IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Decisions

As you said earlier when you entered my room, after cleaning up the rest of my dinner, my mother and I were asked to go into my study. Because it's soundproof there, so it's certain that whatever I'm about to tell you is guaranteed confidentiality.

"i can come along ma, pliss" adek whine to come in

"grandfather, try to understand each other's privacy" replied mama

"but I'm not someone else" he still denies

"but you could have told someone else what you heard" finally the sentence made mama silent

"do you know if you've been around a lot telling my situation to brother Jo? " i thought

My mom and I went into the workspace following my dad who came in first.

"now speak dear" said the mother as soon as she finished locking the door

"tadi Kayra and friends ate at X ma's tavern. Once there turned out to be a group of Dian's family. At first we wanted to eat on the top bench, but after knowing there was a family we finally chose at Lesehan.

Though Kayra did absolutely nothing, greeting Dian alone was not. We met at X Moll. He was walking with his friend. Kayra was just looking, there was no conversation between us.

It's just that Melan approached her brother, and did not say what finally Dian came home.

Where Kayra knows if she'll meet somewhere else.

Then Kayra went to the bathroom. As soon as Kayra came out of the bathroom, there was Dian in front. Kayra had no idea what Dian was doing that she would say hello to Kayra. Just a moment ma, 2 or 3 conversations then came the Zia ustadzah. Kayra told Dian to go first because there was her ummi.

Kayra thought the ustadzah was going to the bathroom. But as soon as we passed Kayra's hand in the clutch and Kayra was pulled into the bathroom. Kayra in the slap ma, Kayra was scolded, Kayra was pushed until she fell.

Ma, how bad is Kayra ma to be treated like that?

Where is Kayra ma's fault? "

My tears broke again, my chest was so tight considering the incident back.

"it's out of line ma" papa started talking

"we're going to Amin's house tomorrow. We'll clarify this incident. Kayra was right, actually what was Kayra's fault until she was treated like that"

"during this time my mother was also silent with all the painful words of Zia's body. Who always disfigured you. Hurt our family. Even though my own mother also does not know how bad our family mistakes against them.

It's really gone too far"

"but pa, ma. This will not make the problem longer"

"papa's right, baby, this can't be allowed to go away. Already entered into acts of violence"

"even papa can report to the police right now. Papa's phone om Dirga"

"no pa, no. Kayra please"

"Kayra, you're papa's son. Papa has to protect you"

"pa, calm down.

If we've brought this case to the police, it's gonna be a long one.

Let's just meet Zia's ustadzah"

"Kayra, tomorrow morning we go there before you go to college" Mama persuaded me

"Kayra doesn't want to see Dian ma"

"actually what the hell is your relationship with this Dian. Papa is confused. You guys are dating no, you don't see each other often, let alone go together"

"papa had forgotten what Amin said the other day. Ustadzah Zia was only obsessed with his son being a santri, but instead asked to get out of Pesantren. And accused Kayra of causing her son to come out of the pesantren"

"there's such an old man" papa just shook his head

"ma, pa. Can Kayra for a while stay away from all these problems? "

"meaning brother? " mom and dad asked at the same time

"Kayra doesn't want to meet Dian for a while. Kayra felt tired of all about him"

"wait, papa's getting confused"

"father won't understand. Kayra was really tired with all about Dian.

Can Kayra not know Dian anymore? "

"hemp, it seems that papa's son has started this big. So another problem if it's about the heart"

"papa, what the hell"

"indeed on campus Dian often meet sister, do not you guys different faculties huh? " this time my mother spoke up

"no ma, even on campus he does not know Kayra, rarely talk.

Kayra's with Dian ma's organization"

"means you rarely interact. But why does it seem so close"

"eat it ma, Kayra's never near Dian. But according to the ustadzah, it was as if Kayra was always trying to get close to her son.

"why should that be? " ask mom

"so that the ustadzah knows, who is approaching and always trying to get close"

"do you feel that's good?"

"yes ma"

"you've never been far away this whole time, never separated from mom and dad. Are you sure you want to kos? " father is worried

"insya Allah pa. Do'a kayra, hopefully in this way the ustadzah can see the truth.

But papa and mama have to promise, won't tell Kayra whereabouts to anyone. Including adek Melan"

"not only that, Kayra will also replace the phone number with a new number"

Mama looked at me softly, then a circle of tears dripped without a sound.

"mama is sure, after this you will become a more resilient person. Don't let this storm take you down, baby"

"no ma. Kayra will be very strong because she has parents like mom and dad. Kayra only asks for trust, prayers and support from mom and dad"

"certainly dear. Without asking for prayers mom and dad will always be with you"

"the father can't speak anymore.

As long as you hold fast to religion, may faith always keep your every step"

"yes, thank you"

"when will find a boarding place, let papa accompany"

"later we talk again pa, Kayra find information first a good boarding place"

"do you always have to accompany Johan everywhere, so that Dian can no longer approach you? " Suddenly, my mother mentioned someone else's name

"meaning mama? "

"well, it could be later Dian continues to look for brother, follow brother, find out the whereabouts of brother"

"ma, Dian's not a criminal. Kayra knows that"

"do not involve others in this matter ma"

"do you know Jo likes Kayra too? "

"yes, you know from the dick"

"mama's not bringing Kayra and Jo's sister close in the name of your friendship, is she? "

"huh, no no no. Why do you think that way.

Yes Khan Johan his son is kind, polite. Think of him like a brother, or a sister like that"

"but presumption brother Jo will be another ma. Agh, this mama"

"yes yes, my mother is sorry"

"already ma, do not interfere in the affairs of children as long as they do not go off track.

Yasudah, we've been here too long. Poor Nahla"

"me also tell me. He's always been Jo's accomplice to Kayra's spies"

The three of us came out after such a long conversation.

I am so grateful to be in the middle of this little family. Their patience is amazing, their love and affection are limitless.

It's true what you used to say, focusing on one goal will be easier. Therefore, papa really warned me not to date.

Even though until now I still survive to avoid it, in fact this problem is still present.

As time goes on, the older it gets, the more problems it will cause.

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Thank God, to this part. Kayra felt really tired and hurt by everything that happened and chose to leave.

But........

that's Kayra well, may Kayra's faithful reading still survive and always look forward to the next story.

About, Dian still chasing Kayra is not it???

anyone knows, try whispering here through the coment

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