SOULMATES

His Life Struggle

I got a message from Kevin.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

"Hadir. "

"Yes." Yeah."

"Eat first, let's not catch a cold."

There is no need to be told to eat laper too. It's big. he..

"So, now I'm writing a novel."

"Episode 105 is it? "

"Yes, that's you know? "

"Look, but haven't read it yet. Haters are everywhere. "

"Yes, nothing is normal, if anyone likes someone who does not like. It was just their view of me. His comments were crashing again, pretty good. "

"It's just like the rich. What occupancy? What are its advantages? What work? You can't do such a job."

"And his excess can make negative comments, make people emotional souls." I laughed.

"Serems yes, The coment. "

"His name is also human, there is not perfect there is a good nature, there is a bad nature. "

"Continue writing her, Kevin supports her while eating. "

"Yes. "

I continued writing my novel.

"Mamah pinjem mobile. "

Jarel approached me.

"You what? "

"WA daddy. "

"Yes, my mom wrote it too. "

Jarel recorded his Voice note.

"Dad."

Jarel sent a selfie to Ditto.

"Jarel what else? " Ditto retaliated.

"Again in the shop. "

"Jarel, don't you like the shoes?"

"Like. "

"Alhamdulilah if you like. "

"Jarel has not eaten yet? "

"Same old vegetable. "

"Yes, I ate first, drugs. "

"Yes drugs. "

Mom, his father wants to eat. Jarel returned my phone. Seneng he can communicate with his father even though only passing by.

The next day Kevin sent me messages again and again. Until when he sends the message we'll see.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

"Vaalaikumsalam. "

"Write another novel? "

"Yes. "

"Udah over? "

"Yet. "

"His marriage is not yet, if Zara has just finished her marriage."

"Many people like it."

"Alhamdulillah. "

"There's a guy who's devet ga now? "

"Nothing special. I don't know, I don't want to be close to anyone, either. "

"The martabak rich species. "

"Yes." Yeah."

"You know, the trauma may be or the heart is still stuck in the wrong person. "

"That's why she doesn't love, let Kevin love."

"Because just feeling like that is possible, even then accidentally. You know, when I was married to my ex-husband, Ditto loved me and I didn't."

"Women don't love too much, just feel it from the heart. "

"You can be like that, Zara will too. Honestly yes Zara was married to Ditto because she saw the material, Ditto also knew that, The end of her divorce. After that Zara felt love A Rangga sincerely, the end of her so too. So for now Zara is lazy to think about the problem of men. Let it all be in God's hands."

"The first printer? "

"Yes. "

"Not a High School boy anymore, Love. It is mature, mutual respect, mutual respect, intending its purpose to worship only to the creator. "

"It's not like High School love either. Zara just wants to have a happy family, with compassion, a vision of a mission to achieve a future together. Especially having a priest who can lead Zara to be better."

"Honor each other. "

"Manyayangi also certainly. Because as a Rangga said marriage is not only uniting the heart, but also uniting the soul, ego, person, thought, different for the sake of a common goal

Based on sincere love for each other."

If now I meet new people, continue to have to adapt again from the beginning, well I feel lazy too. Living alone, focusing on making my son happy. There is a God who always guides me and takes care of me, there is a God who always gives me sustenance for my life, family and also my son.

"Love is not spoken but felt. " Kevin said it like that.

"Yes it's Kevin know, while my love is only for Rangga, how to get rid of it, does Kevin know? If you know, tell me yes. "I'm laughing.

"To be loved, not to love. Because when the pain felt. Let your heart be happy in the way it is loved. "

"It's gone, but how sick is it? Still still Love. Ga freaks? Even when looking at A Rangga from a distance it is enough to make Zara seneng. What does that mean? "

"You get sick, men are the same but not as strong as women who show their emotions. "

"Udah passed through his pain, had passed through his disappointment, was crying too. But just look again A Rangga, there is still a feeling in the heart. That's what? "

"Still wanting to fall into the same hole? want to rise up, live a life that may be a long journey, Don't meet."

"No, I got up the day as usual. Rarely meet either. But it is always in the heart and mind. "

"Yes who is now, now live. What used to be stored as memories do not be remembered. "

"Ga is remembered but always remembered. Funny yeah. " I laughed. "

"Farewell is the beginning of a journey through happy days. "

O Allah I want the words of a Rangga,

Happy friends want to?

Happy days await ahead.

We both take care of each other, take care of ourselves, keep honor, improve ourselves, strengthen ourselves insha god if we match later we meet in front of the ruler is beautiful.

Where are you going? how are you doing? are you living happily with the rose? please tell me, so I can forget you a Rangga.

"There must be something that makes you happy Zara, happy and cheerful. Never feel sad again, disappointed again, sick again. "

"Amin is like that which is what I have always hoped for and became a do'a in my every prostration. "

"O Allah if A Rangga is not for me, not my soul mate, not my destiny. I beg God to present someone worthy and able to be my companion, my priest and the best father to my son Jarel."

"Yes forget about Rangga, because Rangga also does not consider you special. "

"If only it could be yes, the 6-year period I can forget just like that, while the 3-month period is very difficult for me to forget. "

"The ladder is like nothing happened. Aye right?"

"Maybe. It's funny Zara's story."

"You're the stubborn one. "

"Yes." Yeah."

Indeed my character like that if it has not reached the point of final blood I will never stop fighting. After not getting the results I want I will not be disappointed because I have struggled to get it.

I once held someone back from leaving, not to,

I once begged to humble myself for fear of loss, I once begged to stay together, I once did my best to not care about myself, I once cried sobbing asking the creator. Until I finally realized as hard as I could grasp if it was not destined to be with him he would leave.

Like the Korean drama Eve.

I'm waiting for the boiling point.

The temperature when the water suddenly boils?

The water does not suddenly boil 10 degrees, then 20 degrees, then 70 degrees. The water goes through all of those values and eventually boils. When it finally reached its limit, then the evaporated water turned into something completely different.

They do things that shouldn't cross the boiling point.

During my journey of life. I allow people to look down on me, disrespect me, hurt me, bully, drop, disappoint. But I'm sure God never sleeps I'm sure one day God will turn things around. Maybe it was God's way of making me an extraordinary person in that way. I am so thankful and grateful to God.

The scar will never go away, but an injured heart may be able to heal.

Writing is the best way to pour out all pent-up feelings and become a medium for depression.