SOULMATES

Jealous

The more days it turns out that my novel readers are growing, I am very grateful and grateful to all of you who love my novel, hopefully there are lessons that can be taken from the story of my life journey, he said, because life is not easy, but we must not give up, must keep going, whatever risks we will face, remain optimistic and remain confident God will always help us in any circumstances, he said, God will never leave his servant, nor will God ever get tired of listening to every complaint about our problems. And God will always give us the best path we never thought possible.

I also always give news of the development of my novel to A Rangga. Because it is undeniable that you are my inspiration to write this story, you are the main role in this story. God is decisive, most importantly you are the one who gives me another color in my life, you who awaken the Love of my life, the Love of uncondition, the Love that never expects a return from you, you who awakened the spiritual side of my life, you who led me to emigrate.you who made me love myself more, you made me realize and grateful with the time we went through, a very short time but it makes me very happy, I am lucky to have known you A Rangga.

I'm sending you a message.

"A Rangga, it turns out that many like the story, but unfortunately the ending is sad." with emoticons laugh.

You didn't return my message.

"A Ranges. "

"Mulane. "

"Tarawih prayer, right? Sorry to interrupt another chat with Rose?"

"Basic, watch it again."

"Oh same, I also watch drakor bussines proposal. "

You won't reply to me again, I'll send you again.

"Udah is sleeping."

"Yet. "

I didn't see whats app reply from you, because after I sent the message I fell asleep.

In the morning I sent another message.

"I'm sorry Malem went straight to sleep. "by sending me photos of my novel development.

you reply with three thumbs.

"A Rangga has read until part 16 yet, it turns out rame also yes story.I do not realize."

I also sent pictures for my cover novel, maybe I want to give another idea for the cover.

Again you only reply with 3 thumbs.

"I wanted to launch the same marriage match a Rangga later, uh A Rangga instead chose the Thorny Rose. "

"Bird for me, it's nothing. Because Love doesn't have to have, My love is just as sincere Rangga."

You reply again with one thumb.

"Have you read all his novels yet? Curious too but yes, That's what the Rose looks like, Don't be covered sticker hold. Cassian. Later if you take it before going to bed read the novel continue to love the comment."

"God willing. "

I take your word, I found it in my novel,

"Oh yes, I'm sorry. Sorry if every time you send a message I rarely bales or even not reply at all. It's nothing, you're afraid you don't think I like it or I'm angry, right. "

"Maybe because of circumstances, he means because of his own usual circumstances, which he never chatted or anything else."

hahaha.I can only laugh reading this, are you saying this to the Rose as well. Maybe not yes, I'm too innocent.maybe I was played like that, believe me.

I found out the words of A Rangga agi.

"Too long to enjoy yourself, so the thing that is now done feels strange, sorry. I hope you understand."

Yes aa I understand, because I'm an innocent woman I'm sure you're a good person. Very amusing.

I found your answer again when I got married.

"And have said the reason, you are still living the period of iddah, later God willing if our soul mate met in front of the ruler. Still can not be fully responsible, fully responsible as a husband, you help fully in the obligation to be a wife, other obligations we run both."

I can only stroke my chest, if you answer at that time, sorry I already have a boyfriend, do not approach me. I'm done, this is another drama, I learned a lot from you.

I asked about your feelings too, but answer me, I do not have the same feeling you, do not approach me, this is another.

His answers.

"All the secrets of God, If I have no taste or no I do not know, now gini yes, if I have a sense of you or vice versa, but suddenly God eliminated that feeling for a certain reason, surely it will not be anything. Likewise, if I do not have the same feeling as you or vice versa, then God gives the affection in our hearts, it must stay accepting, right. For God is turning back the hearts of men."

"As long as there is no ijab qabul, if you have feelings for someone. you can not be completely affectionate, because you can stay and can go. But if I have been ayab qabul in a marriage then I will give everything, whatever it is. "

"So, for now, we take care of each other, take care of each other's honor. Let's fix ourselves first, both mutually self-reflect, anyway I also feel not good for anyone. God willing, we can be united with his riddhonya and with the destiny of God. God's best plan is beautiful. "

I laughed, was I the only one who baper heard your words at that moment, was it because my mentality was down at that time, so that with your words it makes me wish more the same a Rangga and I became loving a Rangga. Do you think about the readers? maybe my feelings are wrong.