SOULMATES

Rice has become porridge

There's a messenger coming in from A Chandra

"At work, right? "

"Ngga, again at home. "

"Oh, don't you work anymore?? sorry Chandra dared inbox. Do you still have a husband? "

"Udah resigned, it's nothing. Her husband took people. Who is this? "

"Oh, taken people, has it been a long time? This is Chandra from Cianjur."

"Tgl February 11th. "

"It's still new, Chandra's 2 years on her own. Ask no whats app is okay? Hopefully a can be a replacement for your husband, this Whats app Chandra contact no. Where do you live now? "

"In Sukabumi a, use a messenger yes. "

"Yuk, break the fast together, take Ade? "

"Ga wants a shame, still in the iddah period too. "

"Ga anything, will not be embarrassed. break the fast together. "

"Ngga a, sorry yes. "

Serem also yes I think, just chat has not met.

"Whose man's ex-husband? "

"Cirebon. "

"A more nyari to be a life partner. I hope you will be my life partner. "

I didn't get the message back, because I couldn't answer anything.

I sent a message to a Rangga, because until the malem there was no message just to say the same birthday I did, no. I sent Chandra's Facebook profile picture to a Rangga.

"A Rangga this person seems to want to propose to me, again nyari for a life partner he said it. Cianjur guy, Single dad son 1 female.

Don't want it, I want it a Rangga. "

No replies, maybe I'm busy.

"A Ranges. "

"Mulane. "

"Ga's gonna say that, too, birthday party? "

Just in reply smiling emoticons.

"You ain't saying but praying, can you??"

Reply again with a smile emoticon.

Heuhhh. If you were next to me now I've pinched. gemeshh really reply to his message so-so. can not talk at length what yes.

"Don't smile, ain't funny."

"Who is funny?? No ko. "

"Oh, yeah sorry. Do'ain the best yes. "with a grinning emoticon. "

You didn't reply to my message and disappeared.

I do not know what to look like in the future.whether my hope of A Rangga will be in vain, even if it accepts new people I do not know, I do not dare, I am afraid to fail again. While Ditto, maybe he was happy with his new partner.

I can only pray for God's best. I fill my days with focus on my efforts and my son, just filling free time, I make videos for my youtube channel. I thank Ditto and Rangga for being present in my life, even though I don't know what the end will be like.

For those of you who have been in the depths of my heart.

"Do you guys know? You are a precious person who has ever stayed in the depths of my heart.

Thank you for being in my life, though,

It taught me the meaning of life.

Ditto, taught me about sadness and happiness, and loss.

Rangga, Teach me about Love, patience and also Sincerity.

Sometimes I can't tell the difference between Love, Ambition and Ego.

Sometimes the things that I want to achieve, it turns out that I will not always get forever.

Sometimes I am afraid of being left out. Sometimes I fear loss.

But I realized, I was just an ordinary human being who could not force what became the will of God.

Because what we think is good for us is not necessarily the best in the eyes of God.

Sincere, one word that is easy to say, but difficult to live. But, when we have passed it turns out not as difficult as we imagined before.

Never force God's destiny, even though the heart loves so much. Love comes from the heart that frees a person to love himself. Freeing someone to do whatever he wants. Because if he is able to love himself, without you telling him he will be faithful.

He will be what he should know, no need to demand anything.he will live whatever he feels. If he made a mistake, he would definitely fix it himself.

Because true love never hurts. What hurts is our own ego. Because our expectations are not in line with the results we want.

Don't love others too quickly. Before you can love yourself.

Love yourself, and the best love will come.