breakfast.

If it wasn't for this child being the first, I would have replied to her scolding. I used to do morning sports with him. He was not angry when I jogged. Why did I jump just a little bit he was so worried as if I was going to hurt both of us? So obnoxious.

But I was no longer angry when he stopped me before leaving. I hugged her waist tightly so she wouldn't end our relationship too quickly. I could feel his lips smiling. Something he rarely does.

She framed my face with both her hands while keeping my face away from her. And yet I still want it. “Gue can be late, Kat. We continue later if you do not fall asleep.”

I let go of my embrace reluctantly. “Good.”

He kissed my forehead, then approached his car. Since I have no plans to leave the house, he doesn't need to go to the office on his motorcycle. Sometimes I ask, what makes him that cold? What was the weight of the burden as a first child? His life could be called happy, no matter what. The proof is, Matt is a friendly man.

Ah, yes. I don't know anything about her parents' secret that's still a mystery to me. Perhaps it was one of the reasons he had a hard time trusting others, including his own wife. It could be that it also makes him less friendly to everyone, as well as to his family.

Waiting for my working hours to start, I checked social media. Chika shows off her photo serving her husband before leaving for work, Nisa makes a live broadcast of her makeup tutorial in the morning, while Rahma begins to dare to give clues about her boyfriend. He must be afraid of the reaction of Big Brother's fan, so he has not dared to upload a photo of the two of them.

Seeing a new message sign in my account, I checked it. From Mr. Norman. We weren't friends, so the message was in a special box. I opened it and read it. He asked to meet to talk. Bizarrely. What does he want to talk to me about?