IF YOU ARE A FOOL
An Hour Seems like a Year
As Dian said earlier, this afternoon she returned home but without taking me along.
He left on foot. Heading to his house which was only a few meters away from my house. Even the courtyard of his house I can see from where I stand today.
That peace I just felt. At the moment this should be the peak of it all, but the situation is inversely proportional. Surprise after surprise that went on so sweetly, it is now at its peak. Well, this is the culmination of all the surprises I got. I hope there are no more surprises than this after Dian returns.
I entered the house with heavy steps. I hope nothing happens after Dian comes back.
A few hours passed, Dian had not returned. Why am I so upset?
Walking to and fro was not clear what to do. I'm just worried about the feeling he could have broken into pieces.
Why, God, why should it happen on our happy day?
Adzan magrib. Dian is not back yet. No messages sent, no calls to calm me down. He said 'just a minute'.
I'm really worried right now. Trying to contact but even the voice of the operator is heard.
"maaa, mamaaa" I quickly went down the stairs and knocked on the door of my room impatiently.
"why, sister, what's wrong? " it could be that mom has caught a riled face on my face.
"Dian. Though he said just a moment, but until now has not returned too" I said with restless.
"where is Dian? " ask mom relaxed.
"puluulaang"
"it's her house, what's weird is "my mom taking me to sit down.
"but ma, the problem is. he wants to discuss the announcement made by ummi, during the ijab yesterday. I'm worried about a fight" I said trying to remind you of that moment.
"owh, so it is.
Even if they had to fight, it was natural. We can't stop someone from getting angry. Let it. There will be times when the anger will go away.
Anyway, that's not necessarily the case. Be patient. Just pray for something good. While waiting for her to return" said the gentle mama.
"but his phone is not active either"
"maybe the battery runs out.
Or ask Melan to pretend to visit, if she's still at home"
For a moment I thought, maybe there is a truth to my mother's opinion. But on the other hand, wasn't I the daughter-in-law in that house? That means I am entitled to every moment I come.
But the words of Dian who did not allow me to participate with her made me discouraged to follow her home.
"well, that's papa already coming from the mosque. Try asking if you saw Dian or not" another idea that I felt was better when I saw papa coming up from behind the door.
Not yet I asked, it turns out there is another step behind papa. And that's Dian.
It feels so happy this heart, it feels like it is getting a lottery prize.
It felt like yelling with his cheer. Cheering was also possible, or directly hugging him tightly.
Honey, there are mama and papa who make me endure all the turmoil of happiness.
"well, come back intact.
Mama has not prayed. You must not have prayed, right? "
"iya maaa, sorry" I said as I held back a smile.
"mama knows. His name is also a new couple, a newlywed. One hour did not meet it feels like a year of holding back longing" said mama as passed. And it could be heard by papa and Dian.
Mama went into the room in the row by papa. And Dian followed me with wide strides, walking with me up the stairs for the sake of the stairs.
I'm still quiet. Being in unmood mode because he who goes beyond the estimated time and without news. Trying to hide confusion and longing. This heart was eager to embrace her.
As soon as I entered the room I went straight to the bathroom to take ablution.
"you haven't prayed? " tanya as soon as I held the prayer mat.
"yes" then I started praying.
Somehow this ego invites me to be silent, indifferent. After all, he was worried waiting for his return.
"kok I'm in cuekin anyway" Dian started to approach, stroking the fine hairs that were strewn about.
I sat quietly with a book in my hand.
"kirain didn't come back" I said briefly.
"kok that. I told you for a moment" replied Dian casually.
"owh, half a day is for a while huh" I replied still in jutek mode.
"hemp, apparently there is another craving" Dian began ignorant by throwing breath right in my ears.
"no, whats the"
"aisht.
Here donk, try to look at her face again when talking to my husband" without waiting for approval next to his hand to uphold my chin.
We don't want our faces to meet.
"smile donk first. From earlier the husband came to love a smile yet" he was still struggling to seduce.
"again canker sores" I don't want to just melt.
"the truth is thrush. I'm giving you medicine here" Dian's face went forward a few inches.
"want to go near. You know" I became powerless with Dian's close gaze.
"want to do thrush" whispered Dian in my ear and instantly my body became bristled.
Next to her hand she grabbed the book I was holding. Take it and put it.
And the other side forces me to break down the body.
"sorry I went home too long. HP is lowbat. Kan charger is here" said Dian by continuing to kiss the area of the face up to the neck.
As powerful as I can still withstand the turmoil of the touch that Dian gave. This ego has not allowed my heart to melt.
"i fell asleep earlier. After a long argument with ummi and abi, my head felt throbbing. I decided to lie down for a while, did not know it even overslept until magrib"
Hearing Dian's explanation I don't doubt her truth.
It's just that my feelings are still displeased, losing him for a long time without any news.
Am I too possessive now, because I already feel I have her?
"Kayra Princess Al Mahira, are you angry dear? " sentences and gazes that make me unable to pucker up in the least.
Somehow, the name with the full name that Dian said, I feel with a different meaning. My heart melted for a moment.
I hugged her, inhaling her scent deeply. Cold air instantly filled the space in my head.
"i'm worried about you. Afraid something might happen"
The soft caresses I felt touched my hair.
"yes, sorry. It makes you wait and worry" Dian kiss landed repeatedly on my forehead.
"so it's not because of the thrush" at once Dian's question broke the atmosphere of shahdu that just warmed my feelings.
I instantly broke away from Dian's embrace and got up to sit down.
But not Dian's name if you let me just like that.
Dian quickly pulled me back into her arms. Even this time he stuck me under his body.
Unite our lips and sip greedily. And other guerrilla hands touch other assets that have been claimed to be his.
Half of the sanity has disappeared. There can be no rejection or negotiation. It's already happened. The movement is so fast it can't be predicted. There are only people trying to enjoy. Dreaming with self-consciousness. Because all of this is already part of divine destiny.
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enjoy for loyal followers of this story.
someone might ask "what's going on"
we'll talk in the next episode again
because the author can't take it anymore 🥱🥱🥱
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