
I continued to live my routine as usual.There are people who come to offer candidates.
"Teh, does anyone want to know the gold boss?"
I laughed and asked.
"Where's the gold boss? if you have serious intentions come here to the house."
"Begging for a photo first he said, want to see the person. It's for my friends, not me. "
I laughed again, and answered.
"Kalo really want to be serious, come directly to me later interview at home, anyways do what see the photo of his eyes is not clear. Mending come along so it is clear that I will interview first because the problem is so heavy on car installments, do not look at my face ya. "haha..
"Ready tea. It will be raven again. "
"OKs. "
Unfortunately the more the day the mother's condition decreases, Mother asked again.
"A Rangga how? "
"Udah don't ask again ma'am, have people "
"Oh yeah, who's the mother cake for? "
At the time of Ramadan mom enthusiastically making a cake Lebaran she said hopefully later there will be guests to the house, prospective ghosts.
"Make anyone aja ma'am, guests are a lot of sodara too. I also eat mother's cake every day.don't think about it. "
"yes. "
The installment date is getting closer, I collect the money from my merchandise, I can't stock shopping. Because as usual it takes a few days to collect that much money.
it's been the fourth month I paid my own car. I don't know when I'll hold on. I finally had to let go of my favorite car, but it felt heavy. Because the money that came in was already too much. My hard work all this time whether I should let go easily.
O Allah help me, give me sustenance so that I can pay my car installments.
In the dream I was shopping at A Rangga's place as usual. I saw you in front, I went straight in. In front of the cashier I saw the contents of my wallet, the money there was not spent all because I wanted to make installments.
Me and A Rangga as usual did not say hello. then A deni said the same to you,
"You until when you guys diem-dieman ga clearly that. communication can be times. "
I smiled and passed in front of A Rangga, I got in the car. Suddenly you approached me.
"Open the glass?"
I opened the glass and asked.
"What's wrong? "
"I think I should explain something about the misunderstanding between us."
"Udah no misunderstanding right, sorry A Rangga all this time I was wrong right, I was too hopeful. And now I realize that what I did was wrong."
"There's something I need to explain, I'll go to your house. Something to explain."
I woke up and saw the clock on my phone showing at 00:50.
I tried to go back to sleep and could not, I was trying to forget but why did you suddenly appear in my dream.
Maybe it's just a dream, forget not to baper-baper anymore.
The following night I dreamed of marrying A Rangga and living together, in this house. The house I live in now with my son.
I ignored it again, just a dream, don't embarrass. It's time to wake up, face the truth.
The next night the dream was again, the same dream. I don't want to sleep if I always dream about A Rangga.
I don't want to, God please don't be like this. Please please. I realized I was facing reality.