IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Tipping Back at Kayra's Feelings

"Sis, to the canteen yok. Thirsty. Hungry" as soon as the lecturer came out I immediately pulled Siska's hand.

Hearing the group chatter earlier really opened me hungry.

"patiently why, finish the book" I forgot that I was the only one leaving the class so I didn't take any notes at all.

"let's say" I've walked a few steps in front of Siska. Finally I retreated back and took Siska's hand.

"patiently why Kay, not yet at lunchtime" Siska seemed relaxed, because she did not know my burning feelings.

"come anyway" I still force by continuing to pull Siska's hand.

"what a mess" Siska grumbled.

Not wanting to travel too long, I invited Siska to enter the cafeteria on the second floor which was notoriously expensive but the cuisine was not good. If not, we would not want to eat in this place.

I immediately took a drink at the showcase, sat down and gulped it down.

"Kay.. Kayra, you don't papa" Siska put her palm on my forehead.

"not hot" he said, still astonished.

"here it is boiling" I touched Siska's hand on my chest so that she could feel the beating of my heart which was still not rue.

"Be careful, there's no doctor here"

"ih, ada-there. But I don't know if I can handle him"

I ordered the food first, after which I handed the order book to Siska.

"worse anyway. The god-level nyebelin"

"Who the hell makes Kayra careless like this? Dian, or Joh. "I shut Siska's mouth.

Many students in this place and certainly they are no strangers to the name called by Siska.

I glared my eyes and Siska understood what I meant. Kids like to be out of control.

"nyebelin tau Sis. Fuck really he's a guy. I love playing with my feelings"

"Just be careful, there will be no more apologies after this" my tone became stricter with a little threatening. I'm too fed up with all the shows from him.

"the deket house" Siska mentions by using a code.

"who else" I replied briefly as I devoured the crackers. Just imagine in the cracker there is a picture of Dian's face and I devoured with full energy.

After eating, I took Siska to move to the park near the parking lot. To be more free to let out the frustration. In addition, Siska is also waiting for a car to be delivered by his driver.

"after everything he's done, he says he'll always fight, never back down, will keep waiting, will always take care of you, Bulshit! it's bullshit"

"Even a little bit he did not flinch when all his friends gave encouragement. There is no attempt to apologize. At home alone is always an excuse, afraid if anyone sees and reports to ummi. On campus there will be no prying eyes, in fact he does not care"

"Kayra, pretty. Try a clear story, let me understand what happened. You ranted yourself not clear gini, how can I give an opinion"

"there was a copy of Dian and the gangs in the cafeteria next door. His victory has encouraged him to meet me, given the spirit of all macems. Eh he still does not move. Let alone motion, talk cake.love response love rejection to the friends, also not. Shut up, be a statue. Nyebelin not really"

"times he was" a fleeting response from Siska.

"that's not what it means. Khan since then, Dian has always contacted you. Phone, order, on campus also how many times follow you, look for opportunities to talk to you. But what, you yourself don't want to give him a chance. Maybe he's tired of chasing you"

"huh, what, tired! After all this time, and the fight he just got here? I know enough"

"you what? "

"Dian's not as dear as me"

"difficult to talk to people who are in love again but do not want to confess. The turn has not been in the new response to the beard fire" said asiska lightly.

"what are you doing to me? "

"yes, you're Kayra's HYPOCRITE. Why don't you admit your feelings and fight together. All this time only Dian will continue to fight to approach you, then how do you respond?

I guess it's only natural that in the end Dian has a feeling of fatigue. There might also have been another name in his heart "

I digest Siska's words, and I can no longer speak. Maybe what Siska said is true. I was too hypocritical by not wanting to confess my feelings to Dian.

"don't cry, you spoiled man. I'm not Jo's brother, who will always keep you. My own life is hard, even I have to think and decide a lot of things alone.

You should be grateful Kayra has parents who love and care. There is a guy who is so sincere about you. As for you, you know for yourself my family and how my love story is"

I want to cry, but when I look at Siska, she should be the one who deserves to cry.

I hugged Siska's slender body from the side, even though I was fragile at the moment, I still wanted to give strength to Siska.

"iya-iya, forgive me for being too whiny and often bothering you" I said softly.

I realized, all this time I was too often troublesome my friends. Even if I never asked them that, but my weak self might make them feel sorry.

"okay, from this moment on. I'll be strong. We're gonna be strong women together"

"promise" Siska gave her little finger in front of me. And we attach each other to our little finger links as a form of binding promises.

"don't have to cry anymore, remove the tears" Siska again thrust the tissue at me.

"let me call the driver, which way. After this anterin I buy clothes, stock long clothes I just a little"

Not long after Siska got the call, the driver was already at the campus gate. Sisk and I walked towards the front gate. Luckily the distance of the faculty of economics is not so far from the main door, if not of course our skin is burnt because of the sun in broad daylight like this.

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happy weekend best friend Kayra 😍

Kayra is not upset anymore, want to go to Moll, shopping.

Has anyone started wearing lebaran clothes yet??

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so long ago yes 😘