SOULMATES

In my heart there is still his name

Today I plan to go to Cianjur, family gathering at home om and aunt, I'm happy. At least by going out of the house my mind can be fresh again.

"A Jarel let's get ready for the goods already in the car, let's pick up grandma first at home ua."

"Yes. " With his enthusiasm my son is also happy to go out for a walk.

I picked up my mom, dad and brother, and my niece was all ready. And get in the car. I passed your shop A Rangga. I saw you in the front sitting in a shopping check chair. The store was rame, but it was still early in the morning.

Son says.

"Mom, that's a Rangga there. Later if I meet aa hit, want aa jam her hair. Nasty a Rangga likes to make nangis mamah. Aa hates the same A Rangga. "

Everyone in the car laughed.

Mother replied.

"Biarin aa, later embarrassed a Rangga her if hit the same aa. " by stroking the chest, my mother's heart relapsed again. Maybe because too over-thinking will recur. But still come to the house of Om and aunty, not good with them because it has been preparing to provide for the arrival of all our families.

Arriving at Om's house and aunt, they immediately greeted us happily.

"Which other one is it? "

ask aunty to me, because the cousins are not yet seen.

"Not aunty, just on the way out just on the phone. We're leaving first. Fear of traffic jams turned out not, Alhamdulilah smoothly."

"Oh yaudah while waiting for a snack, the food is ready. Want coffee, tea what syrup take it. Auntie wants to cook first. Not quite right yet."

"Every aunt. "

Waahhh.. her food was a lot. her time to restore my appetite, too long to eat heart until my weight just dropped drastically. Previously wanted a difficult diet, now no intention of dieting the body more and more days even slimmer. closer to thin anyway. ha. ha..

"Where is A Rangga? "

Well, I'm surprised to choke on food. What do I have to say.

"Udah has a aunt's boyfriend."

Auntie shocked.

"Well.how is that? Didn't you say from the beginning?

"No, I'm just her friend she said.so ordinary, I don't feel wrong she's aunty. "

"There are rich people. Diem-diem it turns out, not his same chat women are also not ordinary he said yes. A graduate of the pesantren, right?"

"Yes aunty, maybe to all the women that time, bring the postulate. I don't know if I don't understand. "

"Oh yeah, maybe he's not the best. Later also replaced more good with God."

"Yes aunty, amen hopefully. Her father was mother to mind. Yesterday afternoon also self-medication did not say the same to me, I was at home. I'm ga ngabarin."

"Hopefully get well, don't mind a lot of freedom. "

"Yes aunty kasian his name is also a parent, maybe worried yes. But what else do Tan, I have also tried, but if you are not a soul mate, how do again. I can't force. Ditto aja who has lived for years together the same I can go easily, especially A Rangga who just yesterday knew the same me too."

I tried not to tell her the same problem mom, because I know, if you have a lot of thoughts of pain must have recurred.

I always encouraged my mother to give up all my business to God. I always strengthen my mother, so that she does not worry too much about me, but my heart is also not strong. Pray for me, for only a mother is most precious in the eyes of God.

My cousins have finally arrived. We all gathered. Eating together, joking laughter.My sadness can also be a little treated if family gatherings like this. It feels so good.