SOULMATES

Untie Me!

Suddenly came the idea in my mind to make a video.I will make the content in my youtube channel, it was exciting too.

I made a video using the piano instrument when her melly goeslaw's love masseuse.

It's like this.

For my future Imam,

Assalamu'alaikum, manor,

How's it going?

Is do'a still you're offering me?

I am hunting for science here,

stand up before God.

that when you come, when you come,

I am ready to step with you.

I hope you are too.

O my future imam,

there is no perfection that we have

except by the creator.

sometimes I worry, though,

I'm just an ordinary woman

far from perfect.

I am not a Sholehah woman,

I failed at building a home.

I'm not as strong as Khadija, though,

I'm not as smart as Aisyah, either,

Even I can't be as patient as Aisyah.

But I learned from them.

But my priest, my,

Marriage is intended

to perfect the religion?

Are we not united to perfect each other?

To you my future priest,

I know, I know,

it took me a lot of time in your search and my waiting.

on that trip I failed.

but I realized, though,

you are the only true

which God has prepared for me.

O my future imam,

Will you guide me?

and take me to his paradise.

Will you help me?

Introducing Allah, the Messenger of Allah and the Qur'an

closer to me.

To my son and to our son.

For you who will make me your last pier.

I know our path is not easy, though,

I hope you stay firm

make God your guide.

Until then, arrived,

I'll stay here waiting for you

from your future wife

In the morning I sent a message to Rangga.

"Ga "work? "

"Work."

"The spirit of aa handsome. Today I can't shop, until the 20th maybe. The money will be collected to pay the car installments. "

You didn't reply to my message, maybe you were busy. Because it's rame hours in the shop.

During the day I saw your Whats app online, I sent a message.

"Tumben online, Rest huh? "

You didn't reply to my message. It's okay, it's no big deal because I'm used to it.

In the afternoon I sent you a video of me the same as your message.

"Good huh? "

You didn't answer.

The night you send a message just by giving three thumbs up, without saying anything.

I can only grin.

"Where is the response, the thumbs-up?"

"Good." With three thumbs.

I can only stroke my chest, that's okay.

"Less the length of the comment. "

You didn't return my message and disappeared.

I think my days are getting harder, I'm trying to raise money to pay my car installments, I keep selling stock items in my store, without shopping anymore. so many stock items are empty.

Many customers come because they are already my loyal customers, but unfortunately the goods they are looking for are mostly empty, I can not fill the stock of goods.

I focused on withdrawing the money first, and collecting it to pay the car installments.

my burdens are heavy, but I cannot give up. I am again pleading with God.

"God, help me, be strong, give me sustenance so that I can pay my car installments.

God gave me strength and patience in all of this.

O God give me peace of heart in the face of it, because if we have peace of heart, everything will feel fine. "

I sent a message to a Rangga.

"A Ranges. "

"Mulane. "

I'm sending you crying emoticons."

"Why? "

"Give me motivation, strengthen me. "

"Why? "

"Feeling tired, Mau nangis. "

"God is strong. "

"Yes." Yeah."

"God will never leave. "

"Eagerness yes. "

If you know a Rangga, allow me to borrow your shoulder even for a moment. I'm tired, I'm fragile, I want to give up. As strong as I survive. I am just an ordinary woman who tries to be strong. pretend to be strong, pretend to laugh.especially if in front of my son, as much as possible I try to be okay. I'm actually not okay.