SOULMATES

Teach Ine Love

Today I took the CPU to the computer store, I took Jarel to school. Hopefully the service fee is not too expensive. I also shop ATK.

My ATK groceries are heavy too. Walking from the ATK store to the angkot place just feels like from Sukabumi to Bandung, far away.

On the way home not as I expected, I saw at 9:50 I was still at the terminal. I'm calling my brother, to pick up Jarel. Because kasian if tell dad to pick him up, there's nobody in the store.

"Neng wants to take the king to school? if you want to keep tipped Jarel ask to come to the house first, still at the terminal home from sukabumi. "

"You, Oh yes, tea can. Later Jarel join Neng to go home, play with the King. "

"Yes, thanks. "

"Sama-sama tea. "

Such is the case if taking public transportation, the time we can not set by ourselves, Gimana the father of the driver, must be a lot of patience.

At 10:30 I got off in front of my brother's house.

"Aa let's go home yuk. "

My son does not cry to go home, want to play with my nephew King.

"Ga any tea Jarel her play first here yes. "

"Males pick her up later there's no one."

I persuaded my son to go home, and he finally wanted to.

Arriving at home there was a package from Ditto, after I opened it turned out to be the contents of the shoes for Jarel. The first thing I saw was the exact price. And as I thought, it was expensive. Honey, mending to buy rice equal flour.

But that's what Ditto was like, he always said

"Never see the price, if you want to take it. "

I'll be different people, every want to buy anything see the price first, the new model. If the price is right in the new bag the model fits in the heart.

"Try on the shoes from dad. "

Jarel immediately laughed in excitement. He sent a voice note to Ditto.

"Father the shoes came, thank you. "

Ditto immediately replied.

"No loading? "

"Loading, I want to see aa stage art ga at school. "

My son wishes his father had come to school.

"Ga can, because my father wants to go to Bandung to his aunt Hana. "

"Oh yes. "

"Aa lot of eating yes, to be healthy. Keep on not being naughty with mommy. "

"Yes. "

"Let's learn to write. Let me read Dad's writing. "

"Yeahhhh. Daddy wants to take a shower first. "

"Yes, I'll do it again ok, mmmmuuaahhh. "

"Yes Drugs. "

Glad Jarel, now able to communicate smoothly with his father, he considers his father is on duty outside, the work service outside the city.

"Mamah minjem mobile phone. "

"You what? "

"You want whats app dad again. "

"Can. "

I gave my phone to Jarel. He sent another voice note to Ditto.

"Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... "

"he said he wanted to take a shower."

"Can be done. "

"Try Jarel a photo, keep sending it to Dad. "

"Your father said tell me to take a picture of aa." Jarel approached me to the store.

"Yes, just a photo, keep sending it, right? "

"could. "

"Jarel is fat on his cheeks now. "

"And up 2 kilos. "

"Jarel rame ga's shop?

"Ga rames. "

"Many people buy ga? "

"Many, friends najai aa on a snack here. "

"Oh yes."

"Dad, a school walk, wear a hat, hot. "

Jarel sent me a photo wearing his new hat.

"Where's car? "

"Sold, no money. "

"It's okay to buy another new one. "

"Yes. "

"Have you eaten yet?"

"Udah. "

"What same? "

"Sama fried noodles. "

"Oh dad ate it the same as yellow rice. "

"Yes, I'll eat iron first. "

"Yes drugs. "

Jarel approached me and returned my phone.

"Wouldn't you talk to her dad? " i asked my son.

"Udah, his dad wants to eat and keep ironing."

"Oh yes. "

"Kok dad ironed himself, it's usually mamah who ironed father's clothes. " Jarel wonder

"He. he. I smiled. It's okay to pinter his father. "

"Oh yes.a will also learn later.

"Well, I'll do it later."

"Yes. "

Maybe Ditto is not married yet, but I don't know and don't want to know about his personal life. The important thing is that the relationship with Jarel is good, so that my son does not lose his father figure too much. He can communicate even if he hears his voice.

There is no harm in making peace with the situation and accepting this situation. Although we are not together like the family we used to be. At least the affection and attention for the child is not lost because it is our child's right to get full affection from both parents especially in the age of Jarel now.

Let my personal affairs and Ditto be their respective affairs but not mixed with the responsibility towards the child. Children are still children, until whenever there will be no such thing as former children.

There's a whats app message coming in from Kevin, uh it's been a while back.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

"Wa'alaikum salam. "

"Alhamdulilah, Zara how are you? "

"Thank you healthy. "

"Home home? "

"Where from? "

"From the front of the store? "

"Oh. Just finished writing my novel. "

"Where's the hotshot? Another new novel? "

"Nginep at her grandmother's house, still continuing the novel Soulmate. "

"Still in touch."

"still. "

"How many more episodes. "

"Let's know, the person of his true love has not met until this moment. "

Suddenly my phone rang, I saw Kevin on the phone. I didn't answer, because I didn't like it.

"Sorry Kevin I don't like."

"Oh yeah nothing. "

"How many episodes. "

"Yes, the name is also the journey of finding true love in the beauty of the scenario of God. Time will end so, before meeting his true love, ga rame dong. "

"Is this true love? Zara don't love, let me love you and your son. " Kevin said it like that.

"Eitherway. Who loves that heart. "

"With action and deed. " Kevin replied.

"When action, heart, logic, feeling, soul, thought are at the same point that is Love. This is where we feel what is called true love. "

"The woman is loved, don't love. If it comes off it will hurt. The sick let me. "

"Keep being loved can be happy? "

"It can be happy, that's what Kevin thought. "

"Alhamdulilah be that. "

The proof for 6 years I loved Ditto, while I did not love him very much. In the end, Ditto gave up and we parted ways. Ditto asked my father.

"Dad ask Zara if Zara loves me. "

My father did not answer.

Ditto knew very well I didn't love him completely. We are only committed, while committed it can run without Love or with Love we choose.

"We go to pa penghulu aja yu. " Kevin said it like that.

"It's not that easy "I don't want to rush before getting to know the people, because I don't want to take risks, it's better to live happily alone than to get divorced again.

"Healthy yeah. Spirit."

"Yes should. "

"Life must go on. What yesterday assumed was slipping into a hollow road. "

"Yes, I also enjoy the beauty of living alone. "

"Yes whatever you do as long as it makes you happy and the heart is calm."

"Well that. "

"And the purpose of life is to be happy in the hereafter "

"Yes." Yeah."

"Eat first, let it not hurt easily. "

"Udah was."

"Oh yes, wilujeng nilepan feather soca. "

"Yes. "