SOULMATES

Arrive time

The sound from the tools in the ICU room made me heal. I found inspiration to continue writing my novel.

With this silence making my mind much calmer, I saw my mother fall asleep.

I was called the mother next to my mother's bed. An elderly mother, her husband is dead. Spoiled and impatient, bawel too. The infusion he pulled out himself, the oxygen hose was removed as well. Bored, he said he wanted to go home. He thinks I'm a girl. Ha.ha..I just laughed because I'm a single mom with one son.

She wanted to know my story, I told her everything even I told her about my novel, until she fell asleep. Like a little boy who fell asleep after listening to his mother's story.

The male nurse came, Thank God the mother could be moved to the treatment room. I packed up Mom's stuff, and we moved the room.

I saw a cell phone at 20:00

"Mom I'll go home first, if there's any call. Kasian jarel picked him up in the night."

"Yes, be careful if you're on the phone."

"Yes ready. "

I'm heading to the second-floor car park. It's raining, well I can't bring a car at night when it's raining. Ditto told me I was short-sighted. I couldn't see clearly when I was taking the car at night in rainy weather.

Right my guess, when entering the highway. My car glass is foggy because it is outside the rain, my view is not clear especially when looking at the opposite direction car lights when in front of me. I can't see anything, Glare.

Ditto always said don't look at people's car lights. But hard, the light that makes my eyes so blurred his vision.

I force my car to walk slowly when I cross paths with people's cars. The lights that make my eyes bother. If it's too fringe fear there's an invisible hole.

I kept talking in my heart, Oh God I can. I can feel far away to get home because the vehicle is still crowded. Moreover, a motorbike that runs fast. many cross paths with my car. which I fear is the rearview mirror of a car that has no lights to be afraid of hit. because dark is not visible.

Mending home at 00.00 Sepi feels like his own road, than at 20.00 rain weather other vehicles are still crowded. Present during the journey to the house I kept praying. My eyes are forced to be literate.

Also at my sister's house.

"Jarel let's go home."

"What mom?"

"Udah moved the room just now, the tension has dropped quite stable. But I don't know when I'll be allowed to go home."

"Oh thank goodness. Eat here anget rice."

"Maybe, this is also a fried shrimp that was buying a field at noon."

"Aa hayo eats bribes with mommy. Go home and take a shower and go to sleep."

"OKs. Mom, what floor is it now?"

"On the 4th floor." I replied.

"Oh up the stairs. I'm coming tomorrow."

"Ga can't be a kid."

"why mommy?"

"Many viruses."

"Oh serem ya."

"Ga, too, don't look in the eye."

"Oh, rich ghost huh."

I just laughed. I'm ready to go home. It feels like my body is tired, take a shower straight to bed because tomorrow back to the hospital. Keep back and don't know how many days.