IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Zonk Again

That afternoon, my stomach was wrapped. I was never late to eat.

With an irritated feeling that still enveloped me entering the bathroom. Expect with a shower can mengingan feeling.

The last time I took off all my clothes, there was a little red stain on it.

It should be next week for my menstrual schedule. Maybe because last week I was too tired of body and mind, so the menstrual schedule became advanced.

His name is also 'uninvited guest', his joy came suddenly without being prevented.

It's worth it all day, my emotions seem to explode. Badmood. Plus with Dian who came home and never came back.

"the distant moment is sought, the near moment in the enemy"

that sentence was very precise with what I was feeling.

As soon as I saw Dian coming home I just wanted to get angry.

But it's not Dian's name if it can't conquer my heart. He can always ruin my feelings.

The soothing words were also a touch that seemed to make me float.

Almost the unification of the body was done, touch by touch that made me crumble made me forget that the monthly guests were coming.

Until finally the look of disappointment appeared on a shabby face that looked so tired.

"sorry" I said with regret.

"why should we come when we both want to" he said weakly.

"coming uninvited, returning home not delivered" I tried to divert the grief.

"not funny. And I still want to" he said flatly this time.

"want what, how does that mean? " i'm still in o'on (stupid) mode if Dian's already talking about that one horrible thing.

On the other hand, I really don't know how to do it.

"wants to eat you, anyway" never finished what he said, has returned to action with intoxicating touches.

And this time I took every touch of it. Sometimes I even reply like he did. Until a moment the sound of the door on the knock from outside.

How did we both forget that this was just like a magrib?!

We immediately ran to the bathroom. Pick up the clothes scattered on the floor quickly.

I curse this stupidity. How humiliating. It hasn't happened yet, but incident after event makes me want to laugh embarrassed at myself.

"room door in the lock, right? " ask Dian as soon as we have reached the bathroom.

"lupaa" I feel like I've been really stupidly made up by this ridiculous behavior.

"Kayraaaaaa" quickly Dian turned on the tub faucet.

"sorry" I realized that I had forcibly shut down the desire he had managed to endure these few days.

It could be that Dian is very upset, disappointed or even angry at me at this moment.

"it's not your fault either. Never mind" she hugged and hid her face on my broken hair.

"sorry I disappointed you" I said.

"already, there's plenty of time next time.

I want to take a shower, will you bathe me instead? or do we shower together? "

"didn't you disdain to see my red stain? "

"why should you be disgusted? In the end my seed will grow from that blood"

"but I'm still embarrassed"

"had it. Help me take a shower then"

Without waiting any longer I started to put soap on Dian's body. It feels so weird. For the first time. There's shame, there's a tingle, but also happiness. Could be this close and this intimate with her.

The jokes from Dian finally made me feel more comfortable and relaxed. Not stiff anymore.

Until it's time I put soap on that forbidden area. There are magnets that attract each other. Between forward and backward.

"you should get used to playing this. This is your asset too now dear" again the word 'asset' made me shudder in horror.

A smile that I myself find difficult to interpret. I don't know what to do when really confronted with that one thing. To see it clearly still feels taboo in my eyes.

"do it. I'll be so happy" Dian grabbed my hand and cleared the core of it both. With a little bit of play. An amused feeling that tickles the heart but ultimately becomes 'like' with this one activity.

A few moments later, I started playing it alone.

"don't get too excited, he'll wake up again" warning that made me stop instantly.

Hagh, ribet too. Just enjoyed it but had to be careful.

"awh, I've already.

I'm already hungry. Finish me down first"

"that's why I ran away from duty. Finish donk"

Then I cleaned my own hands. And rushed out of the bathroom.

Arriving below were some people there whom I did not recognize.

"there's a friend of Dian's sister. I knocked on the door but no one answered" she told me.

"owh yes, Dian is taking a shower and I am still praying" I replied lying.

Then I went to see a guest that Dian had never introduced me before.

"i'll call Dian. Please taste the cake"

As I opened the door a masculine fragrance filled my room space for the first time. The typical aroma of shampoo men to the scent of perfume that I am very familiar.

"heeemppp, my husband's fragrance" I breathed air in the room deeply.

"iya donk, let my wife is getting sticky" Dian immediately pulled me in his arms.

"there's your guests downstairs"

"really, who? "

"don't know. Never been known to you as well"

"okay, let's miss Dian. Now I introduce my friend" in his sweet style with a flick of my arm. But the wrong position.

"almost dewh. I should've held on to your arm" I said as I descended the stairs.

"owh, wrong yes" while he's guilty of pretending to be unaware.

We went down the stairs together, hand in hand. But when it was downstairs, it felt excessive.

It's not a walk on the red carpet at important people's banquets.

Then I let go of my hand and changed to hold the ladder.

Had it not been at all, there could have been a hungry lion rampaging tonight. Because Dian once said "with the hand it is an identity, that you belong to me"

"hay. Why don't you tell me if you want to come here" Dian scolded the three people in front of him.

"you also don't marry the law"

"it has been, through the agency representative" Dian replied with a small smile.

"oh yes, this is my wife. Lady Dian" I didn't think Dian would actually introduce that name.

"real name? " ask one.

"secret. Later you samperin him again when I don't exist"

"jaelah At. Not all my craziness" and then they laughed with each other.

While I who do not wish to engage further in their conversation withdraw, excuse me to prepare dinner. Anyway, I don't understand man-joking at all.

Actually my stomach was already really hungry, screaming to ask for food. Honey is now with a different status, can no longer be so hungry directly eat food alone.

"In.. take dinner first yuk" I told Dian who answered with a nod.

"Let's join dinner together" to show hospitality as a host, I bid directly as well.

Then I went to go back to the dining table.

In between my steps, I had heard the ridicule that was made for Dian, she said,

"idih, marriage is still called 'Di'. Not very romantic"

"diem has no mouth. I threw the pillow pack" Dian said in reply.

At first glance hearing their chatter feels like dogs and cats only. Whereas equally-boys, there is such a thing?

I miss Siska. Rioter, rower.

Soon after, Dian and her three friends came to the table.

"beautiful. Who's the fuck, sister-in-law? " sounding whisper one of Dian's friends had a conversation earlier, when he saw the adek that was passing in the kitchen and seen from the dining room.

"don't fuck around. Keeps eyes"

scold one of the other friends.

"sorry mom, our friend this one is indeed a girl's mouth" he added, explaining to me.

"don't listen to me, baby. Later you can be contaminated" Dian told me.

Finally the debate was settled and we enjoyed dinner in silence.

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