IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Smile

After almost two months this time I met Melan. Usually only vcall before going to bed. Because Melan himself is still busy, many relatives guests. His grandparents returned home from Hajj.

I myself have come to visit a day after his return, with mama papa also adek of course.

When we visited, only Dian's abi was there, while Zia's ustadzah was nowhere to be seen.

Speaking of her abi and Umi Dian, she is both very different. One side of Zia's body doesn't seem to like me, saying I'm with Dian more precisely. On the other hand, Ustad Amin was getting more friendly with me. Like flirting even, "when ready at hitbah" is his most difficult sentence from my memory.

I was often embarrassed when I met him. Especially when chatting like this. It felt awkward after a few months of not meeting face to face, after I withdrew from the membership of the squeeze.

"Mel mel"

call me. We were sitting in front of the TV downstairs. Because in the upper room there is Dian is playing PS. Though already in college, his hobby of playing PS has not changed.

"why Kay"

asked Melan while chewing the cassava chips that from earlier the jar did not move from the lap.

"the above, never the stories about on campus? "

my curiosity is actually not stifled, but the prestige also wants to ask the same question concerned.

"sister Dian? "

"well, who else"

"never tuh. Why emang? "

"you don't know, he's an organization like Jo's"

"trus why? "

"kok why the hell? ouch, hemp. The feeling he had for me was gone yet? "

"diffuse, no. And he knows not that college campus is the same as me"

"you know what, I asked him. You guys are not talking often? what was discussed"

"funny him. Wanna be a comedian maybe"

"ntar. I honestly don't understand the direction of your conversation"

"aaaahh Melan's. Gini well, Dian same brother Jo one organization. And they have the same history of feelings. I'm afraid that it will be made complicated by that situation"

"that's it, meaning you can't join an organization that has both of them"

I just nodded my head this time. Also true. I have no interest in joining BEM anyway.

Our conversation stopped because what was being talked about came

"hey 😊"

sweep it while smiling. Stop by for a moment to taste the contents of the jar held by Melan and then leave home.

Actually, it does not need long sentences to explain a feeling, enough with a greeting accompanied by a smile has made my heart grow happy. That's right, that smile is alms. When we have nothing to give enough to smile it makes others happy.

"smile for everyone, but your heart won't"

Whether until now his heart is still for me or not, I no longer care. Getting back to that friend was more than enough.

After his return, I also went home.

Suddenly I got a message "want a guest". Who else if not Jo's family.

My mom asked me to come home to help make the dishes. Because he is coming with papa.