SOULMATES

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finally I have passed 3 times menstruation and 3 times the holy period if in Islam my iddah period is over. just waiting for the official state on May 22, 2022, I have an official divorce papers.

I think one test of my life is over.

I told a Rangga, and sent him a message.

"A Rangga, still praying tarawih? Want to say congratulations to me? I passed the exam. Thank you for taking my exams. Without a Rangga maybe I wouldn't be strong."

"All because they are strong and always pray with Allah."

"Yes. "

I know God always helps me, God always protects me. But I'm sure, you are also someone God sent to accompany me at the right time, by meeting you I realize that I have many shortcomings and mistakes. with you I came to my senses, and returned to the path of God, God is so close. You mean so much in my life.

I hope that my relationship with you will continue and I send another message.

"Continue ga? "

"meaning?"

I just laughed, but you didn't understand what I meant.

I answered

"Ga knows. "

I saw the status of your Whats app.

"just a status yes, because the status of the Whats app does not have to be in accordance with reality. I am very happy, very lucky to know a Rangga.

I can turn into a better person now.I will continue to learn to improve myself. I'm happy to know a Rangga despite its cute nature, Reply message Also sometimes very short, continue to suddenly disappear.

Because actually the nature of a Rangga is good, loving, especially the same family and small children. But I salute The expression on his face can be just flat, straight, slow. cool tau. with laughter emoticons.

The most important thing is that I like, diligent, workaholic, hardworking, assertive, full of responsibility.

Sorry if my words were wrong.

His religion is also top, handsome and charismatic.

A lot of people like it."

you returned my message.

"Don't be too complimentary if you don't know him yet. Because what the eye sees is not necessarily the same as what is invisible."

"Not praise, for all praise belongs to God. Just a personal view. Not the one seen with the eyes either."

"Basic. "

"Sometimes, because people don't always do good but they don't always do wrong either."

"Yes, take the lesson, make it a lesson. "

you reply by giving three thumbs up.

I sent back a message.

"Goodoo. "

You didn't reply to my message, I sent it again.

"Definitely won't reply to my message, will you? just ignore. "

I sent another message.

"A Rangga."

"Mulane. "

"Again what? "

"washing the motor."

"Oh yes, continue. "

The next night I send you another whats app. Bosen message must also be you with my message, but it's okay, as long as I can still send a message. because one day maybe I'll stop sending you messages and I might disappear from your life.

"A Ranges. "

"Mulane. "

"Lasso."

You didn't reply to my message. I miss you, and wish you were by my side, but everything is impossible, even I didn't know you had the same taste as me or not. I can only hide in my solitude.

I want you by my side, joking around.Talking to each other, brainstorming, and planning for the future together.because only by your side is my life comfortable and perfect.

again this is just my hope and is inversely proportional to the real situation.

"Well, disappear. Sleeping?"

you didn't reply to my message.

I learned a lot, learned to understand your character, your habits. As time went on, I understood both what you were like and I could accept everything. but I don't know if you can accept me or not, and what you think I am, I don't know.