SOULMATES

Arrival intent

One week passed, I started to get busy with my business at the store and dropping off the schoolgirls as well. I am enjoying my day very much now.

Sometimes I fill my days with singing, praying, even Zumba with my son at home. There are many things I can do right now that can make my heart happy every day.

No need to bother shopping the contents of stock stores here and there. All of them came by themselves to the store. The stuff in the anter. I used to dream if later stock goods can arrive by themselves. I definitely don't have to bother going here anymore.

Thank God it turned out to be a reality now. I've retired also from shopping to the market, retired gallon lifts, gas lift pensions, flour lift pensions and drink dus-busan.

When the time came, all my dreams came true. Perhaps this is proof that God's plan is beautiful. There will be ease after hardship and everything is proven on Zara now.

Waiting for dateng stuff can be while watching, every day napping. Enjoy what else you deny. O Allah, thou art all-loving and merciful. After I passed your test, now I feel that happiness, in life. Calm and do not forget to always be grateful for everything that God has given me until this moment.

The driver delivered the goods as usual.

"Half a day om, already delivered goods at this hour? "

Because it's Sunday.

"Yes, sunday. What's that so rich again?"

"Watch Frozen om. " Laughing at Zara. Zara loves Disney movies, Barbie, Cinderella, Frozen, Aladin and many others, Ga..

"Gopi used to be hayo, it's got yam too. " My father offered boiled yams to the om because my father was again coffee while waiting for the store.

"Well, rich is delicious, try it. " The Om also ate his boiled yam.

"Hayo while resting om. "

"Wahh. yummy pa, sweet ya yam. Again, pa." He sat with my father.

I'm laughing. Laper is it? because there is nothing in the store that can be eaten, different from the same in my store. Long-long fat Zara also because too many tempting snacks, not to mention snacks that pass in front of the house, continue in front of the school is also a lot. Yes, I don't want to be in a prison right now. My weight must have gone up, failed the diet if gini how.

I walked into the house, continued watching with Jarel. The om still talking with my dad in the store for a long time, I don't know what they're talking about. What is clear is that the laper must be. So rest first while eating yam. ha.ha..

Suddenly a message came in on Telegram.

Tumben's got a message in DiTelegram, who? I use tele for a Korean drama group on going. Not chatting-chating.

A Rangga's.

Not wrong, really send a message first, after all the Purnama passed. I also forgot whose name Rangga was. Was there a rainstorm, what an earthquake. I don't know.

Rangga sent me a screenshot of my novel,

"A Rangga said it was the one I saw, there were many others. With his pride he thought he was the conqueror of many women, whoever he would get, with his looks and words of wisdom. When you feel unsuitable and bored, you will look for better. Even he once said maybe if I dandan and a little he would be tempted he said. Allahu akbar Very cool huh.

Even if A Rangga wants to have a girlfriend, he once said he would not be close. Mending the LDR, maybe I understand it now so that his behavior is not exposed, and can easily manipulate the woman. What kind of person do I want as a priest.

"Kok rich playing victim huh?" Said Rangga with emot laughing.

Lah playing victim from where yes, what from hongkong times. Maybe Rangga forgot he used to say that.

"If you only know someone not too long ago, do not be pretentious and then judge because you feel hurt.

Uncovered ?? What was revealed ? Behaviour ??

Ever said yes I was tempted if you dandan ??" Said Rangga again.

It's funny, when I've forgotten Rangga, uh he shows up again in a riot. Maybe Rangga Amnesia. He forgot all his words.

For what Zara knows Rangga long. 3 months is also more than enough, for Zara knows what kind of personality Rangga, why waste a long time to get to know him.

I didn't reply to Rangga's message.

Then, Rangga sent me another screenshot of my novel. Just found out Zara now. It turns out that Rangga secretly followed the story of my novel as well until now. I guess he didn't read my novel.

"You can be honest, I've never had a problem with status. There's one reason why I haven't had an escort yet. Honestly, I still have family members. My father is dead, and I still have a sister. If men have different responsibilities than women. Women if they are married, the responsibility to their parents is reduced, because of the transfer of responsibility to the husband. Whereas if the man despite being married the responsibility towards his parents remains the same. Most should be fair in his material living."

"I don't really care about Zara's status, but that doesn't mean I said I wanted to, right ??" Rangga.

Wawww.amazing his speech Rangga. Not that I said I wanted to. Please underline those words while he used to say it.

"You have told me the reason, you are still living the iddah period. God willing, if we are fools, we meet in front of the ruler. Still can't be fully responsible. Fully in the obligation as a husband, you help fully in the obligation as a wife.other responsibilities are carried out both."

"Can nanya? this is if yes, because I'm the type of person who thinks ugly first, good new, for everything. If I were the same you. But can't help too much for installments, how?

Still want to accept what is? I've said I can't refuse and I can't accept it either.

The reason I can't refuse is because I don't know who my soul mate is. Not going to refuse because I am not the type of person who likes to be picky, let alone status issues. The Prophet was also married to a khadijah whose status was a single parent, even his age above the Prophet.

Not going to refuse too, the time to refuse a beautiful woman who likes me, sincere again.

It will not be happy because there are still parents and sisters who must be happy, it will not be happy because they are aware of the lack of self and family, especially about material problems, fear of not being able to help with what has become a responsibility later. I will not accept it because my religion is not perfect. I have a principle starting from zero.

that's reason.

"The point is, because you are still in the iddah period. I don't want to rush the bad end. Rude gini yes, certainly do not want it if for example so the same I, continue to know the ugliness I continue you can not accept the shortcomings and ugliness of me which in the end failed again.

Must not want to, right? while walking, there is still plenty of time.

What was the meaning of all the words of Rangga at that time. There was a rose at that time. Who is playing Victim here? ha. huh.. Zara could only laugh now seeing all the things that had happened all along. Try first Rangga said at the beginning I am not interested in you zara sorry do not call me blocked already. finished his business Zara will not wait until the iddah period is over until my mother entered the ICU. This is another story.

Rangga sent another message.

"Please reread the wa and don't let there be any misunderstandings that seem to corner me.

No problem for me, it's just weird.

Strangely enough, when I try to be good to someone but misinterpreted the end is even viewed as bad. "

I just laughed reading Rangga's message. Rangga tried well. Good where it is from. I called many times on the IGD at the time. Is there one of my calls that Rangga answered, Ga at all. When I asked for help borrowing money when I didn't hold my mom's time in the ICU. Did Rangga help, not at all. But Zara did not want to borrow hundreds of thousands. Borrowed 20 thousand for sure at that time.

When at the beginning Zara always considered Rangga good. Rangga always says I'm as good as you think I am. Now Zara thinks Rangga is a jerk. Rangga wants me to consider a good person. What kind of person is this.

Rangga sent another message.

"I hope no more misunderstandings end in playing victim."

Whatever, Zara does not care now with the words of Rangga. Because his words do not fit the facts. Only good at the beginning, but after the iddah period I finished Rangga changed 360 degrees.

There's a rose, it's an ugly house, never hold the money. A myriad of reasons are making me sick now.

But I'm lucky to be behind all these stories, I'm a strong, independent, and pretty famous woman now. Rangga like alcohol that was splashed on the wound that was still gaping at that time. The pain is incredible. But maybe it's also my fault because I let him into my life first.

I replied to Rangga's message.

"Sorry, it's just a novel. It has nothing to do with you. If there's a similar story it's just a coincidence."

"Oh okay then, coincidence yes." with the laughing emoticon Rangga replied.

I don't want to deal anymore, because it's too painful for me to remember. I hope you never show up again in front of me Rangga. If you can't fix yourself yet please don't hurt anyone else.