SOULMATES

Only god knows

message from Kevin as usual.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. "

"You want to go home, you want to make a date."

Dare to dare you talk like that. ilfeel I really.

"I'm sorry I don't accept dates, I don't like them either. "

"Well, let's go to pa Amil. "

"Can."

"To Zara's house means yes kevinnya later. "

"Please."

"Alhamdulillah. "

"Emang Kevin you don't have the same marriage problem as people whose hearts are still for others. "

"Zara will continue forever like that? "

"I don't know, only God knows. "

"Take wisdom and lessons from yesterday's events, god outlines people together, some are short, some are long, some are really long until the end of life."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Emang now the state of your heart how is Zara? Is it better? "

"Because to live your own life. "

"Currently? "

"Yes. "

"Usaha and son."

"Alone, independent. "

"Yes. "

"Feel free to do anything, out of the tiring bond of marriage. Free in a positive sense yes, it has no burden whatsoever in my mind. Free to work and see the wider world, I used to be locked up in a very high tower like Rapunzel in a fairy tale. Now that I found my world, now that I came out of the golden cage that had always shackled me, even I felt like I was reborn with a version of myself that was much different from my past self. We can appreciate and love ourselves, because if we can accept ourselves well, then the world will receive us well too.

The problem until this second A Rangga can not get out of my heart and mind. I don't know what else to do, I don't know. But don't expect to be united either because I know in his heart a Rangga there is only a Rose.

"Emang Rangga loves your son? " Keel asked.

"No, don't go to Jarel, just as I'm not. ha.ha..."

"Free you love Rangga, but Rangga does not love you and Jarel. "

"he. he. funny yes me, how should I go? "

"It's just that Rangga can't feel what you're feeling. It is also free if a man only loves his mother, there must be affection, empathy, respect and respect for his children. "

I just replied to Kevin's message with a laugh emot.

"What is your purpose in living in the world? "

"Be happy and worship quietly. "

"Happy where? "

"World Hereafter. "

"That's the answer.

"Newly healed Zara did not want to discuss complicated things, sorry. "

I'm not replying to any more messages from Kevin. Thank you too Kevin has given input to me, even though it does not change anything. My heart remains for Rangga, who is actually A Rangga was gone and never cared about what I felt to him all this time. It might take a long time for me to completely forget about Rangga.

The next day Kevin gave me another Whats app message.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. "

"Hopefully his heart has healed completely."

"Amen. "

"I miss. " Kevin said it like that same thing I did.

Serem dengernya. I just reply with emot laughing.

"Definitely laughing. Don't love anymore, let Kevin love you. Let Zara be happy and not sick anymore. "

I reply with emot laughing.

"What is the end of the novel? " Keel asked.

"Ga know."

"I'll end the story, do'ain ya.

"Yes can. "

"To pa amil right? "

"Yes, please. "

"Seek your home address Zara. "

I share the store address from Google.

"Thank you Zara. Healthy always everything, the mother of his child, the same father healthy mother amen."

"Amen. "

"You want to call? " Keel asked.

"Ga can, sorry. "

I don't want a real call, Males.

Suddenly I opened my novel application, unexpectedly it turns out my novel has passed the contract, happy. I don't think it's going to get to this stage. Because I wrote originally it was just a fad, uh alhamdulilah it turns out that many like it too.

At first I just wanted to capture the journey of the story My love met with a Rangga. I thought I was going to marry a Rangga, I wanted to make my story into a souvenir book of my wedding with a Rangga. But beyond guess and plan, it turns out that over time, a Rangga said there was a Rose in his heart. He has no feelings for me just to think of me as his friend. If a Rangga had told me from the beginning that his heart for the Roses might I never have imagined to marry A Rangga. I wouldn't have dared to go near her if I knew from the beginning she had a boyfriend. Indeed the plan does not always match the results we get I learned a lot from this experience. I believe the god who rules everything, the god who has outlined me to meet Rangga as a life lesson for me to become a better person, he said, Soulmate as the teacher who led me back to the right path with the taste of Love, after the task was completed for 3 months accompanied my iddah period and I recovered, he left.

A Rangga your way is indeed great, to make a desperate heart seem to grow back. And even better, you broke it back.

But I'm Zara Aprilia never gives up so easily. I rise again in my own way and with the love of God that is always there for me.

A broken hearted person, then he can treat his wounds (albeit with great difficulty). Then he's never the same again as we used to know. She has turned into a tougher, stronger, and more independent woman, hasn't she?

If you have ever had a deep inner wound, never get in touch with others because it will only hurt those who are related to you. Heal your own wounds and then accept others and love them properly. That is the law that applies to the feeling of heart and soul.

No one else can change you, except yourself. No one else can make you happy before you make yourself happy. No one else will love you until you love yourself. Be the center of love, fill your heart with love not only for the couple, but also for the family and all creatures created by God then you will be able to meet your best love later. Even if you do not meet at least you will feel your own happiness and you realize how valuable you are and how great you are.

I sent a message to the lead role of the novel.

"Alhamdulilah passed my novel. The contract is in English, A Rangga I don't understand. Thank you for your Rangga. Never thought I would get to this point now. Later if A Rangga married the Rose, Do not forget to invite me yes. "

A Rangga simply replied with a smiling emot. That's the response, I guess.

"A Rangga knows what the contract is? "i sent her novel contract to a Rangga.

"Not knowing too long. "with a laughing emot.

"Emang, that's it anyway. "

"Yes." Yeah." Still with the emot laughing.

"Yes, I signed it too. A Rangga is yes. "

A Rangga did not reply to my message again.

May you be happy A Rangga, because this novel I present only to you, good bad you are in this novel, and good bad I am also in this novel. Let us both learn to improve ourselves, to strengthen ourselves so that someday we meet each other in the right way. And towards a happy future despite each other's path. May God meet with true love..

Keep going, even though you are tired. Stay calm, even if you have a lot of thoughts. Destiny belongs to God but effort and do'a belongs to us. Never give up until the bismillah becomes alhamdulilah.