
Rahardian POV
Unbeknownst to Kayra, I met Johan several times.
After all, I had a close relationship with him. So did Kayra, even their relationship was much deeper.
I may have been jealous of her, but now I have no reason to be jealous of her. The greatness of his heart I really appreciate.
I have forgiven everything that has ever happened between us. The other is Kayra. The events of that time were still very attached to his memory. What if it really traumatized Kayra?
I had a desire to re-unite our friendship. But with Kayra's hysterical condition and overflowing emotions, once I mention the name "jo" I rethink to do that.
It looks like it will become more difficult to fix this situation.
But I promised Johan I'd help him regain Kayra's trust. Because actually not only Kayra, Johan was tormented by the circumstances that intertwined between them at this time. Even he didn't have the guts to meet Kayra.
Often she has to act like a 'most' when she accidentally meets Kayra on campus.
Johan did manage to finish his acceleration class. It was all thanks to the encouragement from Nahla.
But he still has some revision reports. So that forcing him to keep coming to the village even though it is not routine.
I feel like I won, but I'm not a loser. Happy above the suffering of others.
I often contact her, give her encouragement, support and motivation. Even I'm not afraid of the competition for Kayra's heart anymore.
All the stories that I went through with Kayra made me believe that our hearts were united from childhood. It's just that the path is not as smooth as a ceramic floor.
I started talking to Nahla, do I need to talk about Kayra's condition to my mom? Because I'm sure your mom doesn't know about this. Of course Nahla would not dare to complain to herself.
I got a rejection from Nahla, arguing "fear". She herself was aware of the fatal mistake that shook her own brother mentally.
But when will it be like this? Pity Kayra if she is not freed from her fears.
After several persuasions, Nahla finally agreed. On condition, we faced the two mama. And that's definitely what I did.
"assalamu'alaikum ma" mama was watering flowers as I entered the gate.
"waalaikumsalam, enter Dian" mama welcomed kindly. So far, even though there's no Kayra at home, I've come quite often. Just stop by or sometimes bring souvenirs when I come home from out of town. Let's just say PDKT is the same candidate-in-law. However, my family's house is right facing the house of prospective in-laws, it's also not nice if I am often seen but never set foot.
"mama's own tumbens that water the plants? "
"the testament of Kayra. He bought the city time. So the mama in wanti-wanti can't die"
"Nahla hasn't come home yet? "
"right now, she's not tutoring today"
"owh" while waiting for my mother to finish watering the flowers, I sat on the porch bench. Then send a chat to Nahla. Though it was also already a deal, just pleasantries ask the same camer 😃
"ayo's in. Mama made Kayra's favorite cake"
"Kayra's coming home ma? " more pleasantries, astaghfirullah. And Kayra must have told me she was coming home.
"no. Mama send a courier"
"eh, sister Dian" Nahla appeared from the direction of the stairs.
"ma, is mom busy? " Nahla I told you to start a conversation. Teach him to admit a mistake.
"no. This is gonna take cake for Dian's sister. Wh why? "
"chat yook ma" then Nahla sat down on the sofa I was sitting on, while mom went to the kitchen to get cake.
"Sister Dian" Nahla called in a whisper.
"hemp, what"
"just have to defend me. Just be careful if I am angry alone with mama" Nada Nahla memelas.
"risk" I replied briefly and indifferently.
"uh. Yaudah, if that's what I'm going to do" then mom came and heard Nahla's words.
"go where? " ask mom
"sister Dian ma, ngajak go to pesantren kak Kayra" Nahla origin answer her own version.
"ekhm.
But promise me, you can't be angry first"
It was heartless to also let Nahla with her face of fear and guilt. It was from the beginning that I myself would convey this to my mother. I'm just testing Nahla.
"come here ma, ma,
Did you know that Kayra's relationship with Johan has not been good? "
"not good how? Isn't Kayra the one who helped Jo heal her depression? "
"not Kayra ma, but Nahla" like an electric shock, my face changed instantly. While Nahla was no less surprised when her name I just called it.
"Johan felt that he would not be able to recover by always being close to Kayra. Because after all, it was Kayra who made Johan that way.
While Kayra, she is very chortle with her good desire to help Johan. Mama knows for herself, right? "
"iya ma, until the end of Nahla who gave the idea to brother Jo. So that Kayra will stop her efforts to help Jo.
But Nahla did not expect ma, if what was done by brother Jo actually made sister Kayra scared until now. Even now sister Kayra hates brother Jo so much" by itself Nahla has the courage to talk.
"what did Jo do? " mama's still in a relaxed mode.
"Johan scared Kayra, because she was trying to touch Kayra. It was a lonely house, no one. Which frightened Kayra even more.
But the truth is Johan didn't really want to do that" my speech stopped because it was just grabbed by Nahla.
"mama trust me if brother Jo is a good boy? "
"While in Kayra's eyes, Johan was no longer a good person, whom she used to know" I continued my words.
"mama is confused about your relationship"
"mama know, if all this time brother Dian and brother Jo compete to get sister Kayra?
Kayra and Dian's sister, as well as Kayra's relationship with Jo's sister, have been together for a long time.
But, sister Dian and brother Jo are new people. Their friendship just started college. They are very close, but unfortunately they do not know each other if they both like sister Kayra.
That's what makes their relationship complicated.
Until here you understand what Nahla means? "
"mama's pants digest first"
"awh, mama. Seriously too"
"mama is also seriously decked out.
Mama did not expect, behind your competition there is a fight"
"not fighting that either"
"it might be too long and complicated if everything is told. Thank God I have the luck of getting Kayra.
I just want to improve the good relationship between the three of us. However, Johan is a good person, so far he has also sincerely let go of my togetherness and Kayra"
"mama know not, since then brother Jo did not dare to meet brother Kayra. Just look at Kayra's sister Jo's face crying ma. Brother Jo is very sorry to have given fear to brother Kayra.
Though mama knows for herself right, all this time brother Jo who always helps sister Kayra" Nahla defend Johan, of course that.
"yes ma. So the real Nahla has been helping Johan. The encouraging one also accompanied Johan everywhere ma" mama massaged the temple, I don't know what you feel at this time.
"what about Kayra? Why did she never tell this to my mom? "
"i was helping Kayra myself. Coincidentally also at that time I was KKN in the pesantren area there"
"maybe Kayra's sister is afraid of ruining your good relationship with Jo's family. Because it's been all this time brother Jo's parents no one knows either"
Not finished our conversation, papa's car entered the courtyard.
Nahla immediately asked to continue the conversation at a later time. And soon adzan magrib.
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