IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Ended before it began - 1

After my mother came out of the room I immediately went to the bathroom to wash my face, so that it would not be more swollen.

I'm planning to see Continue after Magrib later.

This time I was a little suspicious, did he deliberately die me and Dian? Did Melan know first, but secretly?

Instead of getting clarity about the theft in his HP, I actually found the actual fact that I had been asking the question anyway. Wasn't that also what I was meeting with her for??

"have healed my beautiful sister" said as soon as I set foot on the bottom stairs. While I was just a fleeting smile.

"let's eat first Kay" the mama who was busy at the dinner table called me.

"not hungry yet ma. I went to Melan's house first huh" somehow this time my appetite was lost.

"at what time you eat, you can't. Must still eat a little" mama still persuaded me to keep eating

"yes sister, it takes a strong immunity so that the faith is also strong" as I walked closer to my dining table ruffled head adek that speech makes you ashamed.

Upz.... shame, shame who is the same? shame to cry, or shame to papa.

While papa who had heard our conversation just kept quiet.

There's plenty of food on the table, but none of it stirs my appetite. If you hadn't forced me, I probably wouldn't have eaten. I pour vegetable soup in a mangkong, who knows the head is fresher after eating fresh vegetables.

"mom... Kay didn't help me clean up" I tried to remember my mom if I wanted to go to Melan's house before my mom forced me to eat first.

"yes" my mom allowed it. I'm heading out to Melan's house.

It's still a little bit as big as my eyes, but I don't care.

There was only Dio in front, without speaking for long I went straight in. As soon as I got up, Melan's room door opened, but as soon as I saw inside there was no one. While there were voices of people talking on the terrace

"sister this is how the hell, I told secret but brother himself who can not stand" well, really Melan already know. But I still refrained from approaching them.

"sister can't stand the hatred that is so visible in his eyes. Brother can't stand having to hold back jealousy many times. At least he knew, and could consider it" for the second time hearing Dian's confession, my heart was still that of a drug

"not sure, if it turns out there are others how "whether what Melan said, or just to lure his brother. Because he knew very well all this time I had never put my heart on anyone.

"at least he knows the truth"

I'm still thinking, go, keep my ears up here, or get close to them both.

"i'm not angry Mel. You are still my best friend. And he's still your brother" I pointed at him but I was still reluctant to look at him.

"it's all clear now. Even if I am very angry, you always feel like you are playing games, but your honesty is better. So I no longer need to hate your pretenses.

I'm sorry, but that doesn't mean I've forgotten everything. Accept all your excuses, from now on just assume nothing ever happened to us. Let's just say we don't know each other, we don't have to look at each other.

Maybe it'll be better, for me you're also your ummi"

The two of them were silent, and then I spoke again

"I'm coming home Mel, we'll talk again"

as I was about to move, there was a hand holding me

"Kay." Dian's voice is certain.

"let go. There's nothing more we need to talk about. We don't know each other" it's hard to say this. There are still very vivid memories of that time. But to re-establish a good relationship with him, would only make me Zia's last months. Where I can.

Even if I'm not sure I can assume he doesn't exist 'doesn't know each other' in the real world. What was beautiful in her time let it be beautiful.

The bitter ones don't always have to be remembered, do they?!

This leg must leave Melan's house immediately, before the tears fall.

And sure enough, there is a black Pajero Sport car parked. From inside, there was the sound of people talking.

I stayed for a moment on the porch, holding back so that the tears would not pour out.

Because actually my eyes are wet. I rubbed my eyes several times with my hands, until finally the sound of someone surprised me.

"it takes a handkerchief" said someone from the door.

when I look, brother Johan. Since when did he stand there.

I know how to cry, where the eyes are. Coming at an inappropriate time.

how come he comes at night like this, I thought.

And I bowed my head again, not taking the handkerchief offered by Brother Jo.