SOULMATES

Don't you feel sorry?

I stopped down in front of the gas agent.

"How many tea tubes?"

"12 is just."

"Ok ready. The father goes home first, wait a minute."

"Yes. If gas can be delivered to the store?" I asked the staff."

"By tea, at least a thousand different prices. "

"Oh yes, the car will be sold later, I can't take it here myself."

"What's the problem? "

I told him everything, and he just fell silent.

"Patient tea, I believe it is strong."

"Yes a."

The father of the gas agent came with a smile.

"Eh Zara come here. How much gas is it?"

"Ready by, 12." I followed him inside and sat down in front of his cashier table.

"When gas can be anted to the store?"

"Well, why?" with a smile smile.

"The car wants to be sold, it can't be nyicilnya."

"How much is the monthly installment? "

"3,402,500, 34 more times Daihatsu sigra matic 2020."

"How much are you willing to pay for each month? I will help her out the month. "

"Well.hey mean? do you understand me, pa? afraid of being made a young wife.

The father laughed, would you?

The father laughed again.

"Yes, I'll tell you later, I asked my friend first.

"Yes, thank you. "

I went home to the store, tidied up my merchandise.

Done that, I ironed my clothes while chatting with my father. Mom fell asleep in the room.

"When will the car be offered? I asked my father."

"Not met the guy. "

"Well, why one by one my dreams after the istikharah become reality.even lately his dreams always come true. Only one that has not yet come true is A Rangga invites me to fill together one empty building. I guess I'll marry him apparently not. "

"Yes, perhaps because you have always prayed to Allah for guidance. God answered him through a dream. So you know what you have to do. "

"Yes, maybe so."

Unexpectedly, she immediately shouted from the room. Until I was shocked.

"Wake up woy, want until when fantasizing continues.The reality of Golden mother abis. When to change? "

Until all the harsh words all came out of my mother's mouth. God, wake up mom. I didn't know my life would be like this either.

Mother blames a Rangga.

I don't accept it because a Rangga is not wrong, I'm the one who brought her involved. It was A Rangga who taught me many things. I had a big fight with my mom.

I'm also actually sick, I'm not actually strong. But I have God, who always accompanies me, strengthens me.

All my words are not working, there are only emotions in my mother's mind. What emotions do you want if you do not give all my business to God who has his own pain.

If I could choose, I want to die right now. But fate does not allow such, the proof is that I still stand tall until now, even though the storm hit me alternately but with the strength of God.I was able to stand upright until now, I was able to stand up straight, my dear mother did not accept that.

Mom forced me to sell her car today. It's like selling that kind of fry. Another car. Please give the key to dad if you want to sell it now I'm willing. Let me get some more capital for me and mom to use gold again. Let me be satisfied.

And I swear, if my car is sold. I will not marry again for the rest of my life. I'm gonna grow up Jarel myself. For what if later I succeed there is a man coming to propose to me. Everything will be meaningless, because of what I need right now. Someone who can help me. If it doesn't exist until my car is sold. I swore I would never marry again in my entire life. I will live happily alone with my son Jarel.