SOULMATES
Dreams of Herli
The person I first remembered if I had a problem must be a Rangga, who else.
I sent a Rangga a message. Even though I removed her number from my contact, it turned out that her contact was still on the telegram.
With my condition still shaking because I just finished calling Ditto. I held back my emotions so as not to be provoked by my anger because of Ditto's behavior. I held back everything I said so as not to happen something that harmed me. My body is shaking. My hands trembled as I wrote a message and sent it to a Rangga.
"Hushy huh? "
Apparently there's no reply.
If I still had a car I would definitely go straight to a Rangga. I don't know why only a Rangga can make me calm at a time like this.
I tried to calm my emotions, not that I was afraid of dealing with the police, just why Ditto couldn't let me live a quiet life. Always want to fight. I don't want to be like that anymore.
Jarel took my father to my mother's house. For crying after hearing me argue again with Ditto. Fortunately, many buyers came so they could divert my feelings that held back emotions in Ditto.
"Just come home from Friday prayers." A Rangga replied to my message.
Thank God, now a Rangga can reply to my message. I thought it would be the same when I called her many times while I was waiting for my mom at IGD. There was not a single call he answered.
"You story. " I saw the clock on my phone at 13:00 A Rangga rush hour, I did not want to interfere with his work. But I want to tell you how I feel a little relieved.
"What's wrong?" turns out a Rangga answered my message.
"Hurricane again, Masa Yes Zara wanted to sue Ditto to the police, because of over car loans. God, why is my fate so bad. "
"Can you please report to the police for over-credit? "
"I don't know either. "
Instantly my worry is gone, if you have spoken to a Rangga. I don't know why I'm like this either. As long as it is near a Rangga my life is quiet. Although not physically close. But I have always felt a Rangga close.
I also read an article about twinflame journey, Soulmate, and karmic relationship. They come for healing souls who have experienced trauma in the past, like Zara in childhood had experienced a less pleasant childhood experience. Ditto also had a less than pleasant childhood. Little Ditto lacks parental affection. Both of my parents are busy working. When he grew up, he suffered an accident that killed his victim. I don't know what the real thing is. I've never heard of Ditto I've only heard of his tant. Because it left a deep trauma for Ditto, so that several years he was afraid to drive his own car in the end I strengthened him. To be able to drive the car back. Until he finally took my car cheating on me with Lidya, so funny.
May the three of us heal in the end and find happiness in the future. If viewed from the background of birth were the three of us there are similarities I was born on the 21st month 4th of 1994, if the sum is 2 and 1 becomes 3, 3 Is Ditto's birth month which is the 13th of the 3rd month of 1987. While Rangga was born on 3 months 12 years 1991. Month 12 rangga was born and the 21st I was born that number was reversed. Ditto was the 1st of 3 children, 1 boy and 2 girls while Rangga Anak was the 2nd of 3 brothers, 1 boy and 2 girls. Zara is the 2nd of 2 children, Zara has 1 older sister. Ditto and Zara were married on 8 months 8 of 2015, and divorced on 11 months 2 of 2022. The mass of my iddah who became the benchmark for marriage with Rangga is the 22nd of 5 months of 2022. Zara, Rangga, Ditto 1 female 2 male. 1 plus 2 becomes number 3. Zara and Ditto are 7 years old, Zara and Rangga are 3 years old. Zara's marriage to Rangga turned out to be only wishful thinking that never came true. Maybe it's just a coincidence.
"Bread has not come yet? " I switched the conversation with A Rangga.
"It's empty."
"When dateng? "
"It should be today, but nothing yet. "
"Oh yaudah takainin if the bread comes later."
A Rangga did not reply again to his message, Maybe busy.
There's a call from my brother who takes care of my car loan over. I told you about Ditto who wanted to sue me for a car.
"Do not worry, the car has become your responsibility, if Ditto macem-macem phone abah aja, abah ready to help. The problem of the house, too, has become the right of the child, let alone the boy Ditto. Call me if there's anything. Abah is ready to help. "
Thank God I am no longer alone in facing my problems, there are people who want to help me.
There's a call coming in from Anton too.
"The car is safe in my Zara, yesterday I also called Ditto to ask for a photocopy of the KTP for his car BPKB pickup. I want to pay it off, don't worry."
Thank goodness that is so. Hope Ditto doesn't make a riot anymore. I cape heard it too.
There's my neighbor shopping for my dad's friend. I asked the matter of Over car loans like I don't understand about it. Turns out my neighbors know about the Over credit system how used car businesses do. He explained his journey.
Possible Bitter Name Ditto finally in blacklist Leasing party. I don't know about such business. Obviously I was doing well at the time. I don't intend to vilify Ditto's name. I don't know what I will end up doing in the end, I don't know. Those who understand better. Maybe that's what makes Ditto angry, he's afraid his name is on the leasing blacklist. Because his name was on a bank blacklist related to online loans, he once said that. Even before moving and settling in Sukabumi. Ditto's name was blacklisted on police records in Java. So Handoko's father left Ditto to me in Sukabumi because Handoko's father believed in me. Hopefully Ditto can change for the better after marrying me, it was not at all. I can't change anyone else. The only thing we can change for the better is ourselves, not others. Perhaps the law of God is just. God knows what is right and what is wrong. The law of the sow is real and does not take long for its proof. Subhanallah...
