SOULMATES

Presentiments

In the morning as usual I go to your place to shop for stock items, my son does not go shopping, school has also started off.

"A Jarel want to go shopping? "

"No, want to go down on grandma, want to maen same chira."

"Ok. later go home shopping picked up ya."

My son got off at his grandmother's house, and I headed to your store for shopping. I saw you in front, check the goods as usual.I went straight in for shopping. When a Eko input my groceries, I was a little less focused because my eyes were always on you who was outside. A Eko also knew that, she smiled.

I gave my shopping bon to you there was a mistake.

"Who is the input? "

"A Eko."

"The real dong work. time 1 dus given the price of 1 pack, my loss."

A Eko answered.

"Sorry a, Zara's mom also said her 1 sir ko."

I laugh.

"Yes, I mispronounced kali. have paid again, add less how much."

"Nggk, Eko aja nginput it's not really tuh" said A Rangga

A Eko defended himself again.

"Benere ko, the mother's people are not focused, call her while observing A Rangga continues in front, it would be wrong."

A Rangga smiled and asked.

"Is that it?"

I answered

"Yes, you have not to fuss noisy people on shopping tuh, what the rame. have already paid again."

Everyone laughed at this commotion. Very funny you guys. Seneng can also be familiar with you. I'm waiting for the groceries to be finished, because the bon is still you hold.

"Udah finished? "

"Udah. " while you give me the bon.

"Makaiyahhh.. "

Ih, Tumben A Rangga so cute today, ga as usual.his mood again Good maybe yes. I also want to go home.

In the afternoon I sent a message

"A Rangga has come home from work. "

At the time of sahur, I sent another message with you A Rangga.

"Goodoo. "

Still not bales also my message.

Suddenly I saw the status of your whats app, a photo of a woman taken from a tick tok, her face covered with a sticker with an angel baby song.

Duuarrr.... My heart is broken guys, I don't know how many times I was made to cry for A Rangga. Disappointed, sad.It turns out that all this time my hope was in vain, it turns out that all this time my love is worthless to you.

The thunder again grabbed my head.I sent a message.

"Kalo A Rangga already has a boyfriend, I backed off. Than being too sick. "

"Sorry, you can still be friends, right? "with a smiling emoticon. "

That's as easy as you smile. I was crying, I was broken, I was not sure what my heart was made of, so I had to break it a few times.I was just a human being, no matter how strong I was, my heart still hurt.

I tried to accept, I tried to accept the reality.I was probably wrong because it was too soon to love someone I just knew, but the feeling could not be controlled logic. this feeling suddenly appeared and had to be eliminated with all his might. Draining tears, emotions and thoughts.

"Yes, it's nothing. Why A Rangga did not say from the beginning that A Rangga had a girlfriend. Cool. great yeah. "

"You said don't expect too much, because I can't be sure yet. "

I guess you can not give certainty because you always say, everything needs a process, not as easy as a blink of an eye. because I am still in the period of iddah. just walk it first, take care of the heart, not as easy as a wink. because I am still in the period of iddah, keep the honor, God willing, if it is time we meet in front of the ruler. I take full responsibility as a wife, a Rangga will take full responsibility as a husband, the other responsibilities we live with. Let's fix each other first, and strengthen ourselves before God.

You never said you had a boyfriend, if I knew you had a girlfriend, I wouldn't have gone this far.

I sent another message.

"Yes I was wrong, I'm sorry, but I have a final request. I want to give you one day to be with me and my son, I want to end my novel with you in one day. Before you marry another woman"

"Ga promise. "

"Yes, Try sincerely. Thank you so much for teaching me to be a better person, thank you so much for coming into my life, even if it's short. I feel very lucky. "

"Friends aren't a bad thing, are they? "with a smiling emoticon.

"God willing, but it takes time. It's not easy."

"thank you. "

"Yes, maybe he's better than me. She's more perfect than I am, because I'm just a single parent who has been presumptuous to love a perfect man like you."

"Better or not, the knowing power. "

"Yes. I'm sorry A. "

My heart hurts too much, I decided to block no whats app a Rangga