SOULMATES

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observing the journey that Zara went through since her divorce with Ditto until now separated from Rangga, Actually Zara and Rangga were also never really together only ever close for 3 months of iddah period, actually, near was limited chat Whats app no more than that. But Zara's close relationship with Rangga at that time had a major impact on Zara's personal life. Rangga and Zara were never physically together.

Zara read articles about spiritual travel, twinflame and also spiritual connection, soul connection or inner bond or can be called soul bond. There are similarities in plot, the story that Zara went through with Rangga from beginning to end is the same as the twinflame travel story that Zara read.

Zara also heard, the scholar once said also that every meeting that God did not do at the beginning must have a purpose and will get results, whether it ends happily or painfully, whether it ends good or bad. The most important thing is that we can take valuable lessons from the experiences we gain after meeting the person.

Because the beginning of Zara ventured closer to Rangga also according to the instructions of the prayer istikharah that Zara had done at that time. Before her just admiring it even though she had felt something different in Zara when she saw Rangga first.

Zara's starting point of deepening about soul connection is when Rangga says that.

"Marriage is not just about uniting hearts, but also bringing together different souls, egos, individuals and thoughts for a common purpose."

From there Zara began to learn, exploring all the related things about those words. Because when Zara married Ditto, Zara never knew anything of the sort.

Meet, like, ask for BBM contact, chat, date, proposal and get married. Not deep about my soul and religion is not as good as it is now. Now my religion is not good, but I am learning and learning to improve myself to be a better person.

Indirectly this is the influence of the words of Rangga also at that time.

"So, for now. We take care of each other, take care of each other's honor. Let's fix ourselves first, both of them are mutually self-reflecting. I don't feel good for anyone either. If the time has been appointed by God, God willing, we can be united on his pleasure and with the destiny of God. God's best plan is beautiful. "

My intention at that time was to improve for Rangga, not for myself. So that by the time my iddah period is over I have become the best version of myself and deserve to be Rangga's life companion. However, maybe my intention to improve myself is wrong, so what I get is disappointment. Because my expectations are too high to be Rangga's life companion.

Even Rangga once asked me.

"If until my iddah period is finished but I can not give certainty how? "

"Yes I'm going. " Answer Zara

Because women are creatures of certainty. Most of them can wait with that certainty. Waiting, waiting and waiting. While waiting for that moment to happen There are many things that Zara did one of her writing this novel that unexpectedly turned out to be now the results are extraordinary. Repairing himself until finally Zara get guidance to migrate.

But it turns out what happened to Rangga, instead another woman appeared. Even until now Rangga felt angry at me because I knew him too deeply. Even harsh words were not reluctant, he unconsciously showed. God, all the power of God. I never knew, it all just happened.

Related to the Twinflame trip. Zara read that.

There are 8 stages that occur in the twinflame journey. Twinflame is when you feel connected to someone not only physically and emotionally but also connected spiritually.

Well, at the first time Zara first saw Rangga. My feelings felt to have known him long, even very click, unlike other people Zara had met before even Zara met after knowing Rangga.

Twinflame, or the twin of the Soul, helps our soul to perfection. But the twinflame journey consists of different stages.

The first stage is his longing for himself.

In this stage you spend your life longing for the presence of the one who is not yet present in your life. You feel a strange feeling that someone is waiting for you out there. But you don't know when and where he will appear in your life. This stage is also sometimes spent preparing for the arrival of a twinflame without us noticing.

This preparation stage is in the form of self-development, maturity, confidence and self-understanding.

Zara always misses Rangga first, even when she was Ditto's legal wife. Zara was always wondering. If I had met Rangga earlier, if my status was not someone's wife. At the time Rangga inquired and asked for a prospective companion to live at that time. Zara herself wanted her very much, but my status was Ditto's legal wife at the time.

The second stage of the twinflame journey is finding itself.

At this stage you will see your twinflame. Either through a dream, or a meeting in real life. Suddenly, his presence could be felt. Feelings of joy, anxiety, and sadness mixed. There is a strong desire to know him more deeply. You don't know him very well but can feel that he's a very special person.

The third stage of love

In this stage you will easily and quickly fall in love with him very deeply and infatuated. At first you may try to reject the passion of Love that is very passionate. This rejection may be because you have committed to someone else. But in the end you won't be able to get away from it. You fell in love with him very kasmaran and crazy. The fire of love that has never been felt before. The more you know him the more you love him. You may reject her connection but eventually you realize that you are deeply in love with her.

Zara once told Ditto that Zara really liked Rangga, and eventually as time went on Zara loved Rangga so much that she was so cute, no one could replace Rangga in Zara's heart. Every day every second there was only Rangga in Zara's mind.

Stage 4 Romance Love is like a fairy tale.

In this stage you enter a dreamlike period. Everything feels perfect. He's been expected and no one else has ever treated you so special

When Rangga's words of wisdom were able to melt Zara's heart, there was no such person that Zara had met before even after.

The fifth stage is Chaos and cleansing in the soul.

At this stage the ego, insecure, fear, trauma, and problems will surface. Suddenly differences of opinion, taste and differences of nature appear and trigger debate. Your twinflame nature reflects your innermost personality. This stage is necessary for the refinement of the soul. Don't be provoked, we're shown who we really are.

As the iddah period approaches, there are some conflicts. It reached the height of the conflict when Rangga said the heart could never be forced. Rangga's heart was only for Roses, and Rangga asked me to take away my feelings for Rangga. That is where Zara rose up and came back to love herself and ask God for forgiveness, for loving someone beyond my love for God.

The sixth stage of the escape stage and the chase.

This stage of the experiment is when emotions and ego increase. Sometimes it can destroy a twinflame relationship. A psychologically undercooked twinflame will play the runaway runner, whose emotions are more balanced as the chasing chaser. Like tom and Jerry and communication on off. When the tension rises usually one pulls away and flees then one chases. Sometimes it involves emotional and causes the relationship to end.

Zara was at this stage many times. How many times Zara chased after Rangga, even Rangga got away and continued to stay away.

The seventh stage gives up and accepts.

This stage is surrender. After so much suffering and problems. It is now beginning to open up about old wounds, trauma and insecure. This was when his dark night of the soul occurred dark night of the soul. At the moment of the collapse of the ego, the death of the ego or the lust in man.

When the ego dies, it will learn each other's nature. Starting to overcome differences, the maturity of the relationship deepens and strengthens.

At the time Zara felt that everything Zara did could not change reality, could not change Rangga's feelings for Zara. That's where Zara gave up, and stopped expecting Rangga. Leave it all to God's fate.

The eighth stage is the reunion of souls.

At this stage the twinflame experiences little or no conflict and returns to a relationship full of happiness. When problems in relationships

it becomes easier to overcome. Twinflame is entering the soul reunion stage.

This stage is to find the meaning, desire, or reason of the unification of the soul that gives a sense of complement. When the ego is set aside, virtues such as forgiveness, understanding, empathy and patience will be easy to learn.

The more you two mature through each problem that comes with a way of kindness, the more you feel the sensation of soul reunion. Unification of the soul and death of the ego.

Zara has not yet entered this stage. Indeed Rangga has returned after a long time he disappeared he returned but he came back with his high ego Rangga did not accept with all these stories. Rangga is angry because Zara knows the nature of Rangga. Even he did not accept that Zara knew him because Zara did not know the real Rangga.

Indeed, if logically, How could Zara know Rangga within 3 months, with the state of Rangga mysterious and closed about his life. But my intuition tells me that Zara has known enough of Rangga's bad. Zara understands everything. Whether Rangga accepts it or not, that's his right. Please Rangga act as he pleases until one day Rangga experienced the death of his sick ego is extraordinary. But after her will feel a peaceful quiet life is not worldly. The purpose of life is simply to worship God and always think that today is the last day I live in the world so I will do my best every day and avoid bad deeds.

Apart from this journey, Twinflame, Soulmate, hijrah with a view in Islam or not. The important thing is that there are many lessons to be learned in it.

Maybe Zara feels Rangga who has hurt, but the same way Rangga feels Zara who has hurt. The answer is that Rangga and Zara are both stubborn and selfish so that someone decides to end and someone decides to let go. Who is wrong? Our ego, the ego that is in each of us. How we can lower the ego itself depends on the maturity of each of which is certainly different.