SOULMATES

Surprise birthday Alka

Today is the first day of Junior High School and MPLS High School, exciting also so many school children who buy snacks in the store to answer their MPLS puzzles. Stationery was also attacked by schoolchildren. Thank God I am grateful for my efforts rame, slowly but surely hopefully my efforts are more blessed.

New teaching, when I open a new page also in my life. Burying deeply all the mass stories and stepping forward with a sense of optimism, sure in front of me will find my own happiness whether finding a life partner or not, all of them no longer affect me, he said, I'm happy with myself.

My goal now is to achieve all my dreams that have been delayed and happy for my own family.

Although the tests will always be there, Zara will have to endure. Even I want to convey a message to the readers of my novel, maybe you have been in my position, maybe you have fallen, disappointed, heartbroken, bullied. Be assured that you have the strength to rise because God always helps us, God is always by our side.

You have to stick with what you want and fight for excellence. My mother always said Zara your dreams are too high, you'll never be able to reach her. But I never listened to my mother. I was trying to prove to my mom that I could. Despite falling over and over again I will never give up.

What disappointed us was not hope. What disappointed me was the reality. Because reality is not in line with expectations. Zara is a village boy who has big dreams, even once said to be strange, shy, unreasonable, too many dreams, delusional. But all that is just the assumption of people who try to drop and block my steps only. For what it is to be an average person if we can still be different people, we can change reality and prove it to them.

Pain, disappointment and loss are the ways God taught me. Without pain we will never learn to be strong. Without disappointment, we will never learn to be adults. Without loss we will never learn the meaning of sincerity.

Whatever you decide to do, make sure you are committed to doing well. Maybe you haven't been able to realize your dream now, keep trying to move forward. Be a hill if you cannot be a mountain. If you can't be the ocean be the lake. It is not the measure that determines success, but be the best.

Remember, you are the creator of your own reality. Your thoughts become your words and your words become actions. If you can't fly, run if you can't run. If you can't walk, crawl.

No matter what, keep moving. As long as you take action you move forward, regardless of the mistakes you will learn from the mistakes. That's how your soul grows.

Keep thinking positively, behave positively then later you will produce positive as well. Moreover, we as women, it has become our nature to always take care of ourselves and honor. There is no need to be afraid not to get a partner because God has prepared the right and proper priest and one day God must meet in a beautiful way that is never expected. There is no need to be afraid to achieve dreams because God is always by your side. God and the universe are fully supporting you. So make your life amazing.

Like her thing a wrapped gift. The gifts from God will be wrapped. Her pack is a test. Are we able to stand and pass the test sincerely. If we have passed the test, God will surely give us a very special gift.

Opening a new chapter in life, both with my son.

"Jarel let's get up, school. "

"Yes. "

Today still wear free clothes, because it is still in the introductory period. Jarel's going to class as TK B now.

I took my son to school as usual on foot. There are many new children in Kindergarten A.

"A mommy came home. Don't wait to be big. "

"Yes." Yeah."

There are many mothers waiting because during this one week, new children are still allowed to wait for their mothers at school.

Coming home from Jarel school I stopped by the minimarket to fill the balance.

"A fill in the usual balance yes. "

"Can. "

Suddenly the other cashier asked.

"Don't Tumben ever use Zara's car again?"

Indeed he has known me for a long time, because I often fill the balance as well, Supervisor minimarket is he.

"Oh no a in over credit. "

"Oh yeah, where are you? "

"Take people. " Laughing Zara replied.

"Yes my. I'm sorry I asked, because I haven't seen the one here in a long time. Usually like to fill in the balance of kalo malem."

"It's been a long time since February 11."

"Patiently yes, surely later also get a better replacement."

"Amin.hopefully yes a."

"Ehm.why wonder." suddenly there was the sound of his friend from under the counter. Turns out there's a guy under the cashier's desk again taking a break.

"Ask aja. " The supervisor answered with a smile.

"Oh yeah, where's Zara's house? " the supervisor asked again.

"In the karek a deket high school. "

"Oh yes often there is also delivery of goods. "

"Yes." Yeah."

"Ehmm. ehmm. ouch cough, hoarse a sorry ya." his friend pretended to cough from under the cashier's desk.

It's funny how they are.

"Udah entered the salad, checked first. "

"Yes, thanks a. "

"Yes are the same."

I came out minimarket with a smile of my own. It turned out that the supervisor had been watching me for a long time. Yesterday I asked when I didn't leave the house. When I was confused again at that time.

I'm back in the store. He also took my groceries back to the store as usual. It turns out today it's time for the payment of the electricity bill the quiz balance again. Because this morning can only fill 300 thousand. The money in my store is very fast, while the capital is limited. As best as I can, I can arrange it. Shop for the most important store stock than the important one first. Not yet divided into equal balances Ice cream as well. Alhamdulilah do not forget I am always grateful.let's spend a little important capital turnover is healthy. This is all I can do now.

I don't want to have to go back to the minimarket to fill the balance again.

Arriving at the minimarket it was again deserted buyers. The supervisor was again leading the meeting with other employees, there were 4 employees in this minimarket and one supervisor.

"Fill Zara's balance? " said one of his employees.

"he. he. yes. "

The Supervisor who turned his back immediately turned to look at me.

"For a while, I filled Zara's balance first." said one of his works.

"Yes. "

"The number is Zara? "

"I gave my phone to the cashier. "

"Until where I said yes. " The supervisor asked his employees.

"Ga knows pa. " One of his employees answered. All the employees saw me and they all had strange smiles.

"What did you forget. " With the wrong behavior of the Supervisor was smiling and also saw all his employees who were like that.

"Udah entered zara try to check. " said the cashier while returning my phone.

"Oh yes, thank you."

"Either. "

"Let's go, I nod my head to the Supervisor who still hasn't restarted the meeting. "

"Oh yes. Thanks to Zara. "

"Yes. "

It's funny how they are. What Zara looks like now in their eyes. Am I so charming now. I don't know if I don't really care about that kind of thing.

No more baper-baper. Se doesn't care it's me now. I will welcome anyone who wants to come and anyone who wants to be lost.

For me my life is now an empty space. Who would fill me say thank you, who chose to go I said carefully. Not complicated and not sick.

Because love should not be given to the opposite sex or partner. Love can be given to anyone. We can give love to our families and the people around us. It can also be with career and effort. If done with full love then we will get abundant blessings from God far beyond our expectations.