SOULMATES
Wedding gift
I sent A Rangga a message.
"A Rangga has a heart, right? "
"meaning? "
"Think about it."
"Yes. "
Masya Allah, what your heart is made of.
"May be more sensitive. "
"Ga understands. "
Haha, I can only laugh. What my struggle has been all this time has never been seen in your eyes. My sincere love has never been of value to you.
i reply.
"Yes, it's nothing. "
"Yes. "
Emotions of the soul also me for a long time, It has been enough for me to be patient, endure pain and cry.
"You are so cruel that his people A Rangga, have no heart. "
"Ga understands. "
I could only sigh and stroke my chest, Oh God why am I met with someone like this.
"Sampe whenever possible will never understand. "
"Yes. "
O Allah, if you are in front of me now, I have gone, and I have taken your long hair..
"Yes, It's up to A Rangga aja, Emang ga jumba want how else. Try as hard as possible if it is not considered free. "
"I'm just committed, who's with me he's the one I'm fighting for. Whether or not God decides. "
"You as sincere as I love a Rangga, if a Rangga can not open the heart ya can not."
You answer.
"God is the One who turns back the hearts of men. "
I got dizzy with your answer to Rangga.
And you answer again
"Open your heart, what about the one in your heart? "
Jlebbbb. My heart was pierced, it was a bloodless wound, crying without tears. Because maybe my tears have run out all this time. I can't shed any more tears.
"Roses, right? "
"yes. "
What do the words of Yuda at that time tea later prawedding in hill baros aja yes. A Rangga tea will be brought home he said, we enter only. Tea later we go together to the house of the teteh, yes A Rangga. Words that are mere nonsense.
"Hat A Rangga there is a Rose, while my heart has A Rangga. "
"Just play with her heart and you too if that's the system. Feelings are not something that tea can force. "
Applause for you a Rangga, congratulations you are great, why didn't you say those words from the beginning.before I got to know you too far. After I fought to the point of the last blood until I was tired of waiting, until my tears dried up could not drip anymore, you just said feeling is not something that can be forced.
I remembered with your words, you once felt the bitterness of being hated by someone. Yes I also realize now, indeed your attitude deserves to be hated.
"My feeling may be a wrong one. It's hard to get rid of, it takes time. "
"God gives and asks God to remove it. "
"It's easy anyway, if only you hadn't replied to my first chat, maybe it wouldn't have happened like this. "
"Sorry, so I'm wrong. "
"No, Zara's wrong. It has been so presumptuous to love you sincerely, I am wrong. "
I remembered your words when I confirmed my question at that time whether A Rangga would refuse or accept me.
You answered,
The point is because now you are still in the iddah period with smiling emoticons,
which I reply.
Oh so rejected her later on May 22, nangis nangending it.
you reply, you reply,
don't suudzon, I don't want to rush the end even bad, we just live it first. There's still time.
Funny, it's all just bullshit.
I found your words again A Rangga.
Not yet feel able to take full responsibility, fully as a husband, yet fully responsible as a wife, the other responsibilities we live together.
Did you say the same thing to the rose.
"It's funny you're A Rangga. "
"Who is funny. "
Allahu akbar, you are not aware as well. I'm talking to the wall.
"That's what you say to Rangga, if you already have a rose, why can you still say that to me. Single parent woman."
"A Rangga, I am lucky to learn so much from people like you, It turns out that in this world there is no man who deserves to be loved. "
"A Rangga thank you very much yes, I finally know both Ditto, A Rangga, or A Chandra are all the same. No one is able to be my life partner, no one deserves to be my life partner, maybe I am too valuable for you to hurt. Funnier. "
"Who hurt? "
Bodo very, you have a brain right A Rangga. Try to think, find your own answer. That's my job.
