SOULMATES

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O God in my bow I rest in front of you again, maybe now I can no longer shed my tears. But may I ask once more, When will this test be over? Will I be strong enough to get through it?

Will I remain patient in my life?

O God, never once have you forsaken me, never once have you turned away from me, do I feel unable and want to give up.

But, If this is all to atone for my sins of the past, give me strength O Allah, always protect me, and always lead me to always be in your path.

God, let me cry for the last time, so that my heart may be relieved. Although these tears can't shed anymore. At least my heart and mind wanted to be free from all my current pain.

This shoulder is too tired to feel strong, this heart is too fragile if it always falls,

Oh my God, just hug me for a second. I've been a great human being in the eyes of the right person.

but what am I for those who pretend to be blind to me.

Allow me to cry for a moment. Although these tears can not shed anymore. I'm just an ordinary woman who will always miss the moon.

They don't know how bad I am right now. All they know is that I always look normal without knowing how it feels.

This is my story now.

It hasn't started yet, it's done.

Not yet, it hurts.

Like a broken heart, wanting a drop of love that can heal.

The story of someone who ignored my presence.

He forgets that the night will change morning, the morning will change day, and the day will change night.

The end is twofold, leaving to let go or endure to just see her happy.

Sadly, this is my story at the moment.

Maybe this is the last message for you A Rangga

"Later, if there's no more me interrupting your day, no more messages asking for news. No more words, I'm home, the spirit is his work.

Believe me, I never stopped loving you until my iddah period was over, because it was our promise. Because of how much I understand, Do'a is the way

loving things that are not owned. I always remember with your words "God is all-reversing the heart of man, a soul mate will never be exchanged, if a soul mate will not go where, God willing if our soul mate will be united in the way of God, God willing, When the time has been appointed by God. God willing."

and according to my first do'a in my prayer istikharah, and do'a in every prayer of my tahajud.

God, I beg for guidance,

If a Rangga is destined to be my soul mate or he can help me and he is the best for me, for my religion, for my life, for my afterlife.

Please God, bring him close to me,

ease the way for me.

But when a Rangga is not the best for me, for my religion, for my life. Please, O Allah, keep me away from him and keep him away from me, and I beg you to bring me the best for me besides Rangga because you know what I do not know, for you are almighty, and I am powerless.

o Allah, I think that at this time my struggle to get the heart of someone I love, and I admire it is over, I return it and I leave all my business to you, O God, whatever happens in my life, I'm ready to accept it, because I'm sure that's what's best for me.

I am so thankful to you, O God.