SOULMATES

Mosquito

Today is Sunday I take my son out to a Rangga shop as well. I walk with my son from the terminal because if I take public transportation it's my responsibility.

There's an om in front.

"Eh Zara, well that's why don't you play here."

"You don't want to play shopping. " while I smile.

I went in looking for groceries with my son. When I returned to the cashier's place I saw a Rangga beside the cashier's desk tidying up someone else's groceries.

God, it turns out after a long time not seeing her my feelings are still the same. Deg-degan how that, can not express the words. But yes, I tried ordinary, even though my heart wanted my eyes to pay attention to it continue and continue. I'm just trying to avoid it.

"Zara come out often, don't be put in the shop and keep bosen." The om surprised me.

"Yes this om also play bring Jarel out. "

"Yes, once a week. "

"Well what, see a soul mate not outside?" i laugh.

"Yes dong should. " The om laughed.

I'm waiting for my groceries.

Jarel sat in the front seat playing games on my phone. I saw a Rangga come out and sit next to my son Jarel.

"Om I go next door. I put the stuff here."

"Ready."

"A let's go there first, "I took my son to a frozen food store near a Rangga store.

Returning home from the Frozen food store I returned to the shop a Rangga. I cross paths directly with a Rangga at the entrance of the store. I accidentally saw his eyes because they were facing each other.

"O Allah please help condition my heart please."

I smiled and passed without greeting her, for I did not dare. I went straight to the om.

"Where's my groceries."

"It's tea. Let me take you to the front." Mang Dedi directly brought my groceries.

"Antar to the house directly is not mang? "

"May tea can. "

"Ke angkot aja. " while I laugh.

Mang Dedi helped me bring my groceries into the angkot.

"Thank you, mang. "

"Together Zara, be careful. "

"Yes. "

I asked my son Jarel.

"Well, did you talk to Rangga? "

"Not diem. "

"Oh yes. "

What am I now, even to say hello to him I dare not. Just looking at it has made my heart happy really a booster mood for me if you have seen a Rangga.

I went back to the store, tidied up the groceries.

"Where have you met his heart? "

"Dad, how do you say that?"

"Not shopping tuh just an excuse, say aja kangen want to meet Rangga."

"Kok dad know? " i laughed and felt ashamed that I knew my true little heart.

"You need to pretend, you and I know that, too."

"Kan a Rangga is also the boyfriend of yah people. "

"But your heart can't lie either, can it? "

"I'm just dad shopping, nothing more. "

"It's up to you, you feel it yourself." My dad laughed while helping me tidy up the groceries.

"Well don't you have a candidate for me? "

"Emang nya Zaman Siti Nurbaya playful-doll that? "

"Yes ga anything if mom can nyariin, I just accept.kan mate chosen by parents can be the best match for me later. "

"Your mother doesn't want to, afraid of being wrong she said it was yesterday. "

"Yes, tell me to wait for Rangga aja hopefully match. Your mother wants it that way. "

"Emang mother is not angry with Rangga? "

"No, it's ordinary."

"Thank God if that, but free too well, A Rangga already have a girlfriend. It might not want to be the same with me. "

"Yes, we don't know how ahead. If not, there may be others who are better. "

"Amin.hopefully yes well.What is important now we focus on running a business first. "

"Yes. "

A week later.

I drove Jarel to school as usual, I went straight to the post office, needed to buy a stamp because the stamp at the store was already abis, all of you stopped by the store A Rangga to buy cigarettes. If shopping for cigarettes can only be directly brought by yourself do not need to be ushered in the om, the responsibility of the groceries is also a little.

Coming home from the post office, I got off in front of Wholesale A Rangga, I went straight into the store. I look around it feels foreign to me, because maybe it's rare also shopping directly and the position of the arrangement of goods was changed.

I'm waiting in front of the cashier because of the buyer's rame, too. I just bought cigarettes. There's a greeting.

"Going home instead of Zara? "

"From the post office om, buy the stamp. "

"Oh yes. "

I look around, my little heart still hopes to meet a Rangga or just see it for a while, It turns out there is nothing. Maybe a Rangga is in the storehouse, but what am I there for. So, go shopping.

I mentioned my groceries

"One bal yes his cigarette, not one slop." A Hilmi spoke.

"Eh, what the money is also a little will not pay if you buy one bal of cigarettes, expensive." I laughed.

"Take it first, pay it later. "

"Haha. if you can be okay. "

I saw A hilmi's shirt all white.

"A hilmi's been a flour war, hasn't she? "

"Yes just now. " A Hilmimenabut while laughing.

"Ga eru? "

"Seru terribly, let's go with ga? "

"Ha. ha. I just laughed.

"Zara's. "

"Teh Syifa called out."

"Present. "

"Oh there, kirain in the anter. " while smiling looking at my shopping bon.

"Present the tea, brought directly just smokes his shopping as well. "

"Oh yes, wait a minute. "

"Yes ready. "

While waiting for the goods to be prepared, I looked around, it turned out that a Rangga was still invisible.

"It's his tea stuff." There's a new employee giving me my grocery cigarette.

"Oh yes, thanks a. "

I went out of the store and went home.

"Udah buying? " It turns out that Om is in front.

"Udah Om, go home first. "

"Where are the groceries? "

"This. "I showed you my crackle bag containing cigarettes.

"Oh yes, be careful. "

"yes Om.

I walked to the terminal looking for an angkot to go home, I felt a little disappointed for not seeing a Rangga. It's okay God might not allow me to meet a Rangga today.

I got on the angkot and opened my phone, I opened my whats app. I saw a Rangga's contact, I saw the last chat with a Rangga. Shortly after, I saw a Rangga online. I'm so happy. That's my happiness now. Just looking at her whats app, just looking at her from a distance already makes my heart happy and expect nothing more than that.