SOULMATES

Tenseful moment

This time while accompanying mom in the ICU room her theme is reminiscing about the kindness of the former.

Mom can talk, mom talks about them while lying in the ICU bed.

I also failed to marry Daffin

Her guy was nice when I broke up with Adrian I met Daffin, she was able to turn me into a better woman. Before her I was not in hijab, I always looked sexy, what I liked most was my hair, I did not want my hair covered in hijab. Because it's my crown. Many times Adrian asked me to hijab I never listened to him. In fact I painted my hair maroon color that's why I was never introduced to his mother. Maybe at that time I was not worthy of Adrian. But after I got engaged to Daffin on January 11th. Many times Adrian asked for a return, I refused.

My relationship with Daffin lasted 1.5 years, he was a leader in the department of the building with the department I held. Again Love location, I'm always involved Love location.

His kindness that I always remember is that he always took me to college, both day and night classes, he always took me to campus. Even when the night shift was willing to pick me up to campus first, take me home, after that just go to work. Sometimes permission to Mr. Suryo who yesterday I met again with him when I was shopping at a Rangga place. Permission to pick me up from college.

Not to mention if you have come home from Bogor once a week he always comes home to my house carrying souvenirs, any food. My favorite. The royal guy's not stingy about food.

Unfortunately, when getting married, there is a conflict about the cost of marriage. Until the end when I was at work.

Suddenly your employees asked me.

"Tea broke up with Daffin. "

I was surprised, because I had not broken up that time was just in conflict over the issue of marriage costs.

"No, who said? "

"Daffin told the children he said he had broken up for a long time. "

With emotion I went to meet her at her Line work place and asked. But he dodged.

When I get back to my desk. Suddenly Daffin came, in front of my friends blatantly.

"Where's ring? Restore. "

I bengong.

"Well her also to the house will be fine, if you want to ask to be returned come later to the house well. "

"OKs. "

My co-worker immediately asked, I also do not understand his behavior.

I took off the ring and it was returned to her, my mother cried and our relationship ended on September 30.

It turned out that on January 11 he also married my coworker, after January 11, he became engaged to me. At that time I was still unstable I took my hijab back.

Shortly after breaking up from Daffin I met with Ditto in October, the introduction of 6 months of direct application in the month of my birth in April, even before the application was already 1 parent introduction in February, even Handoko's father-in-law my father-in-law, immediately looking for a house for me and Ditto to occupy after marriage.

In May after the proposal Handoko's father immediately built a house for me and Ditto. All of Handoko's father's workers came from Cirebon, even building materials were sent directly from Cirebon, the construction was only 1 month. The house is finished. My dear father Handoko to me.

On August 8, 2015, Ditto and I got married. The wedding was bought by Handoko's father, the house was built by Handoko's father, even Aqiqah Jarel was bought by Handoko's father, until the land for Jarel was what I built the shop now bought by Hadoko's father. Now I realize, maybe at that time I married not with his son but married his father.

Ditto was not really ready to go home, her father married her to me, because Ditto was old enough, Handoko's father also entrusted Ditto to me, to lead him to become a better person. It turned out that my household only lasted 6 years and 5 months and on February 11, 2022 I divorced Ditto. Ditto and I are different ways of thinking.

I took a lesson from my marriage to Ditto for the future. Maybe if I meet someone later, I want that person to be my last companion forever.

The way I have to really know, whether that person will accept me, whether that person has really decided to live with me based on his own will or because of the other party. Because I don't want to fail again.

I want that person to really have the intention from within himself on his own consciousness, to choose me to make me his life partner. Love me sincerely from his heart.

Because who will undergo this marriage is me and you become us, based on the blessing of parents with the destiny of God who brings together and the Ridho of God who unites. Based on a genuine sense of Love and compassion, able to accept each other's shortcomings and try to complement each other and perfect with the intention of worship to Allah Swt. Setting the future, trying together to realize the ambition that in old age we will be happy together.

Promise as a husband to be responsible, to be a priest, to protect and to love. Be a wise father to our children. Promise to stay together in joy or sorrow, healthy or sick. Under no circumstances will we live together until death do us part.

I also promise to be a good wife, obedient and obedient to you, try to be a good mother to our children later, and promise never to disappoint you. I will always support you to move forward and grow together, both in our endeavors and in our lives for the future.

I am sure that I will never fail again in marriage, for as I always remember that marriage is not only about uniting the heart, but also uniting the Soul, the ego, the person, the soul, different ideas for the same purpose.

If we've been able to balance it all out I'm sure I and you will be us.

At first glance about ko Afu he from Singkawang Jual mas in Sukabumi, I met him in the store. Although he is Christian but he always likes to break his fast with me, even he most likes to prepare a full table just to break his fast with me in Ramadan.

He always told me to finish off all the good food he always gave me. Even when my grandfather was hospitalized, he was willing to wait and mingle with my family. She loved my mother very much.

He knew I had no one to eat in a good place so he always brought me to eat in places that I thought were expensive.

Unfortunately ko Afu invited me to marry on condition that I have to follow his beliefs and return to Singkawang. I cannot exchange Love and faith. We decided to split up and now I don't know what it's like.