SOULMATES

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This morning I sent a message to A Rangga.

"A Rangga, is there a vacancy there? Make that input, or make things, anything I can. I want to apply for work. In the factory I used to work no vacancies, in other factories there but have to use 9 million money. Going to dubai mama's sick, don't give permission."

No message from you.

My mother called me back to her room.

"De just bring mom to the train road. let's hit the train, already bosen life is not strong dizzy."

I tried to calm my mother.

"Please ma'am, can't talk carelessly. Don't mind much I ain't nothing, strong. "

"Abis shop, money for cars already exists? "

"It's okay just a while later if there is a provision we shop again, the car money is there. Stay tuned now."

"No buyers, it's from the morning buyers a lot, but the goods abis. What do you want to sell? If mom's life can be made of money, sell it. Life was not able to have long time same heart disease also mending mother died so that mother's life is calm. "

I could only hold back and not cry. I can't answer anything.

"The car does not want to be removed, pinjem online only for the month now, the money that is used to make shopping."

"Riba mom, I don't want to. Now yes, next month will be from where to pay the loan while there is interest also to be paid. If the car wants to be released I find out first, want to be released kosapa. If you return to leasing the installment money will not return, while all this time I have been nyicil as hard as I can. Keep going now I have to let go easily."

"Yes, I thought I was looking for the best way out. "

I don't know what to do, I'm confused. I took out my car and headed to A Rangga's shop. I gotta talk.

I met A Eko in front of the store.

"A Rangga ga work? "

"There's tea in the barn. "

"Oh yes, thank you. "

"I came in, you were there. Squat tidying up stock goods. "

"A Rangga."

You look at me, whether surprised or not.

"You what? "

I'm holding his hand.

"We're talking yuk, in the back."

"Speak what?"

I still held his hand and took him to my feet.

"Hayu, come with me for the story."

The other kids just saw my strange behavior maybe, but I don't care.

Finally you stand I follow her to the barn.

I hold your hand and hope you will hear my story.

I squatted in front of him and A Rangga sat on a pile of dus in front of me.

"Why? "

I just looked down and cried.

"Here you are now, what shopping would you like to cry? "

I try to catch my breath, try to calm down and start talking.

"I should how? "

"Where's what? "

"Mother's sick, store stuffs abis, her money dipake nyicil car. "

"Would you choose what car shop? Must not be praying istikharah right? that's why."

"For now I'm not in the choice. "

I hit him and pinched his leg.

"A Rangga is evil, very evil. "

You just scream sick.

"Don't do that, then my feet can be muffled. "

That's not much if compared with my heart, want a whisper, want bruise bodo very, my heart is also numb. If there is no Rose in your heart, it is not the time to take care of romance. The important thing for now is that you can help me to find a way out is enough.

"You want to take the car off?"

"Where? bargain A Fadli if you want. "

"Ga wants a Fadli baby car so it's got a sembako load."

"Ga problem, rather than in using cheating. more useful dipake effort. If the car is removed, how do I shop? what kind of school shuttle? "

"There is an om, can be delivered shopping goods from here directly to the store, take postage but. Jarel's got a motorbike for the shuttle."

"Boy doesn't have a motor. "

I looked back down and cried loudly.

"Hey, crying can't solve the problem. "

"Where is the car returned to, what is it to the dealer? No money back?"

I just shook my head and cried.

"Kalo ga re-assume all this time the car rental money because it has been made right.

My crying is getting louder.

"Where is Chandra?"

"Reverse. "

"Surely, which man would want to know your heart like that."

"That's the reality of A Rangga aja who has no feelings. "

I sprained, I pressed the back of his leg with my car keys.

"Sick hey. "

"It hurts, just like my heart. "

A lot of kids come in and bring in dusan and people who buy too. Sales distributor as well. They smile at me. I don't care about them I'm just quiet.

"Sharah prayers again. "

"Yes. "

"Udah found his answer. "

"Boss, cape. Pray istikharah or nggk answer is always on you a Rangga I cape, even sleep I dream her same you. Can't I just sleep. "

You just laugh.

Someone called from outside.

"A Rangga goods coming. "

"Yes. "

"I'm going to take Jarel to school, too."

"Yes, go home first, talk about it again. "

"Yes. "

I got out, got in the car and headed home. I don't know why after talking to you my heart is relieved. Even though I don't get a solution.