SOULMATES

Take care of the mother and the baby

I sent a message back to A Rangga, I want to know if I will be known to his mother or not, because he once said, later if it is time.

"I want to see Mamah A Rangga, say thank you. "

There's no reply.

"Diem. The shop's closed tomorrow, right?"

There's no reply either.

"Ga bales, busy huh? "

"Abis maen game, yes tomorrow the store is still closed. "

"Always maen games. "

"Why? "

"Ga anything. "

"Have you not read the novel yet? ga rame? "

"Udah." with three thumbs.

I bales with a griny emoticon, there's no other word you give me but thumbs.

"You want to meet Mamah A Rangga? "

"You what? "

"You are rantang. "

"Basic. "

"You shaman aja, it's salaman go home. Silaturahmi from Temen A Rangga, Udah. Can ya?

You're not returning my message.

For the first time in history, I saw you update the status of your own photos.

I commented with a laughing emoticon.

"Hayo, can you see Mamah A Rangga? Don't get rich before the reason is embarrassed his house is ugly, later if there is time. Strictly yes, I'm used to the same attitude of you. Will not cry again, already strong mentally because of frequent training. "

You don't bales order me.

I send you the development of my novel that more and more people like, thank you.

"Just keep looking. Exciting yes fad of urgency. "

You ain't bales, either.

"A Rangga, Busy huh? "

Still not bales.

I sent the whats app from her teacher tk jarel to A Rangga.

"TK teacher Jarel also read, Sorry A Rangga so famous. "

Oh my God, this man is testing my patience. I thought maybe it was the right time for me to ask for clarity with this relationship, I remember the words A Great Struggle, please, maybe it's the right time for me to fight for the last time before I step back and stop fighting for you. And get out of your life forever. Although this is difficult but I must be firm, rather than always expecting the uncertain.

"A Rangga, Can't A Rangga honest story with me. "

"meaning? "

"About A Rangga's feeling the same as me, do you like it? hate it? tell me nothing, honestly. "

"It's normal, without both. "

O Allah, my heart feels stuck with a very sharp knife, sore and very sick.

"Relatedly? Really from a rich heart?

Don't be deterred by prestige and ego. Speak for what it is. Relax A Rangga, I will not demand A Rangga marry me, if A Rangga does not want. The most important thing is that I once knew how A Rangga felt as well as how rich I was. Because until now my feelings are the same you never change. It's a real shame. No matter how bad A Rangga's behavior is with me, I accept. If we want to both be better people in the future, if our goals are the same, I want to fight. But if our goal is different, maybe I should go. Although my affection for A Rangga will always be there. Because all this time I've learned from the purpose of marriage that A Rangga once said to me.

That marriage not only unites the heart, but also unites the soul, ego, person, and different thoughts for the same purpose.

Everything needs a process, not as easy as a blink of an eye.

All this time I have followed the process, just leave all the results to God. Hopefully it can be a consideration A Rangga yes.

"There is nothing hindered, after all I said, hate no, like even just a friend no more. Do what is hidden. "

Oh God, I've been misunderstanding all this time.

"Oh, really? Because in A Rangga's heart there was someone else. Then don't wait until I finish the iddah period, right? "

I sent you a screenshot of a message you once said you wanted to see your mother when there was time. "That's just an excuse, right? "

"Yes mommy? The question is just one. Want what? "

"You know the guy, keep saying thank you. If A Rangga had helped me to be who I am today, no more. Silaturahmi. "

"Oh that, yeah please. But I can't go with you. "

"Yes, because even though we're not as fooled as you once said we can still be good friends. "

"So it is according to personal self, the woman who is introduced to parents, she who becomes a friend of the future. Many of my female friends also come home without me. Other languages Live at home."

"Yes, share the loc. "

"Even sometimes I don't know there are people who play at home. "

"Yes, please it's possible for the future wife of A Ranga. I am not A Rangga's wife. "

"Yes for sure, whoever he will be a life partner must be known dong, he means known specifically. Not as an ordinary friend. "

"The problem is, do I not know the address of a Rangga house where. share loc ga? "

"Yes later, because for today until Sunday mamahnya not at home."

"Oh yes, later. "

I don't know when, it's always uncertain.