SOULMATES

An unwanted marriage

Today is my birthday, April 21, 2022.

I am very grateful because I was able to survive until today, in the morning I have paid my car installment, it feels very relieved. Despite seeing the merchandise in my store a lot of it was empty.

It's okay, maybe right now I have to experience being at the lowest point in my life. I believe this is not the end of everything. This is the beginning to happiness, this is the beginning to success. God is fair. It won't be forever that I'm at this point, the world is spinning. The storm must have passed, Believe and optimist keep moving forward. Whatever becomes the goal in the future as long as we step one by one we go through will eventually arrive as well.

I made a video for my youtube channel and I shared it on my facebook, a special gift for myself. Who can love ourselves, if not ourselves who love them. Who makes us happy if not ourselves.

Never expect others to share and love us, if we cannot love and make ourselves happy. If we already love ourselves then the best love will be present complementing and great happiness we will get.

A special gift video for myself using the song Women of heaven from the world, it contains

For me, for me,

Thank you for doing everything with your heart, I hope you live with full blessing. Full of happiness and long life always, amen.

For me, for me,

Thank you for holding on and fighting so far, it doesn't feel like this test will pass soon.

Not felt, we never cry together, sick together, survive a little longer huh.

Thanks,

With your patience in dealing with all these problems. Stay strong and never despair. Rest assured, happiness awaits you.

Pardon,

All this time I haven't appreciated what you've done.

Thank you for holding on, even if it was very difficult.

Thank you for staying strong when I want to give up.

Thank you for always being with me when others choose to leave.

Pardon,

I can't understand you very well, yet,

I'm sorry if I'm being too selfish, sorry if my dreams are so damning to you,

sorry if you have been hurt all this time,

sorry if all this time I was never satisfied, and forced to fight harder.

you should know that you mean a lot to me.

Thank you to me, myself,

Happy birthday, happy birthday,

May everything you aspire to be achieved, do not forget to be happy and always grateful.

A lot of friends who commented on Facebook they all prayed for me.

"Good morning, happy birthday"

"May long life, a blessed and happy birth bathin."

"Mabruk ye mabruk's. "

Thank you all, may your prayers be granted by Allah.

Ka Jo also posted on my Facebook account.

"Barakallah fi umrik."

I reply to comments.

"Thank you, my best brother."

My best friend is also devi

"Barakallah fii umrik bestie, all the best do'a yes. "

"amin.thank you so much for your love to me. "

there is someone who also said, I do not know his person named Chandra.

"Wilujeng tenang years, mugia more successful and achieved ideals na."

I'm confused who this is and I just avenge him

"Amin, thank you for that."

I was waiting for why a Rangga did not say birthday yes, are you busy, I feel sad anyway. But nothing may not have time. Workaholics like you might take care of something like this.