SOULMATES

Pick up queen

I dreamt again that there was a party at my house, a wedding. I was taken to my room by my long-dead grandmother. It turns out that in my room all my dead family gathered.

There are grandmothers from the father, there are 2 grandmothers from the mother, 1 Grandpa from the mother, Ua, om and aunt all that I always pray will be present. They all smiled at me, his face was very clear, unlike his usual dreams when we dream with a dead person never seeing his face. But this looks very real.

My grandmother gave me so many wedding dresses I was told to choose one and try it. I saw a black wedding dress that caught my attention. I tried it was very suitable for me to wear.

"When do you want to wear Zara's black wedding dress? " My grandfather protested.

"It's nothing good. "I answered it.

"Try to choose another is still a lot. " My aunt gave me advice.

I tried the wedding dress one by one, but I did not find a suitable one, I still wanted the black wedding dress that I first chose.

"Zara wants this one Grandma, don't want anything else, good. Look at it. yes. "

"Yes, if you want it, it's just that. You are stubborn. " The grandmother scolded me while laughing as well.

All are smiling.

"Let's hurry the time is over, the time you get out Zara. Choose an old dress." my aunt told me to leave the room immediately.

Zara was accompanied by grandfather to the guarantee, I don't know who the groom was I haven't seen.

I woke up, shocked. Her dreams are so real. I met my late and late family. Indeed, Zara was the grandfather's favorite granddaughter, of all her grandchildren only I was close to grandfather. Even when the last grandfather was hospitalized before he died. I was waiting for Grandpa at the hospital with ko Afu at the time. Ko Afu brought a lot of food for all my brothers who were waiting for grandfather in the hospital. Grandpa couldn't talk at that time. Grandpa died of heart disease. Om died of heart disease, ua died of heart disease, Grandma and aunt died of Corona. Yesterday I went to the ICU with a heart attack.

Unfortunately, my grandfather taught my mother hard, so my mother educated me hard too. Until finally I realized. I can't behave like them before. Just end with me nature, character, and all stubbornness. I am determined to change myself for the better. Because they are all gone now.

The next night I again dreamed I was on campus with my best teacher, the teacher who accompanied me from 1st grade BCK until I graduated from Bachelor.

"It's take. "the teacher gave me a piece of Zara Aprilia's written certificate, M. M.

"This is what mom? " Zara asked.

"Congratulations, you graduated from your S2 education Zara."

"Thank you ma'am." I cried because I was so happy that I got the title Cumlaude anyway.

I woke up, again this was just a dream. Yes Allah I really wanted to continue my S2 education and I wanted to become a public accountant as my teacher always told me. But in order to arrange a thesis only in a state of great pregnancy. Until my graduation at the time of HPL Jarel. The desire to continue education has stopped. I became a housewife, took care of my children and developed my own business. Housewives are the hardest and most special jobs actually. But sometimes viewed one eye because it only dwells at home unlike other career women.

Housewives are really great. Just like I felt before. Doing a lot of things ranging from taking care of children, dropping off school children, playing with children, teaching children to read because tutoring needs additional costs I can teach Jarel directly to save costs, cooking, washing, washing, cleaning the house, maintaining the store, shopping stock store, so the driver, car wash yourself, how to develop the business in the future. Serving my husband too. Until I forget to take care of myself, my husband finally did not want to see me who was too shabby. Not like his glowing and sexy coworker. I can only laugh now.

Because now when Zara herself even Zara feel free. There are not many burdens that I have to bear alone anymore. Free to realize my dream that was delayed. Before the divorce, Ditto had designed the minimarket building that we will build in the future. Even until now the picture is still on my phone, did not think it would be separated at that time.

I hope I can make that dream come true myself. I will try my best not to depend on anyone only God where I ask for help, I am sure God will always help me to achieve my dreams. I don't want to have a partner if it only prevents me from achieving my dreams. I want to meet someone who has the same dream for the future.

So sad when I see graduates of the year now who are so difficult to get a job. I want at least later if my son graduates from school and Kekei graduates. At least I have jobs for them and people around my house. That's my dream.