SOULMATES

Identity of doctor Yopi

whats app message coming in from Kevin.

"Zara how many brothers? "

"Two. "

"Zara's the first kid? "

"No, youngest child. Sister one."

"Where do you live? "

"Still decoction from mom's house too. Just walk away."

"Mommy still at home? "

"still. "

"The shop is still open?"

"Still, the buyer is quiet. Ujan time, again input groceries first, new dateng. "

"Oh, yes, continue. "

The chat is over. I'm still tidying up the groceries that the Om sent to the store.

In the morning Kevin sent me another Whats app message.

"Zara can nanya? "

"What's the?"

"How many people are out now? "

"The deket? for now there is no. Which from taaruf.co.id also has not been dapet. I'll tell them including Kevin too, if you want to seriously come home. Later in the interview at home with my father.

If the divorce pas with Ditto deket her same A Rangga, Deket in Whats app is not a real deket. If you want to know the story read in the novel first, I've never said. "

"Yes afraid it will be fitting Kevin to Sukabumi, there is a deket same you, and Kevin rejected. "

"Kalo Feel hesitant and afraid to come to the house Zara meningan ga need, think first. Kasian from far away. Aye right? "

"Yes, but if there is nothing close to you, it means that it is a sustenance for kevin to meet you. "

"It's up to you, think about it, how good."

"Here and there pray for each other in the silence of the night. Just to be well-intentioned, and to be well-groomed. God gave us the way. "

"Amen. "

"Ga anything. Why it was removed, he's still the father of my son. "

"Do you want to be let go?"

"Yes. Part of the journey of life, not to be forgotten but not to be repeated and remembered as well. Just leave it like that."

"Yes, just don't make a heart sprain want bales or what? "

"No, it's been reconciled, everyone has a past, good bad make lessons for a better future. Everyone who comes and goes in the course of Zara's life is not without cause and without meaning, all of which teach Zara many things. All taught Zara to be a more mature person. There is nothing to be regretted and blamed, the most important thing is always to learn to improve yourself, that's all. "

Because God presents a person in that relationship, it all means that we must grow in the soul through this love life. If we can't win him to love life, then we can win him to life story. Let him be someone who has a sense of his presence in our lives. Because life is not always about love and romance, there are many other things that are more important. But we also have to focus on the blessings, life lessons, kindness we get from these relationships that make us better individuals.

Continue to love yourself then at the right time the best love will be present. Don't wait, focus on yourself. As A Rangga once said. Happiness is not sought but created. Happy yourself and other happiness will complement. Self love..

"Zara you are a good person to accept the situation, big hearted. "

"Because I learned a lot from experience, Zara realized, Zara also still has many shortcomings and mistakes in Zara herself that still have to be corrected."

"You have Zara's advantages. "

"Everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages. "

"False, Mending is at peace with himself rather than taking care of others. "

"Yes, keep doing good to everyone. "

"The spirit of fighting 45 anyway. Happy others then we will be happy later. "

"Don't forget to be happy with yourself, too. "

"Do small things, will definitely have a big impact on people who are given little help. "

"Rubber. "

I thank God, for granting my prayer, God has lost the Love in my Heart to the one whom I should not love, for it is not yet his time. I felt very guilty for loving someone before marriage, because I knew now that such feelings were sinful.

I got a hard slap from tausiah ustadz hanan attaki, Lc. about Move On.

"You have a feeling that has not moved on, but it is not possible. That will be asked by God, why can't you move on? O Allah, his account every post always make me baper, continue more and more beautiful/beautiful day also O Allah. How I want to move on. It is very dangerous if it means his feelings every day continuously sorry we sin. So we feel affection for someone who is not halal for us, it is every day we sin, without us knowing. Feel the doank, do not feel doang ustadz ga more than that. Can't do.

How is ustadz?

ask Allah, O Allah, remove that feeling from him.

Give it to the people who deserve me later. It turns out suddenly the taste, given fitting later already marriage contract.

Mashaa Allah is beautiful whatever the Shari'a of Islam teaches us, and we apply it in our lives. So it is the calmness of heart that we will get. I feel it now. I'm happy despite living without a partner now, because I'm sure maybe now is not the time for me to find the best soul mate God has prepared. Either God will give it to me or not, maybe it is a gift from God to me. No need to worry about anything, live this day well. Not necessarily tomorrow we are still given a chance to breathe.