SOULMATES

old habits do not continue

At night I sent a message back as usual.

"A Ranges. "

"Grand."

"Again what?"

"Scrolling only. "

I reply with a grim emoticon.

"There's oil packing ga? "

"empty."

"You'll have another one, tell me. Want to buy thr customers who are still loyal shopping to my store. Shame if you're used to saying it right now is not. it's not good to be."

You didn't reply to my message, I sent it again.

"Wasleep?"

"Yet. "

"Tomorrow work?"

"work. "

"OKs. I'm shopping tomorrow morning."

"Yes can. "

You disappeared, no more replying to my message.

I'm trying to sleep, but I haven't been able to. I've been having insomnia lately. I made a video for my youtube channel again, while waiting for the drowsiness to come.

I made a video with my heart will go on.

it's about.

The journey to finding true love

You and I accidentally met God,

When I first saw you, my heart shook, you were different.

Days change, in silence I admire you.

Until the time came, when I felt hurt, I was broken, I fell.

I can't believe that love exists. There is only sadness, hurt and disappointment.

God is very good, though,

God brought you to heal my wounds, you came to give me encouragement, to make sure I was able to pass all my trials.

Convince me that I still deserve to be loved.

Always pray for me, accompany my every sorrow, listen to all my stories.

You are always there for me.

Unknowingly, Love grows.

I want to be yours.

God says something else

a deep pain cannot be described by words.

Here I learned that we can never impose the will of God.

We can't always get what we want.

God is so good again,

When you and I were apart, I learned a lot like what you always say A Rangga.

We focus on each other.

Take care, take care, keep the honor.

Steadying yourself before God.

Because marriage is not just about uniting hearts, but also bringing together different souls, egos, individuals, and thoughts for the same purpose.

Every night your name is mentioned in my do'a.

Although distance, space and time separate, yet in each of my breaths, and in every beat of my heart, my heart,

your name is always there.

The more I try to forget you, the greater my love for you A Rangga.

I healed my past wounds,

You also heal your past wounds.

The past is not to be regretted, time and circumstances are not to blame.

The past provides a valuable lesson for moving into the future.

I'm sure God's scenario is beautiful.

Are you looking for a more beautiful future?

Although I don't know the end.

Are we a true partner, or a true friend?

Don't be afraid to step up.

God is always with us.

God will always guide us, to always be on his path.

Thanks very much.

I'm lucky to have known you A Rangga.

If you're here, there's nothing I'm afraid of.

And I know my heart will survive,

We'll be like this forever.

You are safe in my heart.

And I'll stay.

I hope...

Every third of the night, I pray and pray to God, if you are destined for me, then God will definitely unite us at the right time, later.