SOULMATES

Pictures on the wall

Up in front of Elementary School was rame once, many street vendors were also on the side of the road. His rich exclaim, it feels like returning to my old SD days.

"Well, it's hard to get off the parking lot, "Said Grandma Diana, take us all out of the car before the school gate. "

"Yes, just a little bit of a mirage first the car."

"Thank you for your kekei, so be sure to take it." I talked to Diana's grandfather.

"Ga anything. Watch out, be careful about the cross."

"Yes." Yeah."

I got out of the car with the others, incidentally mother and sister also just got in front of the school gate as well. We all go straight into the school area. Arriving in the school area, all friends kekei rame, on want to take photos together, today Nikeisha safaraz is indeed a star of the school. I remember when I was parting Elementary School, I also experienced the same thing, because I became a bride also at the traditional farewell ceremony of the school.

Plenty of stuffed bouquets, flowers, chocolates from friends and kekei's underclassmen. Famous also turns out this child in school many of his fans. Ha.ha. indeed the basis is already strong hereditary famous.

I hold all the flower bouquets and dolls because I really want a bouquet of flowers lately, I like white lily flowers the most, I always imagined that someone would give me a white lily in a room filled with candlelight all the way to a table, especially accompanied by romantic piano music, I must be very happy, but maybe it's just a fantasy of Zara aja for watching too many Korean dramas, but Zara really hates roses.

It turns out that God is very kind, always hearing my do'a. I became kekei's assistant today by holding all her bouquets, I'm so happy.

The children's art show is now very good, with the theme of the archipelago, using traditional clothes and traditional dance. Like watching a concert. It's great kids now with all kinds of talents they have.

Arriving at her traditional ceremony, Kekei became the center of attention of everyone today with her beauty and elegance. Not to forget I took videos and photos of the series of events, my feelings like young back now. Confidently walking here and there was no sense of insecure in me anymore. Therefore maybe my appearance now looks more attractive said some people who commented maybe because of my positive aura and beauty from within. No need to dress excessively with simple and closed clothes if we are confident it will look attractive. I purposely covered it up. Don't want to be seen by men who aren't mahrams.

Be a woman who is difficult to get, let it be considered arrogant as long as it is not viewed as cheap. Only you need to see how much someone struggles to get you. Not the one that just came by for a moment and left just like that. Without any intention to justify. Sholehah woman is like a star in the sky, the beauty of ahlak and his religion only one lucky man will have it. That's what's always on my mind now.

Although my status is single parent now, but I do not feel insecure, maybe even when I was married to Ditto I think I was a nobody because I was too focused on my efforts, my son, I think, kitchen affairs, washing clothes, washing dishes, shopping stock stores, even car washing myself, until I forget how to love and appreciate myself. What is the reply, divorce. Because maybe at that time I was less beautiful, less interesting to be said. Ha. ha..

Once I was free, I found myself, found my talent, was able to stand on my own feet, stopped begging others to make me happy, because now I am happy with myself, she said, message for people who want to hurt do not ever want to come near me, hus.hus...

God is always in the heart. Because only God did not leave me when everyone chose to leave.

My son asked me to buy a toy. I take my son to the toy salesman at the school gate, let him choose what he wants.

I myself also serve food drinks like a child. It's nothing if we're not happy who else.

After all the school farewells were over I went back to the store.

There's another message from Kevin.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

I didn't return the message, I didn't want to. I can't open my heart to Kevin. I don't know why, but I'm more comfortable with myself. To be close to a new person seems like I'm not really ready yet. I also deleted the taaruf.co.id application, I decided to stop looking for a mate.

Let it be that when the time comes, God will surely send someone who is able to be my companion. Keep improving because I can't make someone love me. All I can do is to be willing to love someone who deserves it.

Jarel sent a selfie with a toy to Ditto.

"Jarel what else?" Ditto retaliated.

"Against the. "

"Looky son of a father. "

Jarel replied with a laughing emoticon.

My neighbor invited me and my father to take his son to marry tomorrow to Sukabumi city.

"Zara tomorrow join nganter nganter. "

"Every mang, what time to leave? "

"Hour 8."

"Ga bring Zara's car. "

"It's nothing to go with a lot of cars."

"Every time to move. "I'm still twinkling, rather than in the store just once a walk. Tomorrow the shop will close for half a day.

"Oh yes, this is me wearing a kekei shirt. Take a picture this morning."

"Oh yeah, just print it out. "

"May I wait with Jarel.

"When do you want to use kebaya? "

"Ha. ha. ga tau lah mang, not yet look mate. Later if it is already there, just calm it will not use the decoration of others really. "

"Ready do'ain."

"Widow's wedding ceremony will use this decoration. ha.ha.. "

"Well, if there's a solution who knows. "

"Aminnn.hopefully yes manmu good heart.but Zara ga too expect a lot of mang, the important responsibility, dear same jarel especially. Reception reception is not a virgin. ha. ha.. "

"Yes, but who knows, the sustenance of the soul mate of death is not a man who wants to but God. "

"Yes. "

May God give my best someday, I can only wait and pray. The most important thing now is to run a business well, so that it can develop and become big someday.