SOULMATES

Goodbye, mas

"Jarel let's get up."

"Mmmmmm"

My son doesn't want to be literate.

"Wake up yuk, take a walk."

Hearing the streets immediately wake him up, indeed Jarel his son is good at acting too. he. he..

"Let's take a shower first." I took my son to take a shower.

"Grandpa's not following his bride mah? "

"Follow, let's get ready first. "

"Yes. "

I went to the mother's house, breakfast at the mother's house, it turned out in front of Arya's house my childhood friends had parked a lot of cars ready to drive the bridal party.

"Mom is following ga? "

"No, it still hurts."

My mother is still in that condition. Don't know how else to do it. I also don't understand. Mother more often confine themselves at home, do not want to go out of the house, socialize with others even to the madrasah for study was now unwilling, because her chest was still tight. Can't walk far from home.

More often dream of themselves. Though I have often said the same mother, do not need much more thoughts mom, let alone think of me. After all, now I am also fine, focused on rearranging my efforts, not thinking too much about a soul mate. Because what I married for if I don't think about the bad good first, from marriage I don't want, for what. Insha Allah can provide for me, Jarel, father and mother. Bismillah, we are both trying. I wish you all the best for my smooth efforts. No need to think about who my soul mate is, if the time has come someday there must be a kok, whether that's when I don't know.

"Emang has his car? " my mother asked.

"A lot of ma'am, I just passed by. Come on yah to Arya's house now yuk. "I took my father.

I went to the house of Arya my little friend, it turns out there are already many sodara and neighbors also in his house. I helped get the delivery out of Arya's house.

"Please choose to ride the car which has been prepared, please. " Arya's father offers us all to ride to the cars that have lined up in front of his house.

Arya was born in the year 91, A Rangga. Many neighbors said it was really fitting Arya you married now. Career is well established, age is ripe. Because he did not want to continue him, the focus of work is just. his class friends already on having two children. Moreover, I'm his underclassman already a single parent. ha.. Marriage is not a race, God unites and brings together with the right soul mate at the right time.

I walked forward, looking at the parked car.

"Let's choose which one. "my neighbors are excited.

"God favors whichever else you deny"

I chose the black Innova that was the most heart-worthy.

"Let's have tea going up. " The driver opened the door and let me in.

Well, thank God. I am so special today, until the door is opened. In the past boro-boro, bring your own car to the market using flip-flops that are already ugly, original not thinking about the appearance, naturally Ditto prefers actors as well. Ha. ha..

We set off to take Arya to Sukabumi city with the group.

"Who likes to vomit? "

"The driver asked. "

"Huh. huh.. Jarel is not pa, he is strong kecirebon as well. "

"Ok sip if that. "pa the driver laughed.

It turns out the bride is racing. I can't wait to make it as soon as possible.

"Through the power line, if the city is jammed" said the driver.

"Yes. "

I just do not want to bring my own car nganter nganyar marriage Arya. bring her car on speeding, I will not be able to, I will not be able to, now it's good to sit quietly while listening to music along the way.

Until in front of the wedding area, we were immediately greeted by traditional lengser ceremony and traditional dance. From yesterday at school until now bride again, bride again, exciting too. Keep asking when I became a bride again. ha. ha. ngarep very deep in heart.

I sat in the front by the seat of Arya's contract, because the back seat was full. I followed all of Arya's wedding arrangements. Very touched by Allah, especially when listening to the sound of his qori. God is so beautiful his voice. But I can't bear to hear his sungkeman event, I don't feel I always shed tears.

Arya looks very nervous, even though the bride has not been presented beside her. Later when it is new halal will be found. That was the marriage I dreamed of. Either it will happen or it will not. Because when I married Ditto not like that, I was juxtaposed next to Ditto when the marriage contract took place on August 8, 2015. I also saw Ditto's legs and hands shaking violently at that time. I relaxed at that time. As sacred as the marriage contract, Zara thought she would forever live with Ditto was not. We were reunited in front of the old man who married Zara and Ditto in a different way, and returned our marriage certificate to Penghulu. I who was shaking violently and crying when returning the marriage certificate to pa Penghulu inversely proportional to Ditto calmly said the pledge of talaq in front of the Father of Penghulu February 11, 2022.

After the completion of the entire series of events, I and my family went home, Zara permission to go down at the terminal, because she wanted to stop by the shop a Rangga, cigarette shopping. Today this week a Rangga store is open half a day that Om ga may nganter to my store already at 11 I saw the clock on my mobile phone.

I walked into a Rangga's shop with Jarel. In front of the shop a Rangga. It turned out that a Rangga was at the entrance tidying up someone else's groceries.

"Jarel sit here, mamah go shopping first huh. " Jarel was sitting on a chair while playing Bubble gun purchased from Arya's wedding venue. "

"Yes. "

I brought a basket next to a Rangga, then went inside the store.

I took the soap from his display, Eh a Rangga also turned to it.

"Is there no more soap? " I asked A Rangga.

"Yes abis. "

"Ok. "I continued looking for her other stuff.

Until everything is done, just wait for soybeans have not been packed. again in ready first.

I sat in the front seat with my son, playing bubble gun. Very busy in his shop A rangga, it was always like this. A rangga back and forth brought drinks and flour and sugar to the front, other people's groceries.

"Well, A rangga cape does it work? " all of a sudden Jarel said to me.

"Aa'm carefulin a Rangga? "

"Yes. "

"That's a lot of flour weight. "

"Ga anything, a Rangga is already big, so it's great strong if aa Still small now can't, later it's big new aa also can. yes."

"Yes, a lot of mah." My son who likes to observe indeed. Nothing to learn from small how to trade, so later if it is already big no need to find work in the place of people. If I can create jobs for more people, that's what I've always dreamed of. So I keep trying now, mumpung still young, fall wake up no problem hopefully later when in old age already live enjoy the results and stay watching the effort that I have built now. Want to have a life partner again or no problem for me.

"Zara bought it?" om asked.

"Wait for soybeans om, on busy."

"Oh, just a minute, I'm ready."

"Yes." Yeah."

There are 1 hour more I wait for soybeans.nothing ever hang out again at the store A rangga.

"This, sorry for a long time. "the om gave me his soybeans.

"Thank you, um."

"Yes, be careful going home."

"Yes, um."