SOULMATES

Not a joke

Today I went back to shopping at A Rangga as usual, rather a lot of his shopping because of the transfer money from Ditto.

I squatted in front of the cashier while mentioning my groceries for input, Suddenly someone passed behind me.

"Sorry tea. "

I looked at the guy, Oh it was A Rangga. I wear a long shar'i hijab. I'm getting used to this. Then he came back and sat down at the cashier table right in front of me. I saw his eyes, Thank God this time I'm getting used to not being awkward anymore. I assume everything that has passed with him in this place was just my beautiful dream, and now I wake up. Aware of accepting the fact that you A Rangga I can no longer achieve.

When I paid for the groceries you stood there. When I came out, you turned around. We were face to face and almost touched because it was so close, I bowed my gaze and quickly went out. I passed in front of you.

I went out and waited for the goods in Hilmi while sitting my eyes unconsciously watching Hilmi who was preparing my goods, because I was happy to watch out for people who were working.

"Hey, see that's so much tea? "Hilmi surprised me.

"Oh, nothing, look at her. "while I laugh and Hilmi laughs.

"Let's go home, it's done. " When carrying my groceries to the car.

"Come on. "and I followed him behind.

She's a good person, always help me out with shopping. Even when I was first going to prove my instructions, when I was looking for A Rangga would ask for help with the printer. Unfortunately, Hilmi can not help computer problems, he said, A Rangga usually can. He said it like that.

I went home to the store, and tidied up my groceries as usual.

"Get Grandma, she said she wanted to go. I have also been hating for a long time. "

"Yes. "

I went and picked him up.

At home, I asked again about you A Rangga. I explained that if you already have a boyfriend, you don't need to be expected anymore, you don't have to wait anymore.

Mother could only sigh, and hold her chest. I know you're sick, you're disappointed. But we can't blame God's destiny ma'am, even though I love A Rangga so much, but his heart already belongs to someone else we can't force, He chose to leave. Just be sincere, ma'am.

Mother was very angry, and sad why I had to meet you A Rangga if this time should be abandoned as well. I can't say anything.

I don't want to, I'm shopping at your place again. Because it's the same as helping someone who has hurt their child like that. I really hate A Rangga this time.

But I can never hate you for too long, because the story of me and you may have to go through, like a dream. A situation where I feel very happy because there are you who help heal my wounds. But as soon as it ends there is no trace like her that you feel, much different from me, who is trying hard to heal my heart. Because you never felt hurt to me.

You are indeed my SOULMATE a Rangga, you are someone God sent into my life, to heal my wounds from Ditto. So that I didn't feel much pain in parting with Ditto. You are able to make me love myself more, I am learning to improve myself, learning to be a better person, learning to love someone as they are, learning to be patient, learning to be sincere, learning to forgive, learning to forgive, learn to respect time, learn to be a very strong woman, never give up on circumstances. The most important thing is to learn about faith, trust and trust in God, only God is almighty in whatever happens in our lives.

You're my iddah time companion, and after I recover, after I've gone through all this process. You're goin. As if everything I've been through is just a dream.

Thank you very much A Rangga