SOULMATES

Flash Back's

There's a whats app message coming in from Kevin. This is the guy showing up again.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. "

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

"Mango linggih. "

"Yes mango. "

"Opieun na abis, I bought it first to the market."

Well, crispy. Doesn't make me that way.

"Yes can. "

"What did Pa Lebe's mother ask? "

I searched on google pak LEBE is a Detachable Officer in the Village/Village appointed by the local Lurah/Kades conducted through deliberations to reach consensus. Lebe's task is VERY VITAL in the Institution of Village/Village, so sometimes its existence is difficult to find, because a Lebe is required to be able to do all kinds of things, ranging from BATHING THE BODY, LEADING AN EVENT, because Lebe is required to be able to do all kinds of things, ranging from BATHING THE BODY, RECITING PRAYER and so on.

I'm laughing. Who wants to be his body.. I don't know.

"Udah. " I said that, this time I did not dare to bring mother before the person actually came home to propose. I'm afraid I'll be in the ICU again.

"We're all going to pa lebe's house. "

"By, most later asked what needs? "

Please do not need a lot of stale bases if you want to seriously come to the house.we will see how far the business is.

"Say I want to give you the same opinion as rangginang."

"Oh yes. I'd like to bring DIVORCE DEED."

"It's sorted out maybe. "

"Yes, it has not been taken. It is easy later if you want a new marriage taken. What do you do now. "

"Are you ready for marriage yet? "

"Even Zara would like to ask, Is there a man who is ready? that's it anyway. Simple right? "

"The hunt was taken rather than bitten by a mouse later there his DEED. Ready for long worship again after a life of heaven. Amyn.. "

"May Allah bring Zara together with the best, the right person, whom God has prepared who deserves to accompany Zara's life to the end of Zara's life."

"Amen. "

Zara always asks in every do'a,

O Allah, if a person is a mate and the best partner who will accompany my life, then he will come home. To propose to me and be my wife. The only wife he will love and cherish for the rest of his life, which he will cherish without ever disappointing me. I promised to devote my whole life to him.

Never come anyone who is not my soul mate to the house, because I do not want to hurt people, I do not want to reject people. Therefore help me O Allah, to hinder anyone who is not my soul mate, never come to the house. Because I know you know what I do not know, you have a million ways to do anything.

I'm far from manipulative, toxic, playing victim, Narsistic, Egoist, Arogan, Player, Childish.

Close me to good people who can teach me and lead me to be a better person.

"May be facilitated the road to halal ya Zara. " Keyl answered again his message.

"Amen. "

"Zara what day are you off? "

"Rich security. "

"More than security. "

"What kind of business at home? "

"Sembako and PPOB, photocopies too. "

"Complite yes. "

"Ga anyway. Ni was only willing to rise again after sliding freely down to the bottom of the deepest ravine. After divorce from husband. "

"Oh kirain because of the virus. "

"No. "

I will always remember for a lifetime. I was at the lowest point of my life. When I begged and cried to Ditto my ex-husband.

I lost my pride. It was as if my head was under his feet. What I got, nothing at all. I will always remember her expression of a very arrogant face thinking of me as if rotten garbage that she did not want to look at with her eyes. His face always turned away from me as if I were despicable. He didn't dare to look me in the eye and talk to me.

The same thing happened when I repeatedly pleaded with a Rangga for his help. When she let go of my hand holding her hand to beg her, she just left me in the car staring at her who was leaving.

Then when I cried in front of her while I was in front of her in the barn. I begged him. With her voice loud and indifferent to my presence in front of her, she could not look me in the face at that moment.

Especially when I really have no money at all, I intend to borrow from A Rangga, But he only focused on seeing the bon without caring about me talking to him. That's where my pride goes. My head is under your feet.

I am grateful and grateful to Ditto and Rangga. Because of your treatment of me like that. I finally came to my senses and I was reborn into Zara today, the strong Zara. Zara is not afraid of anything in this world. Zara is afraid of God. And Zara also believed that the love for Zara during this time was only God, who had always been there for Zara all this time it was only God, who would never make Zara's heart disappointed it was only God. The only one who listened to Zara was God. God is always in Zara's heart.

I did not forget the words of A Rangga at that time,

"Average color everyone will be good at the beginning but not necessarily at the end. And maybe I am among them too. Sometimes, because humans can not always do good but indeed not always do wrong. "

Yes that's human. But I'm sure that if Ditto and Rangga are actually good people, you're good people too. You guys are great. I'm lucky to have known you guys.

"Take lessons and wisdom from every event. Lost treasures can be found again. Family happiness is more important."

"Yes. "

"It is easy to be given abundant sustenance in the future. Stay excited. "

"Thank you Kevin."

"Together, remember life goes on. There are small heroes too, so don't give up easily. "

"Ready. "

"Life line and the twists and turns of everyone's life are different. There are more disadvantaged people out there. His family, business, children, and all his life were out of luck. Sour, salt, and sugar like cooking."

"Yes, I should always be grateful. "

"Speak to the almighty. "

"Yes. "

"Shut up all the bad stories in the past, make it a valuable lesson in life. "

"Good things, and happiness are waiting ahead, always cheerful."

"Ready."