SOULMATES

Hutment

Give you up completely.

Although it will not be easy, I will always try to let you go without having to hate you. Let go of you without forgetting you. Every thing that's shaken up, it might have to be let go. Although we believe he's the best, but in fact, it's not always the fastest.

Forcing myself to hold him back from leaving, only makes me tired of myself, useless. And you will never choose to return, you keep stepping away to leave and I never understand you. Because the person who really means it will not go that easily.

I try never to regret anything I've ever fought for you. Although I was just tired, even though I was disappointed in the end.

All that I have fought for, all that I have given, take as a proof that I love you very much. Never intended to use you, even though I know my car installments are very overwhelming. Although I know the burden of my life is not easy.

Let our memories make it better for me to meet someone better and you meet someone who you think is the best. Someone who has no flaws in your eyes. Someone who never makes a mistake. Someone unlike me who loves you with many flaws.

Let me fix myself to love someone I deserve more. Someone who not only wants to be understood. But I also want to learn to understand. Someone who not only wants to fight but also wants to fight.

Take off, to grasp someone faster. Giving up every hope I ever tried. Shepherding every tired, after so complicated loving the wrong.

After choosing to quit, one thing you don't need to think about is thinking about me again. Let this miss torment me. Let regret hurt you someday you will realize.

That I am someone who loves you sincerely right now, it's just that you are too eager to love someone better than me the Rose, the angel you always have in your heart.

Missing you properly, remembering you as necessary and giving you up completely. I shouldn't keep hoping for a heart that makes you feel worthless. And letting go of you is a way of appreciating myself.

Because the time continues to run, my car installments continue to run, the goods in my shop have begun to thin out. installment dates have begun to approach. My mother is no longer able to help me, my aunt is no longer able to help me.

if only an investor would cooperate with me, I believe my business can grow. If I am able to face my own burdens I do not need to get married. It's just that I feel too heavy to run this all by myself, I know there's a God who always helps me.

God help me to get out of this test. I can no longer afford it. Please God give me your miracle, for I know your help is very close. God never breaks promises. God is fair.

God also said God will certainly give a test in several phases, everything we have to go through according to the process. God will test us with a little fear, pain, loss of a loved one, abandonment of a loved one - the test of feeling - hunger, lack of treasure - the test of treasure. Then at the end of the verse, Give glad tidings to the patient, Is not the help of Allah near. Because behind a test God also gives us blessings that we sometimes forget.

When facing this test I chose to emigrate it was one example of the favor that God gave me. Thank God, I am so grateful to you.

Then when we are patient, when we rely, when we endure, if we are kind enough to think that God will never leave us, If we are Ridho with all the provisions of God then we will arrive at the second phase in hijrah, namely the phase of help and ease from Allah Swt. God will give you unexpected help.

Allah will provide a way out, Allah will provide unexpected sustenance, Allah will make all his affairs easy. I will wait for a surprise from you, God. Kun fayakun's. Be!! with the permission of God.