SOULMATES

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It does not feel that the day of Eid al-Adha has arrived, I think it is still the month of Shawwal. Just yesterday Lebaran Eid al-Fitr.

"Zara calm down, we'll all go to Zara's house. He is a Rangga, now just bring his rice, flour, sugar. Later prawedding her in the hill baros yes A Rangga." with ease his Yuda said like that first.

"Funny." Zara fooled those toxic, manipulative, high-class players...

They never think about the consequences of what is caused by their behavior like that. O Allah, I know that you are all-powerful, all-fair, all-reversing hearts and circumstances. I hope that you can represent me to give you the hard slap and reward that you are able to give while I am not in charge of it. Because Zara believes the law of the harvest is real. Like Ditto's thing that his life is currently filled with fear inversely proportional to my life that I feel all the burden of my problems feels lost.

I have seen what happened to Ditto now, just waiting for what you will do to Rangga and his two friends. Bismillah I leave everything to you, O God.

"Aa let's get up, let's pray ied in grandma's place. "

"Yes. " My son woke up but didn't want to take a shower, it was cold. "

"Yes, it's okay to wash your face as well as brush your teeth. "

I set out on foot to the mosque near my mother's house to perform Eid al-Adha prayers.

After Eid al-Adha I listened to the sermon about the story of Abraham.

Siti Hajar was left with her son in a barren, arid valley, not growing a single tree trunk. But Allah did wonders by creating the springs of Zam-Zam which until now the water never runs out.

From there Zara learned why I was afraid of being left behind by the ditto first, But Allah is almighty, the Giver of Procurement, The proof is Alhamdulilah Zara felt the help of Allah is very real.

At that time Zara thought Zara's life would be ruined forever. But look at this moment Zara is still there and fine. Thank God Zara is so grateful for your love, O Allah. But Zara knew Zara had many sins in the past, and Zara was far from you.

Then how was Abraham ordered to slaughter his son whom he so desperately wanted first. The prophet Abraham carried out the commandment of Allah as a test, a belief, a trust in Allah and in the end Allah replaced it with a goat.

Zara felt no tears when she heard the sermon. For Zara felt that the test God gave her was when Zara had to let go of her husband, because the husband was not ours. Either by getting divorced or dying one day we'll be separated too. Moreover, the car, the treasure is only a jewel of the world that we should not love more than our Love for God. Zara must also be able to give up the test of combating worldly passions. Thank God Zara took it all off.

Another one, especially. Loving before his time. Sorry Zara, God. Zara hopes to forget about Rangga as time goes on. Help Zara, O Allah. Because if Rangga is not the best for Zara then until whenever we will not be together, as I always say in each of my do'a, if Rangga is the best for me, then bring him closer to me, If Rangga is not the best for me then keep him away from me, then replace him with someone better than you deserve who you have prepared for me, O God.

I went home to my mother's house, ate together and took pictures. I feel young again, I am happy to be with my family.

"Yah Abah yuk. "

"Yes, I'll bring water with me the same book. "

"Ready. Mama's coming with ga? " I asked my mother.

"No, you guys. Mother cape ga strong walk her. "

"Oh yeah it's nothing. At home aja wait for the distribution of sacrificial meat. "ha. ha. I laughed because this year I did not sacrifice Sheep, just sacrifice feelings aja.

"Assalamu'alaikum abah, mih, om everything. " I arrived at the cemetery I immediately sat next to the grave of the deceased grandfather.

Unlike Eid al-Fitr, not many people visit the cemetery this time. My father and I prayed and read Yasin's letter.

After the pilgrimage we returned to my mother's house.

It turns out that there are many divisions of sacrificial meat from neighbors.

"Jarel where's dad? Come on nyate, he likes it the most nyate nyate rich gini. " I talked to Jarel. "

"Ga knows where his dad is too." Jarel answered.

Because indeed every Eid Eid al-Adha Ditto who is always the most enthusiastic and spends the most satay.

"Yes, ma'am, I'm changing it now. Let's burn it ready. "

"Come on. "my dad prepared the place for the fires.

Excited if the moment of Eid al-Adha like this, unfortunately Ditto does not exist. I don't know where he is now I don't know. It is also difficult that people cannot be reconciled. Always bring conflict.

I got a message from Kevin.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. If there is someone beside you who makes you happy, you will forget the pain. "

I didn't return a message from Kevin.

"Well you remember Rangga? Never forget yes, you must keep in mind. That's why your parents love you." Kevin sent another message.

I didn't answer.

I was afraid to open my heart, I was afraid of getting hurt again, I was afraid of getting broken again. I'd rather be happy with myself and my family.

Because like Rangga's thing, which I thought was good at first turned out in the end what. his words did not match what he did. Zara is perhaps the most stupid man in the world blinded by Love.

The four things you cannot break are Faith, Faith, Promise, and heart. Whether or not when and to whom Zara can open her heart again later only god and time will answer.

Rangga's sweet words at the beginning are just words without real reality. Maybe Zara was too easy to fall for Rangga at that time, without knowing that Love was built on the foundation of commitment and trust. The windows are good communication, understanding each other. The door is to forgive. And the roof is willing to accept shortcomings and advantages. This is called the building of love. Sturdy and durable.

How can Rangga and Zara unite if Rangga has no desire to commit, even in the end Rangga said that his heart for Roses, Rangga,

A soul mate is in the hands of God, but we as humans must be willing to try to pick up the soul mate. The choice is two, Halalkan or leave.