IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Curhatan night

Really hospital sense hotel.

After magrib mama and papa came along Melan also mama papa.

Today I feel like I am someone who is very attentive. Pain brings blessing as well apparently.

Not only mama and adek who sprayed me with kisses, Melanpun came in hasty steps and immediately rushed me with kisses and hugs.

"Kay... Kayra, are you okay? where does it hurt, where? "

as he flipped through my head, hands and feet.

"Kayraaaaa" then her tears broke while still hugging me.

Fortunately he is not a man. But it feels strange also in the hug kiss the same girl, hihi 😁 his name is also a friend of the baby.

My life has become full of drama.

Not yet Melan released a hug, brother Joe came.

"Easy Spitting. Shame to know" I said as Joe got closer to where I was lying at the moment.

"how, have you been dizzy? " ask brother Jo

(don't think brother Jo will follow the hug kiss well, big no!)

"yes, my sister, she has less dizziness" I replied.

Because there is still Melan sitting next to me, so that Kak Jo back to sit on the sofa. Together with adek who was cool watching Korean soap operas.

On the balcony, the parents gathered. I don't know what they're talking about, there's little I can catch from their conversation.

I went back to Melan. He expressed his regret, because he did not accompany me earlier.

Though arguably only this time we are not together, really they take advantage of the gap.

"sister Jo" call me.

Just thanking the hero, can you?!

This time change places. Melan and Jo's brother walked over to me.

"Thank you" I said

"do what" she asked back, like she never did anything

"help me"

actually I myself do not know very well, how the story until I lay in this place.

To be sure, Brother Jo helped me not just this once.

"just think about it. "his words stopped.

The parents enter the room. Time goes by so fast. It's 20:15 and they'll be home soon.

"yes already. Tomorrow, I'll look again. Rest. Hopefully tomorrow the test results are good" said brother Jo.

Then all the pampering. The room became quiet instantly.

*******

"ma, hungry" I said. Because eating hospital food made me lose my taste buds

"what would you eat? has she eaten yet?" ask mama

"already ma, pesen good earlier" said adek.

"what would you eat? " mama asked back

"chicken ma'am"

the rain that fell from the afternoon made the room cooler. The AC is dead. Eating warm seems good.

Papa left with the company of the adek.

Utilizing the conditions that were quiet, Mama approached me. Hand rubbing used infusion injection.

Because the infusion that was previously installed only spends one bag, then on the loose.

"is still sick, dear? " ask mom

"where is ma? "

"all"

"sick ma, inside out. It's like watching a drama and I'm in the lead"

answer me, starting to slightly evaporate the dust that I had been holding back.

"try telling me about it, dear mama, why did it get like this? "

My crying broke instantly. For the second time and in the near future.

"maaaaaaaa mmmaaaaa, huwaaaaa"

I said stammering while hugging my mother tightly.

I still sob. Let go of all the hits I've been feeling all along. The pain is really inside out.

The pain in the heart that I had always eroded, finally evaporated also into the air. Become tears.

I cried so much that I no longer cared if I was in the hospital, the next room could hear me.

I don't know how long I've been crying, my mom just keeps stroking my soft hair.

Then the sound of the door opened, and my father came.

Mama tried to calm me down, reminding me to eat first. Adek who was so close to the face of a thousand questions, became silent with the gesture of mama. While papa, definitely not because it doesn't care. But indeed from the first every problem flow to mama first, only mama who conveyed to papa. A mother's heart is closer to her children, right?

Before long they were in the room, then saying goodbye to go home.

"papa go home first baby, you eat a lot" said papa as he kissed my forehead and stroked my soft hair.

not much different from papa, she hugged me and then wiped my tears.

"my sister is fine here" he said with a smile.

then salim, say goodbye to mama and the two of them immediately left the nursery.

After mama prepared the food she had just bought, I immediately devoured it. Honestly, the worms in the stomach are struggling.

I forgot when I ate. Though after Magrib was also able to eat rations, but eating porridge was just passing in the throat. Especially with a side dish that tastes far from the word decent, for healthy people.

Oops, am I not healthy?

That's the head, his mouth is still healthy to do some favorite menu.

One serving of Lombok chicken soto, enough to make silent worms in the stomach.

But it seems I need more intake to prepare energy, to stay up tonight.

However, the parfume in this hospital is different from the perfume in my room.

"ma. I still want to eat. It was brought by-by what? " ask me, while trying to find where the hand was brought.

"there's oranges, mama's put the fridge in. In the cupboard was bread, redvelvet like her"

hearing redvelvet I was immediately excited.

I'll get it out of the cake box. Uh apparently, there's a piece of paper with the inscription "hopefully get well, doll girl".

Who else if this is so. Brother Jo, he's again. Fortunately, I found the paper, hopefully no one has opened it.

" mama wants to" I offered to mama, because since I ate earlier mama has started to get busy with her laptop. Must be a job

"no, my mom wants fruit"

then I took an orange from the fridge for my mom.

"mama's a lot of work, huh?"

I sat on the sofa next to my mom.

"no, this is just checking reports from the branch" said mama while peeling the orange fruit.

"ma, where's my HP, mama see? "

"owh, it's in my mama's bag. Before you came here, you took it from your bag. Who knows you're bored here, it could be entertainment"

"dhm, ma. That's how the story goes I can be brought here directly"

"you fainted. When you get out of your car it's a nosebleed, Johan yells to call mom. As soon as mama came out of the boutique she was more excited because you fainted. Finally back in. put it in the car. Keep coming here anyway"

"means Jo donk's brother came here? "

"yeah, she's already panicking. Mama's panicking too"

"keep on, brother Jo crita, whatever your mom is"

"yes the crita that you fell, deliberately pushed the same your friends"

"iya ma, brother Jo was also directly checking, but I asked to go home first"

"continue now it's your turn to tell the same story, why can it be so. Johan said, they really like to look for problems just as you have long ago"

"iya ma, mama must have found a lot of guys who like fun like me. But I never held them back. He is a sirik, always looking for me. All this time I just diemin aja ma, even the friends of Kayra who like sebel and bermantem same him.

Earlier, when I was alone to the mosque to pray Asar. Tau-tau she's just as her friends showed up. The other friends are still busy with the same task PENCI"

(pause first, a piece of redvelvet to add energy)

"he used to have a crush on Jo, but never on the same page, Jo. Now she has a crush on Ketos at school. I don't know if he has a crush on me or not the same I, hihie 😁 but from the beginning of the position, he likes to be together with me.

And yesterday it was the MOS show, the kids back together he's the same me.

Ma Kayra's kesel, kesel. Really bummer.

Because of that brother Jo used to be, so everyone likes to disturb Kayra" (uuuppss, keceplosan! two pieces well redvelvetnya)

"when I asked the same friends to confirm all their lies. Kayra is tired ma, if it must be the months continue.

Tired heart is not visible, but if there is already someone who is blind and reckless like this"

(in the first swallow is a two-piece redvelvet)

"apes indeed. If it's time apes ya want how again. Then Kayra went home first, not knowing how it would be. Has the park not been the drama?

I don't know, there's a new drama. Se 'wah' it's your son to be the main actor of the school drama"

(cancel redvelvet bribe again, because scolded the same mama)

"you're not good at talking while eating"

"take this as a medicine. Kayra's healing, come home tomorrow"

"now gini yes baby, want us to do as well as anything will certainly still be there are people who do not like us. But we don't have to worry about it all, we just need to focus on what our goals are.

We want to explain ourselves as well as we can. If that person already hates us, there will only be visible ugliness. While a true person loves us sincerely, there will always be an apology for every mistake.

(there was no pause, because my mom had finished eating the oranges)

Johan had said that you need a visa just in case your friend is still acting"

"keep according to mom how? "

"may also, just in case as a stern warning to them. My mom filed a visa earlier. Tomorrow's your Ctscan schedule at 8 a.m. After that mom and dad want to go to your school to give a license to also see a BK teacher. You're with Anggun as long as there's no mama"

(Gun, one of my mom's employees at the boutique)

"yes ma. Whatever they want to do, Kayra is tired.

Ekhm, how do ya ma let Kayra not be bothered with the same guys again? because most girls who sensi it because they lose competitiveness"

"do you want to pack a Hijab? "

the piercing question, immediately restrained cake that had been in the throat, never thought of.

"why so ma"

"because the Hijab preserves the honor of every Muslim. With a hijab men will be hesitant to disturb"

why I never thought about it

"so is ma. Can de, want to"

"just ask for a long uniform"

"who. Why never tell me the same story"

"ask mom's consideration as well at that time. Yes already if you want to hijab, tomorrow all mama ask for materials to school"

"thank you mama" I said while hugging my mother.

(well, really healed. Disappearance of pain)

"is there something to say again not the same mom? "

"there is no ma. Kayra is relieved"

"but you must keep resting. Tomorrow the results of Ctscan so that it gets better and can be outpatient"

"i want to pray first ma isak. Mama bring meukena Khan? "

"it's in the drawer"

mama again tinker atik laptop that had been frowned.

After complaining to mom, now is the time for me to complain everything to the very owner of life. May in the future whatever happens to my decision be affirmed and get blessings from Him.

After the prayer I did not go to sleep immediately, because my eyes were not sleepy either.

I finally found the HP that was stored in my mama's bag. There are a lot of incoming messages, from 3M for sure. There's also from Brother Jo, dressed at 22:16. There is also an OSIS meeting. From Indra was not left behind. All I read. Looks like I'll be back after school.

Until the end of his life, mama remembered to sleep again and we began to try to close our eyes in the hospital pain hotel. I hope I didn't dream as bad as today.

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patience, Kayra sleep first.

Even if the real world is new magrib, fulfill the obligation first yes.

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