SOULMATES

Happy papa road

message Whats app sign in from Kevin.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

I didn't reply to the message, didn't want to. The heart still can not be forced many times Kevin sent a message too, many times at the beginning I tried to respond well, it turns out in the end I did not want to reply yes how. Perhaps the same thing that felt a Rangga first against Zara, many times Zara sent messages sometimes not replied or reply short a Rangga. I understand now because it is a matter of the heart can not be forced, if a Rangga does not like me, yes it can not be forced. As sincere as I love him first, yes will not work, just as Kevin now repeatedly send me messages. Zara is still firm on her stance, can not open the heart for Kevin.

"Said Zara was at home every day, but yesterday there was no Saturday. He said he wanted to break up school. I was asked at what time I did not know. I was going to Sukabumi. Sunday morning message, but not reply. If Kevin's message bales to go home. Ask for 15-20 minutes

suddenly, there is no problem. Come immediately, if there is no home also stay home again. "

I didn't reply to Kevin's message because I was confused, too, Kasian. But I do not want, if Kevin came to my house far from Bandung is not good too if it is not well received. But I'm not ready to accept new people either. It's Saturday and Sunday I'm not home, kekei school farewell, Sunday Arya's wedding my little friend.

"So there's Kevin's wrong words sorry. "

"Yes." Yeah." Zara responded like that.

"It still works well."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Kevin's Wednesday in Sukabumi, Zara's at home, right?"

I guess I should be firm, rather than silent. Silence does not always solve problems. In fact, it raises the response of people who can be different or even wrong with what I mean.

"You need to come here. Zara still won't, sorry. "

"Kabarin if you want to. And I hope you're all right. "

"Ga knows when. "

"Kevin ga everywhere, morning to the market, afternoon dishwashing afternoon sale. If there is a need for a holiday. "

"I'm sorry Kevin. Honestly my heart is still for a Rangga, until whenever only a Rangga. As hard as I resisted my feelings, as strong as I was lying to myself, as far as I ran away from her. My feelings are still the same just for a Rangga. Zara doesn't want to meet anyone and open her heart to anyone. It still takes a long time. Excuse me. "

"It's nothing, the important thing is that Zara is always happy. "

"Yes, thank you very much. "

I do not know when A Rangga can get out of my head, until now I have not been able to. Just for a moment. I can forget it when it is busy with my activities, especially at night when it is bedtime. My insomnia, which crossed my mind only Rangga.. Ranga and Rangga. Maybe if later I know, hearing a Rangga is married, then Rangga is missing from my head, maybe. I don't know, I don't know either.

I don't know how Rangga is now. Never had a close conversation like I had in the beginning, but it was still always in my heart. I don't understand it myself. If only I knew A Rangga had been happy with someone else there. Maybe I can forget about it. If only he had told me about his happy life now, maybe my feelings would have been different. Too many unresolved puzzles, too many unanswered questions, too many unsolved mysteries. I don't know when I stopped asking what kind of feeling this is? What is this feeling? Right or wrong? Is it just my feelings that are so strong to A Rangga. The answer is only God knows.

In the morning I prepare with Jarel, shopping Stationery to sukabumi. Preparing to go to high school and Junior High School soon, buy gifts also for sodara and my neighbors who are born.

"Aa walk again yuk. "

"Come, ready to go. "

I rode the angkot again with Jarel, no need to think rare BBM said the Om yesterday said pas nganter my groceries to the store. Just leaving, go on public transport. Thank God always be grateful no matter what my situation is, God must always love and always protect Zara. I'm sure it is.

I'm looking for baby gear for gifts, then shopping for stationery. As usual if Zara shopping does not know the rules, forget to bring home her own goods road until the junction stops angkot.

I brought my own ATK groceries walking around looking for angkot. The weight of this dus is indeed the contents of paper and written books. Jarel walked behind me, following. The weather is hot, thank God Zara's hand is still strong. Several times stopped until finally found the angkot.

My phone rings.

"Assalamu'alaikum, what's yah?" My dad called.

"Someone bought another pulse, this is the number."

"OK a minute. " Indeed, from leaving for sukabumi earlier I brought paper and balpoin, so that those who buy pulses at the store are not missed. Fighters are like that. Wherever the sale is not left.

Until also at home, my hands hurt as much as possible because it was carrying his ATK bus quite far from the store to the angkot.

Jarel sent the picture in the mail to Ditto.

"Where are you? " Ditto retaliated.

"Going to book shopping. "

"When do you wanna play with dad? "

"Ga. "

"Jarel yesterday has anyone given you a bag yet? "

"Yet. "

"Yes later if there's a cariin dad, what color do you want? "

"Yes. the red. "

"It was red, red again."

"And aa likes her red daddy. "

"Yes, it's a red color. "

"Yes. "

"Do you want to dance with me, will you? "

"No. "

"Why don't you want to? later also in the anterin again to the house, the streets are the same father."

"No. really don't want to. ah... " Jarel screaming.

Ditto replied with a laugh emot.

"Basic Heeuuhhh, son of mama. "

Jarel replied with a red face emot.

"Yes is a drug."

"Preeett." Jarel recorded the sound of his lips. "

Ditto replied to the same thing.

"Hahahaaa.. " Jarel replied with his laughing voice.

"You said you want to buy a new bag for school later." Jarel was so happy laughing giving her phone to me.

"Yes most also later shipped a rich package yesterday of shoes. "

"Yes asikk. "

I smile at my son's laughter. Hopefully Ditto is right, willing to buy a school bag for Jarel.